take a deep breath, we'll get through this 💜

Genuinely couldn’t do anything but sleep all day today. I hate vertigo 🙃

How are we doing today?

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I remembered my log in lol

I know we’re only in Feb, but my biggest accomplishment so far in 2025 is learning how to drive on the other side of the road 😤

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AHHH! Exciting things are happening in my personal life. First order of business when I get home: get rid of 50% of my stuff

Me: ugh I need to take a break from getting nails Me two weeks later:

Still coughing up a lung and don’t sound like myself, but I think I’m getting a bit better hehehe

Been doing my makeup since I was 15 and I’m only now realizing that I’ve been using the completely wrong undertone of concealer… GRRRR

I’m never taking my voice and my ability to breathe through my nose for granted ever again 😭

I just dropped a stupid amount of money on a new laptop, please watch my videos so I can eat this month 😭

I’m one checkup away from the worst year of my life lol

No matter where I go, I always end up in a makeup store 😅

I retain that perfume is actually not a good gift for the special someone in your life. Unless you know EXACTLY what your partner likes. Everyone’s body chem is different, so the same fragrance that smells amazing on one person, may make another person smell like they have a condition 😳

SO MANY VIDEO IDEAS AHHHH

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The worst answer, but it depends! I’m always on the go, so e-books are preferable, but there’s also something about reading a book in a bustling coffee shop and listening to a melodic voice dictate a story whilst you’re doing laundry that makes life a little better ☺️

I grew up living in crowded cities in 2 different countries. However much I love where I live, I tend to dissociate in order to cope with the overstimulation and I don’t think that’s healthy in the long run. I think a long term goal is to move to a city that isn’t overcrowded, so wish me luck ☺️

Pin this, save it, we’ll need it. “When a prison camp opens in your town…when a DREAMer is disappeared from your classroom…when the President destroys what’s left of the Constitution…They will all say they didn’t know this was coming. And I want the American people to know that they did.” AOC 🔥🎯

Gonna hit the ground running when I get back home, I promise 💜

Packing has been a struggle oml

I got asked if I missed home after traveling for so long. Surprisingly, I don’t. I don’t hate where I’m from, in fact I’m quite proud of it, but everywhere I’ve been has people I love living there. Having that community makes homesickness virtually nonexistent ☺️

I have so much health anxiety now, it’s genuinely ass 🙃

Played pickleball for the first time and holy my arms gonna be sore tomorrow 🥲

Bruh why is it so chill to go through security in Australia??? I feel like I’m gonna have an anxiety attack every time I go through security in the states 🤣🤣🤣

Been working on scripts for the last two days but because I haven’t been writing for a while, I feel like I’m shit at it now… gg lol

Got a sore throat on the day I was meant to be recording… this is a sign 🙃

Ramen really do be the best hangover cure

I got sunburnt 😭

Going to the beach today, wish me luck

Kind of late, but Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays my loves! The holidays used to be tough for me and I know a lot of you can say the same. You are worthy of love and happiness. Things will get better, so keep fighting for the life that you want ❤️💚❤️

Sitting in a park because I locked my ass out of the house lol what should I do for the rest of the day?

I need to get a new pair of earrings because the stem for my current ones despawned…. Any suggestions?

Taking a little time to count little blessings this morning 🫶

Me: I’m tired Also me: chugs coffee, helps friend move, cleans up apartment, goes swimming, does laundry, packs up, and cleans until crackhead hours SO WHICH IS IT 😡😡😡

So many things I need to film when I get home hehe I’m so excited

You ever think about how the gym is basically just a toxic boyfriend?

Today is a rot in bed whilst being terrified of the world outside day 🥰

You ever feel like an absolute child when you ask your friend or partner if they want to do something you want to do with you?

Still alive - sorry for being radio silent, your girls been busy hehe

Realizing that today is the first day I’ve been alone for the last 2 weeks… I miss my friends 🤣

I hate that my brain lags when I’m trying to switch between languages lol

Heading to the airport todayyyy

cashier at convenience store 1: *cusses at me in Japanese, thinking I don’t understand* cashier at convenience store 2: oh are you sure you can carry that? is that not too heavy? here let me help you LIKE-

Say it with me: ✨EMOTIONAL CHEATING IS STILL CHEATING✨

At a bar right now and the bartender has so much aura it’s actually insane

born to be a spoiled brat, forced to be capitalist cog 🙃

Hugs!