Thinking about Twitch just tanks my mental health, and I wish it didn't.

I was gonna complain about being alone again, but I think I'mma switch it up and just sit in my feelings without posting it

I don't rap anymore but LAWD some of this shit I've been hearing has been inspiring

"Khrys, why does it take so long for you to arrange something and put it out?" Too much shit that I've done has been dominated by the traditional form in jazz at its most basic level — head ➡️ solo section ➡️ head ➡️ "yeah man". I want a better vision for my shit than that.

May the fire under my ass burn hot enough to move me this time.

The YouTube video I was watching of all the save room themes in Resident Evil games was in the middle of buffering. It froze on a side profile of the actor portraying Chris Redfield in all the FMV scenes of RE1 and all I can think about is how closely he resembles Benny Benack III

today is one of those days where doing shit on your own is extremely hard. but, this too shall pass. (won't stop me from complaining about it tho)

Is there a YouTube essay about Batman, The Joker, and homoeroticism because www.instagram.com/reel/DUgKOlQ...

A group of words I never thought I'd hear me say IN MY LIFE: "Why did she dive in the ball pit coochie-first?"

I started uploading my VODs onto YouTube and I think you should watch this one if not solely for the video title

In an effort to do some external storage feng shui for a thing, I found a fuckton of old beats that I bought leases to back when I thought rapping was gonna be a thing I'll be so real with you right now — hearing these again for the first time in a while lit a spark in me

Posted on IG about participating in a gaming tournament raising funds for trans kids and the post straight up FLOPT And I can't tell if the post flopped because of the dumbass algo or because none of my followers on IG care about me gaming on Twitch despite having done so for almost five years atp

Halfway through reading Red, White, and Royal Blue and a part of me wonders if I could've bagged a hot blonde English bloke in another life

TIL the intro of "Circle of Life" from The Lion King, when translated into English, is "LOOK. THERE'S A LION. OH MY GOD."

I wonder if anyone fused capoeira with Jersey Club music

My past few conversations with my father have been about how I don't have the emotional capacity to raise a puppy; but goddamn it, I want an Aussie Border Collie. I'm just Rinoa looking for my Angelo.

The fact that I need help with every bit of not only normie content creation but also music is driving me up the fucking wall and by driving me up the fucking wall I mean I get overwhelmed and don't wanna touch anything

That OnlyFans bag is starting to look mighty interesting 👀

Two-week stream this week, and one of them is with the homie @trchector.bsky.social! A charity DBD tournament is coming up and we need to hit the shed. 😱😱😱

Ten years into our relationship and David still hisses at me like a cat

And nary a Green Day was seen

Playlist ideas I want to finesse this and make public this year: - ‽ (the zaniest and most chaotic shit i can find) - CTFO (crash the fuck out) - Dance It Out (i literally have to dance out my sad feelings sometimes) - LEMME COOK (for when i actually have to cook)

It was one of my New Year's Resolutions to beat 10 games this year. And here is game number one! If you haven't followed me on Backloggery yet, what are you doing?! www.backloggery.com/electricsadboi

Here's the schedule for the week! The ultimate ranking of Mario Kart track songs with @dompalombimusic.bsky.social continues on Thursday and holy SHIT I'm excited.

fuck being a content creator, you're really knee deep in this shit alone fr

watching stan tw****r argue about music is immensely entertaining to me because i know for a fact none of these people know what the FUCK they're talking about

i think the biggest critique that i have of myself is that i have a lot of grand ambitions but have no motivation to pursue them on my own. idk, maybe i watched too much shonen anime in college

Now why SqEn gotta do me like this? He was only part of my party for 30 minutes and now I'm... missing him???

Is this thing on?

Block them immediately.

Scum-ass shit from Conn-Selmer.

It's a new year, my resolve has been steeled, and it's time to get back to streaming on the regular. Here's the planned schedule for next week! I'm low key kind of excited for the Turnt by Daylight playtesting.

My white boyfriend knows of the hardships that I have had to endure as a Black person, and yet he insists on TICKLING ME ON OCCASION?

Irish curry.

I might be cooking here...

Fun fact: With how much it took to make this record, I could have also: - rid myself of any debt whatsoever - bought a really nice used car - put a down payment on a house - go on three or four decent vacations anywhere in the world But instead, I made an album.

i am RATIONALLY LIVID about this entire thing like, yes, fuck Spotify, but sticking it to Spotify should not come at the expense of artists that are doing this shit independent of the oligarchy access to music is a privilege, stop treating it like it's a right like ILSEJBFDNGLIAHJEBFDVLIWAHEJRFBD

MUSIC IS NOT MEANT TO BE A COMMODITY THAT YOU CAN ENJOY FOR FREE

Congratulations — you got access to the world's largest collection of recorded music FOR FREE, but now the indie artists trying to pursue a career in music thrown into that "archive" got their bags fucked up because you got their shit for free.

I'm curious as to how many of the Woofs I get on Scruff are off the strength of my boyfriend

I don't want gen AI in my browser I don't want gen AI in my pc I don't want gen AI in my art I don't want gen AI in my games I don't want gen AI in my music I don't want gen AI in my movies I don't want gen AI in my books I don't want gen AI in my cart I don't want gen AI in my life

I have never seen a social media account with more haters in it than Amtrak's social accounts. I will say that the trolling is a little warranted, tho. Literally all of the comments are absolutely reading Amtrak for filth about affordability.

I'll also be teaming up with my melanated siblings in the Twitch Black Guild, so be sure to cheer them on, too!

My first time ever not only as a participant in a streaming tournament but also as a participant in a charity fundraiser on Twitch, AND I get to play Dead by Daylight? I'm kind of stoked for Sunday, not gonna hold you.

You know, living not too far from the nightlife of the city sounds great on paper, but hearing the belligerent drunks that get kicked out of the three clubs is actually kinda frustrating I keep peeking through my blinds for the tea, but there's nothing to be seen; they're just THAT loud

The thing to understand about "age verification" laws is that they are not just for kids The only way to "stop kids from doing xyz online" using age-gating is to demand a government ID (or invasive biometric face scan) from EVERYONE. This means associating your gov ID with EVERYTHING YOU DO ONLINE

I swear on everything that is holy, I am BEGGING ATLUS on bended kneeS to give us remakes of P1, P2:EP, and P2:IS. I can live without a Persona 6 for a little longer, and I never understood why P4 is getting remade when they just ported a perfectly fine game to damn near every current gen console

VOCAL STIM IDEA: the one part of the intro to "Cyclone" by Baby Bash where the singer goes "SWANANANA NAAAAAAANI"