its time. Petronella is being forced to drink some nightmarish pilk concotions Petronella "Enjoys" The Pilkening twitch.tv/onmehols

Streaming more Alan Wake 2! Is This The End? - Alan Wake 2 twitch.tv/onmehols

Prog drunk as fuck, gonna sleep so goooooood tonight I can feel it, melty bed incoming

I did it, I went to the gym, and it was fine

God voice training is fucking cool

This is what I looked like when I had my wisdom teeth removed, only bruised too

Self medding the adhd with cup after cup of kit kat latte

Jesus the feelings today, out of absolutely nowhere

God its so random when and why I get prog drunk. So good for sleep tho

Starting to think I’m actually way less introverted than I thought? Was it really just masking and anxiety?

We know from personal experience that many trans-feminine people have difficulty in finding their voice and speaking with confidence; and that Voice Therapy is often prohibitively expensive - so we made Voice Club: subsidised online community-led voice coaching, from just £5/group or £20/1-2-1 1/2

I made a full english breakfast but with garlic bread, and it was fucking genius

Just dumped half a bottle of coke directly into my handbag 🫠😭

Not to brag or anything, but Voice Club has genuinely had nothing but good reviews. If you were considering it, try it! You can just buy single sessions to try one out rather than get the discounted rate on a bulk booking, and it's still *very* affordable.

I got this very pleasing object to fiddle with on my desk at work, its so nice to look at

Aaaaa I’m sorry I can’t see my dms because of the OSA. So I just get to see the number slowly increase, its up to 4 now 🥲

Pain

Any time the Supreme Court judgement gets looked at it gets more confused, its like some eldritch entity

Still feeling that I'm gonna be IRL stealth for the time being, for safety. Feel guilty than I even can tbh

So once again we’re attempting to stop kids being trans by making life harder for them. It won’t work, I was closeted all throughout school, and was miserable. It was almost definitely kill some kids though, which I’m sure the GCs are thrilled about.

I'm finally able to stream again! My streams are consistent, I promise (ALAN WAKE 2) twitch.tv/onmehols

Funny how just accepting I had ADHD has actually really helped on its own. Just not constantly thinking I was lazy, fucking useless etc for struggling and having executive dysfunction etc

god Salad Cream is nice. Its way more similar to kewpie/japanese mayo than I remembered

I hate the fact that I’m beholden to fucking BMI of all things, for bottom surgery. Sure I mean it’s “good” that I lost a bunch of weight, but I essentially had to do it at gunpoint, and it was pretty unpleasant. Still need more too which is extra fun.

God voice training is so fucking cool. We get to play our vocal tract like an instrument, and its amazing

Appointments with a Voice Therapist: £60-120/hour Learning the basics of transfeminine vocal control with Voice Club: 1-2-1 from £20/Session www.essehouse.co.uk/voice-club-1

Voice Club is a voice coaching scheme set up by @essehouse.bsky.social to offer subsidised sessions for people looking to learn the basics of transfeminine vocal control in relaxed, online sessions If you register, you can try a group taster session for just £7.50 www.essehouse.co.uk/voice-club-1

Get fucked McSweeney

In my experience, the most likely sources for dysphoria or lack of personal confidence in trans women lay in their physical appearance, and their voice. Both of which play a huge part in the ease in which you can negotiate the world. I think the community can do better, for itself, on both. 1/4

You can try one of our Voice Club Sessions for as little as £7.50 for a group session, or £25 for a 1-2-1 session. Bulk bookings reduce the price to just £5/Group and £20/1-2-1 www.essehouse.co.uk/voice-club-1

Being trans is essentially being Cassandra. Why are we so impossible to just listen to?

We initially expected to sell about 15 tickets to sessions in the first week... but we actually sold closer to 65 tickets; more than our entire initial 1st month's target of 50 tickets within the 1st seven days, with booked sessions stretching til April! 1/3

Cant sleep 🫠🫠🫠 time to stay up forever and try again later

Sleeping with socks on - absolutely goated

and in a similar vein I've been listening to SAM WAITIN music for a little while now, it really has that 90s racing game electronic music vibe, like listen how hype this shit is www.youtube.com/watch?v=O6N2...

Thinking about game music stuff, this song from Die Hard Trilogy is so fucking good still - www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gb75... Its probably the reason I'm a big drum n bass/ jungle music enjoyer, its so damn hype

Announcement: please read & share 🙏

I managed to very briefly lucid dream during a nap today, but I woke up before I did anything cool :(

I did a bunch of kettlebell swings and now my hips are sore lol. Getting back into proper exercise is hard

wig hair bought, ponyfall making incoming

I'm so grateful for the belief placed in the vision for Esse House by its supporters. So much of this world enables the worst in humanity. But by supporting, you enable good to fight back, and community to flourish 1/3

Should I pick the song “Coconuts” by Kim Petras as my next song with my singing teacher lol

Been just a year since I got into Dorley, and its wild to think that reading a story could have had such a profound effect on me, and my attitude towards my own life, but it did. It made me step my transition up and start putting more effort into being me. So, big thanks @badambulist.bsky.social

Been sticking to not using my phone in bed, either after waking up or before going to bed, its been helping a bunch I think. I always struggled going to sleep and also waking up, it sucks ass

God I miss the Snowflake, I still think about how good it was, and I’m not even a big fan of white chocolate. White chocolate and other types of chocolate together though? Yessssss

What do you MEAN theres a video of trump audibly shit himself, and you can see everyone react

We have a Voice Club *group session* from 8pm-8.45pm tonight, which still has a couple of spaces. There is still time to join. Once you have registered, buy your tickets, and we will book you in as a priority. www.essehouse.co.uk/voice-club-1

This is the culmination of a fuckload of effort from the team, and somehow the start of a whole new task at the same time. Really proud of how quickly we have pulled this together, and I really hope this becomes a valuable and accesible community resource.

We are SO excited for Voice Club to launch tomorrow! A huge thank you to our volunteers, paid contractors offering their discounted services, and everyone who has shown support. Sessions are still available throughout February. Check out the website for more info, or to register.

Has anyone tried a sensory deprivation tank? I’m really curious lol