for some reason I couldn't reasonably find, I subconsciously consider a diary cringe-worthy. To kinda circumvent this I decided to scam myself into writing a laboratory log book... without the lab... and the experiments

[received personal threat for autism behavior (very long ago)] my 7yo brother was clicking his tongue when he's doing his homework. For some reason all of a sudden I recalled a thing that happened in my middle school which is like 10 years ago or something. It was in a weekly assembly, and I […]

dunno why but watching people calibrate stuff like probes and microscopes makes me happy idk what u even call this kind of emotion, its like that electric plug in a pig's nose meme

feeling a little better after sleep and now trying to distract myself by thinking about minecraft mod girls (again)

[mental health, counselling] I feel very guilty when opening up to doctors/psychologists/therapists even when it's their job to provide help. It's pretty nonsense and unreasonable but this feeling is just there. I haven't tried talking to AI. Heck I don't even know how to use AI to do my […]

still can't get over the fact that cakes are such a man-made food but it somehow isn't scary or unrecognizable...

Lamiale, undergrad, well over 20 years old and still can't drink coffee. :(

I really enjoy the vibes coming from the German word "spinnen". It can mean "to spin (a thread)", "to develop a story", or "to act crazy", which, all happens to be what I do on a daily basis as a handcraft amateur and a worldbuilding writer.

lmfao I'm sending to my professor two sick leave letters in a row,, shit really went down like pearls on a string I mean it's not much pain but it's just unfortunate enough to be funny

I've... also made this

#gijinka #oc #minecraft #minecraftmods #ocdrawing #aether #aethermod she's actually the earliest mod-chan I've drawn

#gijinka #oc #minecraft #minecraftmods #ocdrawing #createmod #arsnouveau #hexcasting #farmersdelight

"would you forgive me then, " it asked, "if I took off on my wings and left before you have noticed?" "Of course not, " she answered. "that would not a fault, after all, only faults could be forgiven. "

me in the beginning of the summer term: gonna see if I could learn German let's see how far i could get me in the first week: current objective: survive spoilers: didn't manage to finish the first week before dropping the course

#drawings #mastoart #whiteboard #createmod #arsnouveau #minecraft #minecraftmods #gijinkas #personifications Create is on I think around version 6.0.5 or so rn. I'm late to the party tehee

mmmm i think I've figured it out. Calligraphy and typography just doesn't work anymore, I'm flooding my room with my massive hoard of pens and notebooks. Now the only way out is mass hand-copying. Exhaustion for the hands and relaxation for the brain. I'll try The Divine Comedy first, we'll see […]

I have become shredder, destroyer of shipping boxes

my parents be like watching in horror as I ravenously finish 2x of what i usually eat for dinner in like 8 mins during period days... "devour" might be a funny word to use but that's exactly how I look

#pride #pride2025 #pridemonth #prideflag #bracelet #macrame #art

I like how the word "company" can mean snuggles and comfort in one context and a construct of capitalism in another

me: put on men's wear for a while how my waist feel:

leave now and get your lil bug butts off my property, i aint raising your kids

the closest to a medical doctor I'll ever get is my handwriting lol

is still me :3 modified the color scheme a little and added the frost patterns

Every time I think of my race which I name (at least temporarily) as Zwitterwyrm and I contemplate the chance a German language user understands it as "duo dragon" it sparks a little joy in my heart XD... I don't mean to joke with my Otherkin identity, and fitting the whole concept into one word […]

doctor: deep fried Lamiale doesn't exist it can't hurt you deep fried Lamiale:

Just thinking bout this: would diarrhea after milk actually gives you an overall negative intake of calories and nutrients? :(

woke up at midnight heard a mosquito flies by well that really sucks #haiku

a picture of sautéed mushrooms was supposed to be posted here, but I inhaled them in one single milisecond and my hands didn't manage to caught it on camera

*holds bread toy with beak, makes short muffled dragon honks of content and happiness

Let the sky Bludgeon me With its grey Indifference, I know there Is color waiting Inside my veins To be set free. #poetry

it's that goddamn time in the year again >:( now my body won't warm up under 2 layers of blankets as if I'm some pathetic reptile who couldn't generate enough heat but if i use a heat pad it's gonna burn like a silver ingot in the hands of satan...

This is Beta Libra. She's a med student who half-frauded funds from a snacks company, built a spacecraft with like 2 backup safety measures and sent herself with her homies to an alien planet via quantum physics magic, heeding none of the cautionary tales from […] [Original post on mastodon.de]

gosh this is why i love drawing my OCs with my friends #oc #memes #drawing

What does an exhausted body look like? Sunken eyes, chilly hands, and legs that tremble when they stand. That's what an exhausted body looks like. What does an exhausted soul look like, then? #poetry #askfedi

Let entropy Write the Cipher of Decay, And let my Body break It. #poetry

[very hot and extremely offensive roast] holy shit i just heard a roast that sound like a 3rd grade kid made it up, but it's so offending it's not even a roast anymore it's a flamethrower lmfao: "some people are like a puddle of puke on a sidewalk in winter. If you give them some warmth and […]

you're checking how much caffeine the drink has because you wanna stay awake, I'm checking how much caffeine the drink has because I don't want to have a panic attack after a nice cup of hot milk tea we're different 😭😭😭

reasons you should get an extra lab coat to wear at home: - it's cotton fabric and it's comfy - big pockets - no guilt when u made it dirty because that's their original purpose plus they are cheaper than some pajamas - the chance of mixing it up with that one you wear in the lab is extremely […]

the Creaking in minecraft look exactly like the CSS I wrote for my homework

(CW: tiny wound on hand, no blood) *inhales *screams in agony, overexertion and betrayal

I keep drawing chubby sneks even when I tried making them look less chubby. I'm blaming this on my past self who binge watched ball python videos for no reason. And it's not even other thick-bodied pythons it's ball pythons. Now even the usage of corn snake reference images won't stop my hands […]

feet are for moving around and hands are for holding things, so bird wings are feet and bird feet are hands

[mildly violent nightmare descriptions] them: dreams have meanings me: witness bloody murder scenes and dead babies, calmly massacred four demons on scene by shoving my fingers onto their forehead thru their skull, flinging them onto the floor, and stomping their ribcages until there's not a […]

me going out in full costume with my cane Solstice bcuz the witch hat I ordered online arrived sooo late that Halloween's ended a week ago but I still wanna show it off :(

me coding after experiencing poor sleep quality for 2 weeks or so:

I'm going to McDonalds with my own cheese sauce, order a McNuggets meal and eat it right there with my cheese sauce to protest against their horrible act of not making their smoked nacho sauce a year-round option

just caught a hummingbird moth in my room. will release next morning or so, I'm worried its gonna go into someone elses home chasing the lamps at night and got smashed by somebody if I let it go rn. #mothmonday #moth #insect #hummingbirdmoths image cw: live moth

[negativity] I got a friend who had lost some of her friends this year. By "some" I mean at least two to my knowledge, but maybe there's more that I didn't know. And she said, there was once when she had just knew that one of her friends died, she went out in the middle of a rainy night to get […]