youtu.be/6nwdrwcGyrU Fordirelifesake - Four Letter Lie #metalcore #emo

Often times people say oh melodic metalcore sucks. I think they just haven't found the right kind and expect it all to sound like Killswitch Engage. Emocore melodies and screamo influences fix metalcore. A Long Winter, Barrit, Fordirelifesake, seeing stars, all really good.

my grubcore punk #music

Message in a Bottle is such an amazing song but Reggatta de blanc is such an underwhelming album to put it on, I feel.

bugs want me im in pain

the bones are the skeletons money, so are the worms

I have been listening to punknews favorites lately. Especially Hot Water Music and Leatherface. Also kinda downer posthardcore like Far and Jawbox. Feels weird to be listening to this stuff again cause I stick mostly to electronic but it feels really in season and nostalgic

There is discourse about how "everyone is 12 now" on tumblr but I think what is more relevant is how some people are honestly just really mean and hard to deal with.

Extra thought: If it ever sounds like I am condemning something overall, this is not the goal of what I'm saying. All of the things I critique I want the best of them, most of the time. It is hard to soften my feelings adequately in a small text limit! I am sorry if I ever hurt feelings, genuinely

thats enough feelings

Unrelated to my kvetching.. had to put some distance from someone who likes me cause I couldn't give back what he wanted. Made me feel rotten inside. Another one of those times where being open/poly kind of makes me feel really sad. Cause I'm just not that person and feel guilt that I'm not.

IDK I guess I just had a lifetime of either picking an impossible intersexist tag or the multiple different slur tags to see things which resemble me or other people like me in the world of porn and erotica to where im just sensitive about any other words that flatten an identity similarly

Said something on another persons post but figure I'd say it here instead cause its a different thought but. Sometimes I get kind of sad when a lot of sapphic romance and relationships get boiled down to being called yuri by a crowd that boils things down into really pernicious tropes

Went on a walk and said hi to happy girl (local townie whos always happy) and ate fried chicken. Listened to punk music. Still feel miserable. Somethings not clicking

I cant take these cozy game sales anymore please stop telling me landlords are cute

Drowning out the bad thoughts with Leatherface... save me orgcore

I was feeling like all hope was gone in my life and a friend pointed out this is concurrent with my hormone cycle... Someone should just put me down lol. I feel like a crazy animal

youtu.be/ORRNkurg-cw Far - Job's Eyes #posthardcore

Cant stop thinking about how Frierens treatment of fantasy races plays into too many of the historically racist and conservative elements within fantasy and how what I thought was going to be an emotionally reflective show became a battle shounen about goku but if an elf woman

i feel like i need to draw parodies of chick tracts and stuff like this

I dont like when reply guys tell me im wrong without explaining why. Help me learn if you care.. Don't pollute my comments

im kind of like a pixie that flies away from you when you get too close. and then i fly close to you. and then you get close. and i fly away. rinse repeat. honestly i hate myself about it sometimes and this applies to people interested in me and people who might expect a followback from me on BL

www.youtube.com/watch?v=lWei... Carl A Finlow - Out of Time #electro #synthpop

I give a lot of leeway to what counts as ambient techno because of how diverse it is as a scene but listening to GAS this really is just regular ambient to me on Zauberberg... No hi hats in sight.. No kicks.. Whats going on here... It has a minimal techno tag too. Not even.

number one nu metal rap rock band seepage.. . hypnospace #1

Hobs Barrow's ending disappointed me so much

I feel like a lot of people would like James Joyce if they just taught themselves to read longer, more dense books. It's like the Umineko problem only there's no Irelandaboos pressuring you to read it. It references a lot of things of 1800s Ireland I don't have context for but its a great book..

I loved Richard II. Awesome play. I feel like it needed subtitles. What the fuck were you saying sometimes Ian McKellen seriously but you were cooking I could tell. Love the way he said PANTHERS

Video game I'm playing references Shakespeare so I had to drop everything and watch a performance of the Tragedy of Richard II

Grub Awards 2025 for game i was gonna buy and then didnt because of an update that made everyone playing hate it: Tekken 8

best rigging ive done for gloves and stockings so i can have it be translucent. pretty happy #secondlife

Sade invented pop

Thanks to WINE, Proton, and Valve's hardware, a significant milestone has been achieved with 90% of Windows games running on Linux, making nine out of ten Windows games accessible on a new Linux installation. boilingsteam.com/windows-game...

putting together a grub awards for people who dont watch tv. gift bags will include bog peat among other things

The first time I saw this post it basically cured me of bpd

Return to snood

I gave it some thought. I think when I play Tyranny I will roleplay roughly to the dignified and cruel and isnane levels of Haman Karn instead of being a people's hero or anything like that. It is a game more designed around being bad and I wanna see what it's got.

game criticism is about comparing shrek 2 for playstation 2 to walt whitman poems. keep writing about how seamless loading is bad in the slow lane

Honestly the mantras that gets me through 90% of my worst thoughts is "There's something you're not thinking of here" or "They got their own stuff going on" or "That's out of your control" or "It happened, now what?" or "How would your friends feel if you said this about yourself?" and "It depends"

I got seen in a really intimate and vulnerable way like I was wistfully dreaming of happening a while back and then I wasn't ready and tried to push away and it genuinely made me feel like I had venom running through my veins. They saw it coming. Talked. I guess I'm not so bad. Mood board

I broke my 10 month no alcohol streak tonight to have some pre anniversary drinkies. Honestly feels fine. Don't like making a habit of this. It's cool though. I had ONE shot.

Sometimes if I don't respond to someone or say something its cause I don't know what to say or don't have anything to say but it's always awkward because I am prone to talking Buffy levels of motor mouth nonsense seemingly at random. I can't control the flow.

I tried a new run of Pillars of Eternity to test the turn based mode everybody has been begging for and I really think real-time is fine here. The trade offs are steep, you are going to eat shit by enemies constantly having initiative. It is fun replaying with my main OC in mind though.

I love music charts! This is my favorite per year. Starting with the 70s. Sorry 60s I dont listen to you like that

made halva with my girlfriend and oougghh oh my god too much halva im gonna dieeee

Changed my mind I don't want a bad game I want chao

I just realized im so unhappy because I need to play a shitty game. I was playing Valkyria Chronicles and Hobs Barrow and these are 'good' games. I mean, I dropped Valkyria Chronicles because I didn't like it, but you can't say they aren't fine. But I need something actually stupid right now

Going from snow to heat within a week is making me lose my sanity

are.na sells itself as a pinterest alternative but it somehow worse in just about every way and i still saw some things that seemed vaguely like ai.