Feeling like a disaster today it was like a nightmare

I seriously feel fucked by life right now I fucking hate it here

I had one of the best nights of the year last night and then something literally right out of me and my gfs nightmares happened today and I'm starting to feel like there is an ironic cruelty trying to oppress me and keep me in misery

I surrender. Don't believe me? It's all in the numbers. Number one: That's terror. Number two: That's terror.

I used to think things like "being yourself" were just a given but I guess there are a lot of people out there who are do desperate for external validation that they have a poor perception of what their own self even is. Please do things for yourself, even if you want to be seen obviously.

This is genuinely revolting and completely unethical, predatory on all fronts and has shattered any remaining trust I've had in this platform. I have vacillated on whether or not I want to nuke my account here but this stupid website is making it a much easier choice @safety.bsky.app Evil people

Another successful opening to an event. (I made the top) and I'm so happy with it I'll probably be wearing it a lot. Glad other people are liking it too. Comes with a removable bra part but I think the look with pasties is cuter on my avi. #secondlife

I've been slowly reading Crime and Punishment and just have to say how much I love Razumihin and Dounia both. They are such wonderful characters, Dounia I see so much of myself reflected in which isn't common for books of this era, and Razumihin like a brother I wish I had.

I rashly changed my rating system on rateyourmusic and then slowly re rated half of everything basically because I liked it more the way it was before.. rip

Dear liberals and liberal-brained leftists still trying to unlearn their liberalism. Please stop saying everything is a distraction for something else. We all have object permanence and are mad about multiple things. You sound like a conspiracy theorist or like some kind of scared dog.

Was in a new rp situation and then like 2 days later she says because of XYZ it cant work for months at least I wanna scream and cry and throw up

Someone wanted me to take cuter pics of my avis so I'm gonna be doing so more probably #secondlife

this weeks last.fm jart

yagirl has been PMSing

What's he seeing?

You guys won't believe it but I got sick again and this time it was because I had too much sugar and not because of actual pitiable problems to do with gerd

youtu.be/ZLr52XxTfCc #techno this the only song that exists and i'm in space and i'm floating away

I guess people are arguing about easy mode again. Chase your own tail much? Just don't play it if you don't like easy mode

youtu.be/zAHZoUa-hAg Me and my girlfriend have been playing this song about a million times the past couple days. I wanna squeeze this bunny until it pops its so adorable

My girlfriend healed my grievances with social media I just figured it all out and I'm feeling better about it honestly. Back on course with my older plans of just keeping it light here. Sometimes you just need to log off and keep some thoughts outside the crap fest

product photo is done and im really happy with how it turned out and it felt good to make a barbie ass avi instead of an all black one this time. #secondlife

Boy

played with my dollies #secondlife

melatonin CBD a book and noise no demon will disturb my sleep on this night

Im not sad anymore because I have hot cocoa

Every day feels like this now

Trying to draw from imagination more and get construction without refs so here is an oc doodle

Even just completing 4 rigs for my product today makes me want to cry and give up because i was dealing with bugs with the rigging software. I need a break but deadlines closing in on me

I've decided to reinstall Torchlight 2 and play prismatic embermage on max difficulty, basically a defenseless class cannon spammer. I dont know why other than its a good way to also listen to music at the same time. Every so often it bites me like this. So spamtastic.

I need an art book for this so badly #mangacap

I like quote chain gamez If you see this post, quote 5 things that make you happy! ♥ Cuddling playing with and messing with my cat ♥ Creative writing and exploring ocs ♥ Spiced tea or hot cocoa on a chilly autumn day ♥ Journaling my experiences gaming and finding new music ♥ Freaky robots

Booboo on my sweater

Finally my eternal soul can rest!! I got every available achievement on Backloggd. UGH

People say Dostoyevsky is so bleak but I'm reading Crime and Punishment and the slow snowballing effect of cross examination of evidence and the way they're telling all of these leading things to Rodya is so comedic and ironic that I've been giggling in this whole second act.

I'm not feeling crushing depression anymore because my girlfriend spent a lot of time talking with me last night but I'm still kind of sad and trying to cope but you know.. where's the fucking cope lately life is full of so much stupid bullshit

Don’t let the internet fool you. I was at a protest for trans kids yesterday an HOUR south of Seattle, and it was HUGE. And there was a cacophony of drivers beeping in support. I could not believe it. Because I spend too much online and figured it’s a lost cause.

I could be trusted with the Death Note probably

I hate depression

Calling this sculpt done I guess. Better for me to just cut it off before I nitpick over details and miss a deadline. #secondlife #b3d #3dfashion

i wanna get into wheel of fortune but theres thousands of episodes so should i just start with the first and not watch new ones til im fully caught up or can i watch in any order i want

If your fan art of hornet is just a conventionally attractive lady with a huge ass and thighs I'm gonna kill you

youtu.be/rWGnz-T7JPs #techno

Some recent figures

this one is oddly REALLY FRUSTRATING to model and sculpt but im hoping itll be a winner #secondlife #blender #3dfashion

heh

A while back on Backloggd I ended up feeling so bad and scared because of a few peoples reviews that made me worry I was surrounding myself with people who were in some way tolerating of bigotry or CSAM and I don't like talking about this sort of thing but I feel like I want to explain a few things.