bluesky logged me out here and i was lowkey just too lazy to log in again hii

ed tw i need to stop thinking about my old pics from when i was actively disordered bc every time i look at them (which is too often) i get jealous of my former self even though i remember how fucking miserable i was and how my hair literally didn’t grow any more and how i had no life

strade ykmet

next i’ll draw her biting it off

i’m gonna draw something

context: the reason a lot of women may gravitate towards darker fantasies is because it is a coping strategy to deal with victimization they’ve already experienced or have been taught to expect. it’s a way of gaining control over the uncontrollable. (1/2)

i need to BITE

penis

idk some porn with no reference pic so it sucks

📍lia’s pinned post .ᐟ ──── ୨୧ ──── 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ abt me .ᐟ - i’m 22 - taken!! (monogamous and very serious)! - i post nsfw art (and textposts, nothing of myself!) - absolutely no minors whatsoever!!! - feel free to like / repost to be moots! ──── ୨୧ ──── #promosky

ate my girl out in minecraft call that eating box

fem ren hana x selfsona (i don’t like ren hana but it’s based on a part of the newest game yayyy)

angel selfsona x strade except he would prob love that too much for the wrong reasons and it would end up so bad and she prob wouldn’t have wings any more by like, night two at the latest

i was going to make a post but it’s too cringe

why hasn’t anyone written the exact fic i want grrr

i need to overcome shame and then a lot more of my art will see the light of day tbh

don’t save her she don’t wanna be saved

bf is napping next to me hehehee i wanna bite him

my period is killing me rn i cried for two hours last night over a water heater. i’m so fragile at the moment 😭

do u guys ever get scared of ur loved ones

upset that i started my period and therefore can’t (enjoyably) spend new year getting fucked 😭

no bluesky i do not wanna show this account to my contacts pls

ragequitting ykmet strade bc i picked the wrong options and there wasn’t enough sexual content

i made a comment on a tiktok and it has like 50k likes rn and i wish ppl would stop liking it because it’s blowing up notifications. why can’t you just turn off notifs for ppl liking your comments. it’s annoying 😭 like i don’t care abt anything over there except comments tbh

i wish puppy girls with human anatomy (me) could go get spayed too

why do i have to work when instead i could stay home with my sweet amazing bf who tucks me into bed and puts my fuzzy socks on me so i don’t have to get out of bed to get them. like i don’t wanna go work, i want to be cuddled and petted while i nap with him PLS.

sometimes i do genuinely feel like a sweet and normal girl (normal by my standards) but then i remember the horrors

one day i should write normal porn instead of porn abt that game where everything is scary

what if i do a kidnapping escape room by myself just to feel

i need to write pornographic material when i get home

screaming crying bc i don’t have the emotional capacity rn to deal with anyone else being in a bad mood and yet… and yet…… life goes on for everyone else too of course

i do have a therapist so i’ll be fine dw im just bored and upset rn and also depressed so nothing sounds appealing yk. so im just rambling into the void

i feel like such a disingenuous bitch when i make normal or happy posts when i feel nothing like that. usually im honestly positive and happy but not at this very second

bangs my head into a wall 😠😣😣

eating disorder tw when middle aged women r weird about weight it’s so triggering like wym she said “oh when i was 21-22 i was even skinnier than you! not that you’re fat by ANY means!!” and rationally yeah i get what she meant but in my sick lil mind im like ohhh ? is that a challenge? :)

sometimes i rlly just log on here because i forget this account exists if i don’t post sometimes

it’s so funny that i have a nsfw account because im too embarrassed to post anything about that tbh unless it is my art and i don’t usually draw nsfw art anyway!!!

why can’t i stop thinking abt it!!!

i think i got genuinely triggered and scared last night and that’s why i feel so deeply tired today tbh… hate itttt why does something so small have to affect me so badly

i did NOT wanna get out of bed this morning….. bf’s schedule is off rn so he was sleeping at the same time as me for once and ughhh it’s so nice to wake up next to him :’)

i need my bf to take pics of me looking all cute in the dark tbh

i only bleed for him, mascara running like a champion 🖤

this account isn’t just nsfw it’s also just a vent account tbh but i won’t post abt anything TOO serious bc i have a therapist for that yk

i’m evil i’m evil im evil why can i never get engagement on my art grrrrr (im so grateful for the ppl who do view it btw)

strokign my PEANUSSSS yeAh

i keep seeing stuff abt the censorship and it’s funny bc i don’t actually post porn but now i think i should draw depraved fanart again

who up squiggling they strenis

i’m FIXATING AGAIN WAHHHH i wanna crush strade in a hydraulic press grrrrr 👊👊👊👊

it’s the time of the month where i become gross. just a warning for what’s to come

strade ykmet 🥰🥰😳😳☺️☺️😚😘😍😍💕