‘ a⠀ ⠀man⠀ ⠀being⠀ ⠀gentle⠀ ⠀with⠀ ⠀you⠀ ⠀is⠀ ⠀the⠀ ⠀most⠀ ⠀masculine⠀ ⠀thing⠀ ⠀he⠀ ⠀can⠀ ⠀do 。 ’

‘ "do⠀ ⠀you⠀ ⠀have⠀ ⠀any⠀ ⠀hobbies"⠀ ⠀lately⠀ ⠀i⠀ ⠀have⠀ ⠀been⠀ ⠀into⠀ ⠀overthinking⠀ ⠀and⠀ ⠀panicking 。 ’

‘ not⠀ ⠀to⠀ ⠀be⠀ ⠀dramatic⠀ ⠀but⠀ ⠀i⠀ ⠀need⠀ ⠀a⠀ ⠀nap,⠀ ⠀a⠀ ⠀hug,⠀ ⠀20k⠀ ⠀in⠀ ⠀cash,⠀ ⠀and⠀ ⠀to⠀ ⠀disappear⠀ ⠀for⠀ ⠀3⠀ ⠀months 。 ’

‘ i’m⠀ ⠀such⠀ ⠀a⠀ ⠀“i⠀ ⠀want⠀ ⠀your⠀ ⠀attention”⠀ ⠀but⠀ ⠀“won’t⠀ ⠀bother⠀ ⠀you”⠀ ⠀kinda⠀ ⠀person 。 ’

‘ in⠀ ⠀the⠀ ⠀closet?⠀ ⠀nah⠀ ⠀man⠀ ⠀i’m⠀ ⠀in⠀ ⠀a⠀ ⠀coffin.⠀ ⠀i’m⠀ ⠀underground.⠀ ⠀yeah⠀ ⠀bro⠀ ⠀im⠀ ⠀being⠀ ⠀buried⠀ ⠀alive⠀ ⠀but⠀ ⠀it’s⠀ ⠀okay⠀ ⠀dude⠀ ⠀my⠀ ⠀heart⠀ ⠀is⠀ ⠀still⠀ ⠀beating.⠀ ⠀yeah⠀ ⠀man⠀ ⠀there⠀ ⠀is⠀ ⠀still⠀ ⠀time 。 ’

‘ im⠀ ⠀not⠀ ⠀autistic⠀ ⠀im⠀ ⠀just⠀ ⠀this⠀ ⠀way⠀ ⠀for⠀ ⠀no⠀ ⠀reason⠀ ⠀at⠀ ⠀all 。 ’

‘ bro⠀ ⠀you're⠀ ⠀not⠀ ⠀yearning⠀ ⠀again⠀ ⠀are⠀ ⠀you?⠀ ⠀bro.⠀ ⠀bro⠀ ⠀stop 。 ’

♡︎ㅤㅤwhy can’t it be socially acceptable to isolate yourself in your room, rotting in bed next to your beloved ? it’s absurd. why would i need the sun when looking at them holds the same result ?ㅤㅤ♡︎

‘ considering⠀ ⠀introducing⠀ ⠀a⠀ ⠀controlled⠀ ⠀burn⠀ ⠀to⠀ ⠀the⠀ ⠀prairies⠀ ⠀of⠀ ⠀my⠀ ⠀mind 。 ’

‘ i⠀ ⠀stopped⠀ ⠀waiting⠀ ⠀for⠀ ⠀support⠀ ⠀when⠀ ⠀i⠀ ⠀realized⠀ ⠀nobody⠀ ⠀cared⠀ ⠀enough⠀ ⠀to⠀ ⠀show⠀ ⠀up 。 ’

‘ how⠀ ⠀do⠀ ⠀i⠀ ⠀stop⠀ ⠀looking⠀ ⠀tired?⠀ ⠀and⠀ ⠀please⠀ ⠀don’t⠀ ⠀tell⠀ ⠀me⠀ ⠀to⠀ ⠀get⠀ ⠀some⠀ ⠀sleep 。 ’

‘ what's⠀ ⠀a⠀ ⠀couple⠀ ⠀of⠀ ⠀late-nighters⠀ ⠀building⠀ ⠀a⠀ ⠀death⠀ ⠀trap⠀ ⠀every⠀ ⠀month⠀ ⠀if⠀ ⠀i⠀ ⠀get⠀ ⠀three⠀ ⠀weeks⠀ ⠀paid⠀ ⠀time⠀ ⠀off⠀ ⠀whenever⠀ ⠀my⠀ ⠀boss⠀ ⠀is⠀ ⠀in⠀ ⠀jail 。 ’

‘ you⠀ ⠀have⠀ ⠀my⠀ ⠀sincerest⠀ ⠀sympathies⠀ ⠀for⠀ ⠀your⠀ ⠀unfortunate⠀ ⠀existence 。 ’

‘ my⠀ ⠀body⠀ ⠀is⠀ ⠀a⠀ ⠀machine⠀ ⠀that⠀ ⠀turns⠀ ⠀normal⠀ ⠀situations⠀ ⠀into⠀ ⠀psychological⠀ ⠀horror 。 ’

‘ you⠀ ⠀have⠀ ⠀come⠀ ⠀here⠀ ⠀for⠀ ⠀one⠀ ⠀purpose⠀ ⠀and⠀ ⠀one⠀ ⠀alone 。 ’

♡︎ㅤㅤof course i have a stupid crush on you, i think about you more than i think about anyone else, i’m a foolㅤㅤ♡︎

‘ let⠀ ⠀your⠀ ⠀darker⠀ ⠀side⠀ ⠀give⠀ ⠀in 。 ’

‘ close⠀ ⠀your⠀ ⠀eyes⠀ ⠀and⠀ ⠀surrender⠀ ⠀to⠀ ⠀your⠀ ⠀darkest⠀ ⠀dreams 。 ’

‘ i⠀ ⠀do⠀ ⠀not⠀ ⠀perform⠀ ⠀under⠀ ⠀pressure 。 ’

‘ gods⠀ ⠀forbid⠀ ⠀i⠀ ⠀want⠀ ⠀to⠀ ⠀dress⠀ ⠀up⠀ ⠀and⠀ ⠀have⠀ ⠀a⠀ ⠀little⠀ ⠀fun .ᐟ ’

‘ stop⠀ ⠀acting⠀ ⠀like⠀ ⠀you⠀ ⠀are⠀ ⠀better⠀ ⠀than⠀ ⠀us.⠀ ⠀you⠀ ⠀are⠀ ⠀despicable 。 ’

‘ being⠀ ⠀the⠀ ⠀villain⠀ ⠀feels⠀ ⠀so⠀ ⠀much⠀ ⠀greater⠀ ⠀when⠀ ⠀you⠀ ⠀die⠀ ⠀and⠀ ⠀have⠀ ⠀nothing⠀ ⠀left⠀ ⠀to⠀ ⠀life⠀ ⠀for,⠀ ⠀and⠀ ⠀nothing⠀ ⠀left⠀ ⠀to⠀ ⠀lose 。 ’

‘ you⠀ ⠀did⠀ ⠀everything⠀ ⠀you⠀ ⠀could⠀ ⠀throughout⠀ ⠀your⠀ ⠀life⠀ ⠀to⠀ ⠀get⠀ ⠀a⠀ ⠀job⠀ ⠀at⠀ ⠀the⠀ ⠀college⠀ ⠀where⠀ ⠀you⠀ ⠀studied⠀ ⠀and⠀ ⠀dreamed⠀ ⠀of⠀ ⠀working.⠀ ⠀now⠀ ⠀it's⠀ ⠀your⠀ ⠀time⠀ ⠀to⠀ ⠀shine .ᐟ ’

♡︎ㅤㅤi'm pathetic when it comes to you. i'll never let you see how deep it goesㅤㅤ♡︎

‘ wait.⠀ ⠀why⠀ ⠀would⠀ ⠀you⠀ ⠀say⠀ ⠀that?⠀ ⠀we⠀ ⠀agreed⠀ ⠀we'd⠀ ⠀never⠀ ⠀mention⠀ ⠀it⠀ ⠀again.⠀ ⠀it's⠀ ⠀in⠀ ⠀the⠀ ⠀past 。 ’

‘ don’t⠀ ⠀kill⠀ ⠀flowers⠀ ⠀growing⠀ ⠀inside⠀ ⠀of⠀ ⠀you⠀ ⠀for⠀ ⠀someone⠀ ⠀who⠀ ⠀doesn’t⠀ ⠀appreciate⠀ ⠀the⠀ ⠀way⠀ ⠀you⠀ ⠀bloom 。 ’

‘ i⠀ ⠀want⠀ ⠀that⠀ ⠀"i⠀ ⠀would⠀ ⠀rather⠀ ⠀be⠀ ⠀at⠀ ⠀home⠀ ⠀with⠀ ⠀the⠀ ⠀love⠀ ⠀of⠀ ⠀my⠀ ⠀life"⠀ ⠀love 。 ’

‘ the⠀ ⠀best⠀ ⠀weapon⠀ ⠀for⠀ ⠀torture⠀ ⠀has⠀ ⠀always⠀ ⠀been⠀ ⠀water 。 ’

♡︎ㅤㅤlet me go into your mind, let me infect your psyche i wanna eat your flesh, oh it’s so prettyㅤㅤ♡︎

‘ you're⠀ ⠀not⠀ ⠀a⠀ ⠀burden,⠀ ⠀baby.⠀ ⠀you're⠀ ⠀loved.⠀ ⠀so⠀ ⠀loved 。 ’

‘ staying⠀ ⠀in⠀ ⠀bed⠀ ⠀way⠀ ⠀longer⠀ ⠀than⠀ ⠀usual⠀ ⠀on⠀ ⠀their⠀ ⠀day⠀ ⠀off,⠀ ⠀with⠀ ⠀intertwined⠀ ⠀legs⠀ ⠀and⠀ ⠀arms 。 ’

‘ that’s⠀ ⠀it?⠀ ⠀that⠀ ⠀can’t⠀ ⠀be⠀ ⠀it,⠀ ⠀that’s⠀ ⠀too⠀ ⠀easy 。 ’

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♡︎ㅤㅤof course I'm fine when you don't text me back (I'm about to murder someone and then myself)ㅤㅤ♡︎

‘ sometimes⠀ ⠀i⠀ ⠀really⠀ ⠀want⠀ ⠀to⠀ ⠀strangle⠀ ⠀you 。 ’

‘ he⠀ ⠀was⠀ ⠀my⠀ ⠀crack.⠀ ⠀i⠀ ⠀could⠀ ⠀never⠀ ⠀get⠀ ⠀enough,⠀ ⠀and⠀ ⠀when⠀ ⠀i⠀ ⠀had⠀ ⠀him⠀ ⠀i⠀ ⠀was⠀ ⠀already⠀ ⠀thinking⠀ ⠀about⠀ ⠀when⠀ ⠀i⠀ ⠀could⠀ ⠀have⠀ ⠀him⠀ ⠀next 。 ’

‘ i⠀ ⠀think⠀ ⠀all⠀ ⠀the⠀ ⠀smut⠀ ⠀writers⠀ ⠀should⠀ ⠀get⠀ ⠀every⠀ ⠀good⠀ ⠀and⠀ ⠀nice⠀ ⠀thing⠀ ⠀in⠀ ⠀the⠀ ⠀world⠀ ⠀forever 。 ’

‘ you⠀ ⠀know⠀ ⠀i⠀ ⠀don’t⠀ ⠀agree⠀ ⠀with⠀ ⠀what⠀ ⠀you⠀ ⠀did.⠀ ⠀but⠀ ⠀i⠀ ⠀understand⠀ ⠀why⠀ ⠀you⠀ ⠀did⠀ ⠀it 。 ’

‘ apologizing⠀ ⠀does⠀ ⠀not⠀ ⠀always⠀ ⠀mean⠀ ⠀you’re⠀ ⠀wrong⠀ ⠀and⠀ ⠀the⠀ ⠀other⠀ ⠀person⠀ ⠀is⠀ ⠀right.⠀ ⠀it⠀ ⠀just⠀ ⠀means⠀ ⠀you⠀ ⠀value⠀ ⠀your⠀ ⠀relationship⠀ ⠀more⠀ ⠀than⠀ ⠀your⠀ ⠀ego 。 ’

‘ not⠀ ⠀sure⠀ ⠀where⠀ ⠀you're⠀ ⠀from,⠀ ⠀but⠀ ⠀around⠀ ⠀here⠀ ⠀we⠀ ⠀give⠀ ⠀a⠀ ⠀shit⠀ ⠀about⠀ ⠀each⠀ ⠀other,⠀ ⠀and⠀ ⠀no⠀ ⠀one⠀ ⠀fights⠀ ⠀alone. 。 ’

‘ and⠀ ⠀the⠀ ⠀fucked⠀ ⠀up⠀ ⠀thing⠀ ⠀is,⠀ ⠀i⠀ ⠀believe⠀ ⠀that⠀ ⠀in⠀ ⠀a⠀ ⠀heartbeat.⠀ ⠀but⠀ ⠀that⠀ ⠀doesn’t⠀ ⠀change⠀ ⠀that⠀ ⠀you⠀ ⠀couldn’t⠀ ⠀be⠀ ⠀bothered⠀ ⠀to⠀ ⠀protect⠀ ⠀me⠀ ⠀when⠀ ⠀it⠀ ⠀mattered 。 ’

‘ my⠀ ⠀level⠀ ⠀of⠀ ⠀gay⠀ ⠀has⠀ ⠀reached⠀ ⠀“sighing⠀ ⠀deeply⠀ ⠀whenever⠀ ⠀anything⠀ ⠀extremely⠀ ⠀heterosexual⠀ ⠀happens⠀ ⠀near⠀ ⠀me” 。 ’

( from the future ie. Eastern Side of the World ) HAPPY⠀ ⠀NEW⠀ ⠀YEAR⠀ ⠀EVERYONE

‘ he⠀ ⠀wrote⠀ ⠀her⠀ ⠀a⠀ ⠀letter⠀ ⠀every⠀ ⠀day,⠀ ⠀and⠀ ⠀even⠀ ⠀though⠀ ⠀she⠀ ⠀never⠀ ⠀answered,⠀ ⠀she⠀ ⠀read⠀ ⠀them⠀ ⠀all,⠀ ⠀laughing⠀ ⠀and⠀ ⠀crying⠀ ⠀in⠀ ⠀secret 。 ’

‘ open⠀ ⠀my⠀ ⠀draft⠀ ⠀and⠀ ⠀prepare⠀ ⠀to⠀ ⠀be⠀ ⠀emotionally⠀ ⠀wrecked⠀ ⠀by⠀ ⠀my⠀ ⠀own⠀ ⠀brain 。 ’

‘ he⠀ ⠀was⠀ ⠀strangled⠀ ⠀in⠀ ⠀the⠀ ⠀bath⠀ ⠀by⠀ ⠀his⠀ ⠀boy-lover 。 ’

♡︎ㅤㅤi yearn heedlessly, waiting for someone to catch my eye, watching and waiting but who could ever want me i’m so erratic and insane when i’m in loveㅤㅤ♡︎

‘ by⠀ ⠀god,⠀ ⠀i'm⠀ ⠀surrounded⠀ ⠀by⠀ ⠀the⠀ ⠀most⠀ ⠀stubborn⠀ ⠀people⠀ ⠀alive 。 ’

‘ i⠀ ⠀want⠀ ⠀to⠀ ⠀be⠀ ⠀loved⠀ ⠀correctly⠀ ⠀or⠀ ⠀left⠀ ⠀alone 。 ’