So - after a hard, debilitating, nine-year fight, guess who finally kicked the big C’s butt a fifth time?

“Control the narrative! Respect my authoritah!” – Cartman Continuing my replay of Control! www.twitch.tv/LordDarkholder

"It's all about Control" - Ms. Jackson if ya nasty! Continuing my replay of Control! ("Never gonna stop!") www.twitch.tv/LordDarkholder

this week's video discussing ibispaint's controversial decision to paywall their anti-ai tool is now live! youtu.be/ES4TqwFsZMI

"Control... Control! You must play Control!" - Yooduh or someone Now playing... Control! (What a shocker!) www.twitch.tv/LordDarkholder

Our fate seems rigged... and unnecessarily fleshy! Continuing 'Still Wakes the Deep' www.twitch.tv/LordDarkholder

It's been over a decade since my last official game jam but it's time to get back into the fray! It'll be interesting, that's for certain! itch.io/jam/2025-epi...

**Stream Schedule for Oct 11 - Oct 17 (All Times are CDT):** Sat: No Stream Sun: *Still Wakes the Deep* @ 6 PM Mon: *Call of Cthulhu* @ 8 AM Tue: No Stream Wed: *Call of Cthulhu* @ 8 AM Thu: *Call of Cthulhu* @ 8 AM Fri: *Call of Cthulhu* @ 8 AM

We finished Silent Hill f and got.. AN ending! I won't say which one. :) We then raided www.twitch.tv/roix4 so go and check her out as she's awesome! On Sunday at 6 PM CDT we'll continue Still Wakes the Deep then Monday we'll be starting Call of Cthulhu at 8 AM CDT. See you there!

Press 'f' for Hills that are Silent - SHOCKTOBER Continues! More Silent Hill f! www.twitch.tv/LordDarkholder

Fast Food or a Fast Way to Kill a Business?!? - Impromptu Stream! Fast Food Simulator! www.twitch.tv/LordDarkholder

The Hills are alive with the sound of dying -SHOCKTOBER Continues! More Silent Hill f! www.twitch.tv/LordDarkholder

The Deep Wakes up Faster than I do - SHOCKTOBER Continues! Beginning 'Still Wakes the Deep' www.twitch.tv/LordDarkholder

Another SHOCKTOBER bonus stream! It's hot and windy out today so let's go INSIDE! www.twitch.tv/LordDarkholder

Impromptu SHOCKTOBER bonus stream beginning at 9 AM CDT (15 minutes from now) as we go for a walk in The Park!

The stream went well, and longer than planned but I had to stop for lunch, meds, and to do laundry so we raided www.twitch.tv/roix4 who is pretty awesome and fun. Go check them out! I'll be back Sunday at 6 PM CDT to kick off 'Still Wakes the Deep'!

Fatal flowering and a Shu that doesn't fit! 'Shocktober' continues! More Silent Hill f! www.twitch.tv/LordDarkholder

What I wake up to every morning!

The VOD for today's Shocktober kickoff of 'Silent Hill f' is now up! www.youtube.com/watch?v=ciR4...

We all know I'm anything but silent! 'Shocktober' begins with Silent Hill f! www.twitch.tv/LordDarkholder

Beginning tomorrow at 9 AM CDT (GMT-6)!

AI LIMIT has been beaten! I got the bad ending, but I thought the game was bad so we're even. A 2/5 game at best. The story falls apart, and too many bosses with cheating (360 tracking, seeming input reading, giant AOEs you'll never avoid if you had any attack in progress when they started it).

Are we heading into the endgame? More AI Limit! www.twitch.tv/LordDarkholder

Some exploration and killing Persephone! More AI Limit! www.twitch.tv/LordDarkholder

Doing some farming to buy consumables then hopefully killing Hunter of Bladers (there may be some light rage) More AI Limit! www.twitch.tv/LordDarkholder

To the devs of AI Limit, I have to say - you need better balance, especially with bosses. Either they are easily parried or they are given massive cheats to make them difficult, such as 'Hunter of Bladers' with the 180° tracking moves, and multi-move combos that don't allow for ANY action. Not fun.

Slight backtracking then continuing to explore the city! More AI Limit! www.twitch.tv/LordDarkholder

Backtracking a wee bit then continuing to explore the city! More AI Limit! www.twitch.tv/LordDarkholder

We wrapped up another solid AI Limit stream and then raided www.twitch.tv/queenbriarvt ! Feel free to check her out (18+)!

Continuing to explore the city! | AI LIMIT twitch.tv/LordDarkholder

Finding our way underground - what monsters await us! More Wuchang: Fallen Feathers! www.twitch.tv/LordDarkholder

UPDATE: I've decided to change games for today's stream. We're going to return to Wuchang: Fallen Feathers both today and tomorrow. I'm worried that both Wuchang and AI Limit will take a few months if I don't put more time into them. I will put Half-Life 2 into impromptu streams.

The dual sides of Miyu!

Wrapped up a fun stream as I need food and meds but first we raided a good friend UhhhhMelissa who is playing Days Gone for the first time. Check them out! www.twitch.tv/uhhhhmelissa

More exploration above ground! What secrets await? More Wuchang: Fallen Feathers! www.twitch.tv/LordDarkholder

Today’s VOD! Backtracking through the tutorial area to see what I missed! | AI Limit youtu.be/Wwe2j_cOtYQ

Yesterday’s VOD is now up! youtu.be/ZQDV31XXPBk?...

Pushing my limits! | AI LIMIT twitch.tv/LordDarkholder

Given that I'm still feeling ill, I'm going to go ahead and set tomorrow's game now. We're going to start AI Limit! Surely my having multiple different Soulslike playthroughs (Wuchang, Khazan, AI Limit) at the same time won't lead to any control confusion! See you at 9 AM CDT!

Continuing to murder bird and collect their feathers! | Wuchang: Fallen Feathers twitch.tv/LordDarkholder

It's boss time (and hopefully more)! Continuing with Wuchang: Fallen Feathers! www.twitch.tv/LordDarkholder

The stream was short due to needing to get some stuff done before company comes. We have a boss to get through in Wuchang: Fallen Feathers, and after Valorant failed to run, we revisited The First Berserker: Khazan, which was fun after not having played it for a few months. See you next stream!

Cat man caught with feathers in mouth! Finally continuing in Wuchang: Fallen Feathers! www.twitch.tv/LordDarkholder

So - guess what fool decided to do a full software rebuild of his PC last night and remembered to back up everything EXCEPT his streaming setup? It’s all good though. I wanted to make tweaks anyway.

Miyu has had enough of today.

Goofy-ass chaos baby! That's the old dual monitor arm that used to be on my desk. She's decided it's her new favorite thing to rub her head and back all over. 🤪

My other, older YouTube channel is getting an overhaul and relaunching after a two-year hiatus. I'm looking forward to getting things moving again in this new direction!

One thing I enjoy about being me: I meet and know a lot of very cool people!

Cat in a Kart Keeps Crashing! Let's play some Sonic Racing Crossworlds! www.twitch.tv/lorddarkholder

I hate that each time I return to making art after an unplanned multi-year break, I find myself increasingly afraid of getting started. I’ve spent the last two weeks unable to get out of my own head enough to put paint to support even as ideas are flowing freer than ever. Stop it, brain!!!