Gonna try and unfuck my sleep schedule to be miserable at work tonight, meant to at least get these lines finished but I’ve just been in a funk all morning

My absolute biggest pet peeve in smut fiction is just the sex (and usually the fic too) ends with just “and they fall asleep” like damn ok yall just have that luxury or just nothing else to do!?? You can’t all just be passing out after you nut right?

Made the mistake of falling back asleep instead of getting up when I have to work tonight, AND I had a dream about my ex, everything sucks

Tried bibimbap for the first time (or at least this nice vegan place’s take) and it was pretty good, sometimes you just need to eat a bowl of veggies to cure what ales you (sadly I still don’t like kimchi because I don’t like most pickled things that’s a me problem and you’re allowed to judge)

Yes yes I’m hyped to go to a con next week but I am MORE HYPED BECAUSE I GET TO GO TO A PIZZA PLACE FOR CRAB RANGOON PIZZA AND A GOOD BOBA PLACE FOR OOLONG MILK TEA

Hmmmm I need to get out of bed but my room is that perfect tempt of cold for sleeping in and that makes its reeeeally had to leave my cozy bed

Seeing art of milf built Marjorine/Victoria gives me insane serotonin yall, I love women who can step on me

Yaaaay new necklace made

New cat appeared in the window, this time spooking Sasha

Sometimes I hate craving social interaction because I just want to yap about things but I feel like an absolute bother to others and at the same time most interactions nowadays all feel like transactions of some kind, like damn no wonder people get addicted and go insane over chat bots

Hmmmmm I’m really frustrated I can’t find my bag of cosplay and wig stuff, it’s not the end of the world since the only thing I need right now is a wig clip but uhhhh yeah I have a lot of stuff in that bag that would be a pain to replace

Added an extra chapter for funs, nothing major just texting and minor girl failure Marjorine archiveofourown.org/works/807454...

Me as I look up a css tutorial so I can add text messages to my fics: I’m in 😎

You think daylight savings is weird normally, imagine having to work during the night and it fucks with your lunch break and entire shift

You ever cook something that’s kind of mid when it’s fresh but as leftovers it slaps so hard?

Decided I’m gonna break this up into at least three parts so sorry you’ll have to wait a bit for the proper face sitting scene archiveofourown.org/works/807454...

I made a sausage and cheese sandwich with an eggo waffle and that was the best decision ever, shit was so tasty

Since I was in a weird limbo mood of “I wanna work on coord accessories but I’m waiting on supplies so I can’t” and “I can’t work on anything else because I want to work on coord accessories” so I wound up drawing out my updated plan, most things are the same but I want to make more bows and stuff

My current dream dress is still Metamorphose’s Medicine of Love, the first run cut in the grey color, I’ll forever be so upset when they did a second run but the cut was just a basic ass JSK, that nurse style cut is what made the whole dress for me 😭

I did other things but at least I wrote a little

Not me getting disappointed when I get a comment from someone being ‘um actually Butters wouldn’t like Kenny for the terrible things he’s done to him in canon’ First of all, I have media comprehension and am fully aware of all the terrible things everyone has done because it’s fucking South Park

Do I work on my actual art for taking a step forward for my art career or do I work on the self indulgent lesbian smut fic instead, I’m making the hard decisions 😭

Everytime I draw Kenny with the stupid mullet I gave him I try to be like “haha he looks like Link Legend of Zelda” to hide the fact he looks more like Aoba Dramatical Murder

Well I got a case of the SADS so we get a bunny drawing I spent too much time on instead of doing anything else and these losers have no sense of personal space ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

The collective ‘y’all’ is very similar to the royal ‘we’, you can us it to address the group but you’re most likely using it to single out a person

Work is being evil as usual but at least I got to buy little treats for my coord plan and have crafts I get to work on if I have the energy to do so

180’d to windup working on my SoT AU comic again, I never forgot but just kind of hit a lull in it, also means we get some mild princess/marshwalker stenny content (even if they windup talking mostly about Kyle)

New pokemon starters I guess, I dunno I haven’t watched the direct, meanwhile I will be here ready to embrace Inteleon 2.0

Today is a big struggle day for drawing, I need to make some sona stuff but art is hard sometimes

“I swear I’m gonna work on my bunny yuri fic and not get distracted by YouTube again” says the dumb butch who will inevitably get distracted by YouTube and not write bunny yuri fic

Shout out to the random cat that showed up at my window that I seriously thought was in my room

Sketching more scenes for this random bunny yuri fic instead of writing it, but I will always hc Butters/Marj/Victor stealing hits from Kenny’s cigarettes or vapes

Yay yay impastor stickers teehee (I also got my knife kirb reprinted too)

I’m heavily considering playing hooky one Friday to go to a con that’s not too far from me for a day (I really miss convention scenes) so I’m probably gonna dig out my pieces for the Leafeon inspired coord (probably gonna change a few things maybe add some different accessories)

I would like to elaborate on my “Toolshed being the team stud” concept if I didn’t also make his teammates kind of depraved towards Stan (his dumbass is so vanilla)

Got home and crashed so at least I for ed myself to get a good 6 hours sleep, gonna enjoy some peppermint tea and sleep some more

This is my second night in a row of only getting 3-4 hours of sleep despite going to bed at a timely manor, I just wind up laying there miserable and I legit just want to cry

Villains this generation just don’t monologue like they used to, now they only mog, rizz and take selfies for social media

Absolute shame I do not have proper purple markers in the collection of markers I grabbed but plus side I have found my new favorite addition to traditional media (look at the heckin glitter on this thing 😭)

Ok today I will do the thing I said and go out to a cafe to work on art 😔

I prevented myself from rearranging my entire living space but just moving my bed and one bookshelf 5 inches to the left 😔👍

I don’t know why his boyfriend also didn’t ship with him, but please appreciate how stupid he is 🥺

After having three straight shit days at work, suffering cramps and nausea, AND knowing I have a dentist appointment first thing in the morning (which would have been directly after work) I’ve elected to say fuck it and skip work tonight, so at least after the dentist I’ll have four days off

I really just need a pat on the head and be told ‘hey, it’s ok, you’re doing your best out here’ ;-;

I wanted to work on something so bad after work today but per usual my job has me feeling like I’m worthless and that just bleeds into my creative work and all I’m able to do is just sleep it off

Ordered some stickers of these little guys to feel better, I’ll guess I’ll see them in a few weeks

Ugh I do not have the time to be going through a wild depression swing, I have things to do and work to go to tonight 😔

I really want to make a punk jacket, I’ve wanted to for years but I don’t know what I want to use for the base (besides thrifting something, lowkey I really regret not keeping one of my dad’s jean jackets)

I still have an extreme need for ‘specific to my interests’ bunny smut so I drew something quick based off my fic, anything for the princess right?

The curse of having to need amiibos I don’t have for more animal crossing content, but I guess I own a shiny new Sidon amiibo which I won’t complain that much about