Piper was so excited to see me on the couch she jumped on me and started kissing my face...and biting...on the mouth. Ouch. Silly dog! I still love my precious girl though.

"If this 'being loved' will bring me so called 'happiness' then I should be happier than anyone else in the world...every time someone utters the phrase 'I love you', it's a reconfirmation of your worth in life." ~Rain Dream Tower If only I could believe those three words.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=LcmB... There was a dinosaur laser fight? I'm fine with that!

I don't know why I torture myself by longing for this from people I shouldn't, but the truth is I just want to be comforted period because I don't know how much more I can take on my own.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=OJvh... "Now a miracle begins for me working with incredible speed. Why do my tears seem to fall so endlessly? And now why am I trembling like this? I can feel my heart beating fast. Is this what he made for me? My very own heart and soul." @razzyaurealis.bsky.social

You wish I wasn't born compare me to yourself belittle my feelings blame bullying and stalking on me and say I sinned. I'm not the perfect straight compliant obedient girl you wanted and I never will be. I want this from those you tried to get rid of you think are bad influences.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=EEPd... It's officially spooky season so here's a spooky song!

We used to be close but when she admitted she never wanted me you didn't either. I'm not the perfect straight smart obedient little girl you wanted. I will never have this and I don't want it from you since you'll never love me as I am. I want the people you pushed away because of your jealousy.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Wlj... The fact that the title says [SAVE MIKU] at the beginning always makes me laugh. Kaito, you pervert!

Who am I anyway?

Piper was cheeky today. She kept backing up when we were leaving the doctor's office and grabbed my shoe which she already chewed on the back of. I still love her though. Silly Piper!

www.youtube.com/watch?v=fnCT... "You know I'm actually glad to see you. Maybe I'm the one who's nuts." I relate to Marceline and this is probably my favorite Adventure Time episode.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=8j_h... "I'm addicted to you. It's become so addictive I can't help it. Scold me and torture me. I don't care about tomorrow." Wow! The Japanese version of Poison is dark but really gets the point across about how bad Angel Dust's situation is.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=R2Oz... I love this scene in The Owl House. XD

Those of us on the spectrum don't have a disease. We aren't dangerous just because we're on the spectrum. We deserve the same treatment as someone who isn't on the spectrum.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=uGcM... This makes the Minions tolerable.

I'm all out of spoons.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=eKX-... I need to draw pictures of Brock to this song.

I'm tired of being used. I feel empty inside.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=FkA4... I love this song and the fanmade PV to Miraculous Ladybug that goes with it.

I need this.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=EBDx... Ramin Karimloo is my favorite Phantom. His voice is so sexy.

I say I love them most, but I still wish I had a Kousei in my life and could be happily in love with someone who loves me the way I am.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=0gRq... This is so cute and fitting since Mokuba likes chocolate parfaits.

I'm sick and tired of people assuming the worst of me.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=oq6E... "Oh goddess of love, please don't crush this love for your amusement." This is probably my favorite song with a love triangle.

I'm doing better today, but I need a hug.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=IpZ-... I suck at dancing, but I'd love to do this dance with two other Blue-Eyes/Kisara cosplayers.

In pain emotionally and physically. I can't stop crying. I'm sick and tired of people using me and bullying me and then others preferring them. Even my parents prefer my bullies to me. I guess something is wrong with me and I'll never be good enough.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=mPsL... I love this meme.

I'm sick and tired of people believing the dumbest lies about me. Why would I spend $4000 of my SSD money on four nights at a hotel, gas, food, and autographs just to go to a con 10 hours away to harass someone just to get kicked out?

www.youtube.com/watch?v=FNml... "More than today, more than tomorrow I wanted a different tune." This song is so naughty but so sexy. Of course it's sung by Luka and Gakupo.

It feels so lonely without you, Nana and I'm afraid of losing you.

I feel so bad for Piper. She has an upper respiratory tract infection.

This is so true!

@tarasands.com www.youtube.com/watch?v=cSip... Someone needs to redo this with Bulbasaur. I mean...Bul Bulba Bulba Bulbasaur has the same syllables as Dango Daikaizoku so why not? :p

www.youtube.com/watch?v=v4EC... Seeing the Anarchy sisters work with the demon sisters is cool and the new angels are neat too!

Thank you to everyone who sent condolences for the death of my grandmother. The funeral was hard for me.

"Just concede and give into your inner demons again." Addict is NSFW but catchy.

I found out my paternal grandmother passed away yesterday and I never got to say goodbye. I wasn't as close to her as my maternal grandmother who passed away in 2012, but now I lost both my grandmas. She had Alzheimer's so I'm glad she's no longer in pain, but I'll miss her.

"I sits in your lap because I wuvs you!" Piper jumped in my lap before dinner and started kissing me.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=IecK... Poor Len. LOL

It should be common sense not to make art of yourself kissing someone you're not even dating and being lonely is not an excuse. My social media accounts are not dating accounts and if anyone pulls something like this, I will block them.

Just because you can't see the scars doesn't mean it didn't happen.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=WzY7... I love watching videos like this when my anxiety is high.

"Can I pwease lies down with you?" Piper wanted on the massage table with me.

I can't have sushi raw or tempura anymore (no fried foods), but at least I can still have shrimp cucumber sushi since it's cooked. There were eight small rolls and the only thing I miss is getting bigger rolls with the tempura.

"I on tops of chair arm!" Piper loves to crawl on the arms of the chair and the couch and go around the back too.

I need to redo them and make more, but here are two of my Yu-Gi-Oh stained glass windows like the Dive to the Heart sequence from Kingdom Hearts. Reference: www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZzFB...

"Why you takes me in car?" Because I needed to eat and went to a restaurant.