Diverted on the way home to get food rather than order a takeaway… come out the shop and it’s raining 😭

Using a kiosk to order a Subway is strange, but much less pressure 😅

Luke Suri casually in Derby Market Hall performing at 11am on a Saturday

Why is it sunny but not warm 😤

Far too tired but also horny this morning 🥲

When I left home, there was a helicopter flying round, very noisily. Now I’m home and this is going round, also very noisily

Drinks and dinner in Loughborough was nice. Now i’m in the mood to go out out, but alas, it’s time to go home home.

Proof of powers restored.

Finished work, walked to town, hair has been cut. Appointment was early and was quicker than usual, so forgetting this I’ve power walked back and collapsed on the bed… Only to realise I’m now super early and have an hour to kill until I need to leave 😅

Almost got my Friday stuff done, but training someone on it so it’s taking forever 🥲 And that’s no even including the 55 milkruns I need to add manually 🥲

Today being a Spanish BH, means it’s actually peaceful at work. Which I need after yesterday. Plus I’m finishing a bit early today too. Perfect Friday 😌

I’m in the future, apparently 😅

Haircut sorted for tomorrow before I go out for dinner… which means dying my hair tonight to try and not expose even more grey once it’s cut 🥲

QTP with a Pokemon that shares the same first letter as your name

Another Spanish bank holiday tomorrow, so today is just a fire of a shit show with all the teams trying to get stuff done early and I’m on my own against so many people 🥲

Breakfast bought, dishwasher cleaned and now I’m deep cleaning the espresso machine. Office bitch 😅

Got here super late. Trying to push myself to go in. Fml 🥲

Going to try and wind down now. Quick play on my Switch and then an early night. Caved and had McDonald’s tonight because I just didn’t have the energy to go food shopping 🥲

I can’t go. I have zero energy and my anxiety has just talked me out of trying.

Back to the gym tomorrow. Seems like forever since Saturday morning… Hopefully I’ll feel more motivated and less like it’s a chore soon.

I’m still not out of that anxiety feeling and also have a huge craving for cake/cream… So decided it’s best to not go and do the food shop this evening 🥲

If this weird sense of anxiety could go away, that would be great 🥲

Monday, again 🥲

G’night, all!

Been jumping between all my accounts and apps all morning and genuinely thought it was mid afternoon 🥲 Pleasantly surprised I haven’t wasted a whole day yet 😅

G’wood morning 🫡🕳️

To the one old guy wearing a sandwich board in the trans flag colours with “Transwomen are Men” written on it in town, don’t you have something better to do in this lush weather?

I’m finally dressed and ready for coffee and what’ll be more like lunch now than breakfast 😅

An hour later and I’m scrubbed, shaved, bathed, veeted and moisturised. Now I need to get dressed and get my coffee 🫡✨

Today is 6 months of regularly going to the gym (except for the 1 week I was ill). I’m about a stone down, and can’t seem to lose any more, but also over 5% lost in body fat… Just wish it was more visible 🥲 Same for my arms, I can lift over twice as much as I started, but they look no different 🙃

Saturday mornings 🫡

I need something to do tomorrow. Get me out the house 🥲

Warmer here than the team is in Barcelona. Happy Weekend 🙂‍↕️

Just 45 minutes until I can finish. Hurry uppppp. The sun and a walk through the park, the woods and to the pub is calling meeee.

I have reminders on my phone to take my medications… only problem is now I can’t remember if I took them and just forgot to mark the reminders as done…

Happy Friday! I’ve been awake since 4:30 🥲 I don’t think I have the mental capacity to focus on work this morning, maybe try me at lunchtime 😴

Peaceful 😌

The sun is out, but the wind is cold 🥲 Popped to the shop for lunch and now I’m back under my blanket on the sofa.

Woke up thinking it was Friday. Oh the disappointment.

How is it only Wednesday 😭

Work put me in a bad mood twice today. Cba with it anymore 😔

Skincare done. Water drunk. Stuff prepped for tomorrow… Bedtime, niiiiiiight!

Reminder now it’s going to get sunny: Stubble/beards will give you a tan line on your face. Decide now if you can commit to keeping the facial hair all summer 😅

I’m crying all over again 😭 youtu.be/AzP-Dlek7ZQ?...

Why is the gym so busy this morning 😤

Had a fairly chilled day at work, done a small food shop, had dinner and I’ve prepped everything I need to tomorrow. Still feel a bit anxious but a bit more relaxed than this morning.

Eurghhhhh.

And my new on repeat 🥹

Today I’ve woken up with ✨Anxiety✨