// gas this was REALLY indulgent

My goal in life isn’t happiness. It’s truth.

I don't fucking know

Genuinely I was in a discord and I saw someone say "see no value in her existence anyway" and like, not even talking about a person in power or something he's talking about a fetish artist who has him blocked that's fucking nuts God I hope I don't ever reach that level of negativity

I know this is absolutely not a new opinion, but I just kinda feel a lot of people online have let hate stay in their hearts for too long I get it's a natural emotion so it isn't too bad, but it comes to a point where you should probably cool down and stop for a bit

idk who warhammer is, but i wish this was my wife. model by BySamzan

sometimes i just wanna be a dwarf, man. i just wanna go into the mountain and dig to see what i can find. Diamonds, rubies, gold etc. slam down some ale possibly.

can i opt out of existence? it seems like i can’t fit in anywhere. Not even on the internet.

i now realize that people who question things are seen as threats. especially because of people like ben shapiro who are the embodiment of pseudo-intellectuallism. I cannot stress enough that the shit i ask is not in bad faith. I just have no social skills.

i'm pissed off that now, one of my best looking models i've ever made is too spicy for my main... #oc #blender #NSFW

i love finding popular artists nsfw alts :3 i’m such a sneaky snitch

i was right...? heh... hehehe... ... i can't believe I WAS RIGHT!! HAAHAHAHHHAAHAHAH

My map of human morality, #psychology

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I really don’t care what happens in 2026. This year was torture and the next year will be torture as well. I’ve stopped caring. This world has ruined me and i feel nothing. The world could end tomorrow and i would shrug.

mama i'm a crimbdinal.... 😈

"Mrs. Bee! Fookin' 'ell, ass on 'er, lads! Oi! You ever wanna come by my garden, yeah? Pollinate my plants, I'll be acceptin' with open arms love." I had to search up where a bee's anus is located for this, also all I can think of was the "Y'all lowkey sleeping on Roblox porn" thing as I did this

im positive im absolutely Cooked because i had a dream where there was a new crossworlds character that was literally just the polar express guy but his name was simply "Unc" . pic provided for your convenience

is this sexual harassment? Buddy the Elf was raised in the north pole where he struggles to fit in to everyday elf life. he is socially inept and had no intent of violating her boundaries or perceiving her. upon her stating boundaries, he follows them, covering his eyes and attempting to leave.

it's hard to describe the pure euphoria when someone actually wants to engage with the weird topics i wanna talk about. i LOVE deep diving into things so when someone matches that same passion. just- it feels good. but it's isolating. no one wants to talk about anything out of their comfort zone.

one of my followers on twitter reposted an image of a cat girl with a rebel flag tank top. what do i do about this?

Any time i ask a sensitive question a wave of dread looms over me. Rejection sensitivity is a bitch. But sometimes i cannot simply go on without knowing. I just want answers. Thats all. I don’t troll. And if i did, it would be extremely obvious. I have no malicious intent. I just wanna deep dive.

is it bad that i constantly daydream about torturing humanity in the most cruel, violent ways? It seems every day i want several people dead.

it is done.

I swear to fucking god, i will build Gigantes.

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I love when bsky moderators do something stupid and people on twitter go like “Hah! Man look how dystopian it is over there!” Like it’s even comparable to the amount of damage the big musk is doing.

If you want to survive bluesky coming from twitter you will have to accept that you will Not be doom scrolling or watching strangers be humiliated all day and you will be healthier for it. Just look at a couple dragon ball screenshots and log off, you haven't finished those drawings buddy

I hate humanity i’m blowing it all up

You gotta kiss her under the mistletoe I just started thinking of one of my biggest fictional crushes again, I probably might try to push out as much Christmas-ish stuff with my fictional crushes before the 25th actually hits

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i have to live a double life in order to just post freely. its exhausting. i could make a series of tags for different categories of content. like #SFW #QUESTIONABLE #NSFW #NSFL or something like that. idk.

like, i'd have to count on my audience to block things they don't wanna see. but people, minors especially, aren't too keen on doing that. so if i did label my nsfw, some would still have access to it. and i don't want to go full "MINORS DNI" because i still want them to have access to my sfw stuff.

why do i have to have two separate accounts for sfw and nsfw stuff. i wanna just slap everything on one account so i can have a consistent output. both of my accounts feel barren. separating accounts only feels useful for digital footprint purposes. and the fact that minors follow me.

guys just wait, i'm coming up with somethin i swear. i'm cooking guys i promise. i just need more time guys. i'm gonna cook guys just wait.

Idk what this species is, but I see them around a lot and they have a head shape like this and I love them

Aren't I a stinker?~

made a dark fucked up version of that dark fucked up song from that one dark fucked up tim burton movie.

"i haven't wiped."

Life is the femur breaker.