i absolutely hate how i cant function if things arent "set up" properly... like oh no the fact my social medias are outdated keeps me from posting??? wtf

Killing myself postponed my favorite game ever is updating tomorrow and my WIFE is in the event

"1 in 6 teenagers harms themselves" Ad came up on TV and I had to hold back a self report joke

Eughhhh I wanna die

Foxball vs Winter

I got. Him today I love them both so much #NUcarnival

Past 3 weeks it has just been one minor good thing and 3 other bad ones. Please, let us rest for a moment.

I don't even want to wake up anymore.

Ahaha... Mm yea okay

Still here, has multiple names and a source. And is older than me too. I can't even make this shit up. Scary thing is he's probably been with me way longer too and I just never noticed, we can trace his actions back to like middle school. Wtf

Augh. I have to make a new pinned. I have updates I should edit in straw page as well. I need time that I don't have ffs

All I can think about is that stupid guy that keeps being in our lives one way or the other, he's studying in the areas I grew up on. Where my family still partially stays. I hope the bears in that mountain kill him. He doesn't deserve shit.

Oh god I completely forgot to say that one of my old old friends who ruined my life for like 3 years is in my mom's hospital with pneumonia. Ironic. I hope they heal ofc but karma is a bitch lmao

I wish I didn't get disoriented for months simply by not having a specific schedule. It seems like everyone else can thrive on unregularity but me.

My life is in danger everytime I chew gum cause my throat just REALLY wants to swallow it I'm gonna choke

Lmao look it's me on a good day (oldest joke in the book)

玖伊 Foxnest

I won this

Okay so not cutting for the whole summer actually made me weak even tho I don't go too deep these are pathetic what am I doing

Shit hurts so bad I can feel it deep in my muscle I can't put any pressure on it to draw blood. That's sad

My genius brain is saying that if I cut on top of the bruise I got the blood will flow and it will go away quicker. Something else is telling me that this isn't how bruises work tho

i think i found the issue, sadly i had to close the account and open a new one which was a little nerve racking trully tho i didnt lose anything so its okay. I hope they dont do this to me again.

I dont even feel anything rn its gonna come out later. i get stressed for like an hour then accept my situation so quick that, i just am now idk. A lot sucks rn and i have things to do but they all seem stuck

reading back on your account and seeing that your life hasnt progressed much in the span of 3 months is so fun 😭😭😭

i miss mutilating myself

wife but furry #NUcarnival

I'm tired and pissed off and on TOP of it all I have to attend work and uni regularly 😭 I want a break to find myself this is not possible this is why people kill themselves on the regular

PayPal you can't possibly wait like months without confirming my address and NOW that u ask to do so the options I have are not POSSIBLE for someone who is 19. Like NO I don't have my own bills or drivers license yet 😭😭 I live with my parents nothing is written in my name

i really dont know how to exactly feel atm lmao, its been a crazy week and i think its time to accept the big likeability that we are plural 😭the new guy who spawned in like 2 months ago is still very much here. so yea. fun.

I got bitten by a kitty yesterday and I can't close my palm now cause it hurts 💔 I keep getting hurt man

Got another cyst behind my other ear and it got cut open again as expected, I was warned the entire area may bruise so that's fun

おばけたまたま

In OTHER news, to catch up, university started so yay and it's getting colder, can start cutting soon. Back in the grind

It would be nice of bsky to add private accounts like. Right about now. Cause even if I have no proof the eerie feeling of being seen by this one guy that preaches fake news all the time is sickening. Fuck you.

my overconsumerism is speaking again. my money dude.

I forgot I posted yesterday and got scared from the notifications I'm crying

#NUcarnival sketch i posted but finished yay

the lion chooses to ignore everything rn imma post wife

Daily "am I a different person right now, or overly emotional. And if I am being emotional, is it justified or I'm the issue"

ik damn well this grown ass man isnt complaining abt waking up early to go to uni like its such a non issue we are grown bro u couldnt even hold a job or look for a new one afterwards oh boohoo u dont wanna be too tired i hate ur priviledged ass grow up youre not a baby u CAN do things omfg

I miss my wife so bad (it's a whole man)

I overslept and almost missed work today. Wth

oh for the love of god #NUcarnival #doodle

i planned on making as many kuya balls as possible in wplace, a thread i started over on twt #Nucarnival

Coworkers kid is sick and I got asked to take her shift tomorrow and now I don't want to. Wtv part of me said yes. Fuck you

I have done a 360 with my mood again and now I feel great, so I'm thinking I'll take a proper sleep and be a bit productive tomorrow :) update my websites hopefully

I decorated my tablet if anyone cares.. I've been loving this thing

I hate when privileged mentally ill people look down on unprivileged mentally people like it's that easy and they act like they invented something by having therapy

I know I didn't just get judged for spending money in a game for a character. Like sorry that these pixels make life worth it for 3 months I know it's ridiculous leave me the fuck alone. Not being able to function or killing myself is worse than 80 fucking bucks for a game.