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summer foods are sm better than winter foods.. i want potato salad soo bad.💔

I need to draw Elijah more. Not redesigning him dw. But I wanna make updated art of him. I want him to be rlly cute like Astolfo and Momo. 💔

Ik deep down my voice will not be this deep. But man imagining have a voice like this gives me sm gender euphoria. I can't wait for my voice change when I start testosterone. I'm gonna sound like a guy!!!! www.youtube.com/watch?v=ImKH...

what the fuck is in the remaining Epstein Files bro.. genuinely. what could possibly be worse than whats already been released. bc the president is now bombing innocent ppl that did NOTHING to try and get our attention elsewhere. he needs to go.

trying to create a new oc for this family and i'm suffering rn.😭

Working on redesigns of ponies I made as a kid. Bases by Selenaede

i was making wlw ocs when i was like 13 then had a severe homophobia arc. i wonder what caused that.🧍🏻‍♂️

I do like my kemonomimis and even anthro ocs. But I don't think I'm a furry. Like furries are freaks. Nothing wrong with being a freak if it's consenting but bro. Why are furries selling naked hyperrealstic anthros for like $50. It creeps me tf out. That's my uncanny valley. 😭

I rlly feel like rebuilding the twin towers is an absolutely horrendous idea. Like I can't comprehend how that was approved or how anyone believes it's a good idea.

i don't understand ppl that think saying 'Hail S-tan' is cute. like do you realize the devil is literally the cause of capitalism, the cause of the evil elites ruling us, the cause of child abuse, the cause of everything bad. you support that? rlly?

I truly just cannot wrap my head around racism and slavery. Humans are a social species and are attuned to understand and feel the suffering of others. That's human nature. So how could someone look at black ppl suffering and feel nothing. I don't understand what separated them in racists' minds.

Reminder that good presidents can exist. We are not doomed forever chat. Sadly they usually kill them. But being a martyr has to be worth the good of the ppl. Rip Abraham Lincoln and JFK. 💔 youtu.be/E-DCAJmDA2g?...

I'm craving rice so bad but I'm too white to make it properly. 😭 I don't have a rice cooker my mom microwaves it and it's hard asf. Last time I had it was takeout.

Yeah I'm trusting my doctor on phallo. I saw a guy on Reddit who's bone was sticking out of his arm bc they took sm skin for the surgery. I'm good with HRT and top surgery. 😨

I wondered why a lot of Korean mukbangers were eating what looks like American cheese? Apparently we brought processed cheese to them. Buldak Fire Sauce Noodles in Rice Paper with Cheese.

Wtf is this show 😭

I hate that everything is an app now.. my mom has made like 100 phone calls to get her account with our doctor fixed and it still doesn't work. She can't make copays or anything without it so she can't see her doctor anymore.

Omg!! I just got this $33 oc free. Her name is Phoenix Roan. Working on finding a food to base her on for when I draw her.

I do wonder if that period simulator thing is even accurate. Bc period cramps are not just cramps. Periods straight up feels like your organs are being stabbed sometimes.

Peanut butter with apple slices is so good. I'm surprised peanut butter is healthy with how sweet it is lol.

I had a nightmare where I had to surrender both of my cats bc my parents died. Ik it was a nightmare but I'm so shaken. My cats are my life and I've had Cream for 15yrs. I'm cuddling with Cream rn.

Why tf is NYC hiring ppl to shovel... Do they not have snowplows or snowblowers. That's genuinely insane. Idk I never lived in a city but wow. We just snowblow our driveway.

If anyone knows anyone that sells adopts on ko-fi pls lmk. I rlly don't wanna talk to ppl I just wanna buy ocs. 😭

Saying Israel should not exist is just as bad as saying Palestine should not exist. Israelis are human beings and Israel is their home. A lot of Israelis have lived there for generations and were displaced by war themselves. They have nowhere else to go, Israel is their home.

I finally got to see Nilly's vet paper. The vet wrote he's a domestic short hair with his color being cream. Which is funny bc my older cat is named Cream but he's a regular orange.

Also I will likely not buy ocs with my tax refund. It's deathly important that I buy the DreamWorks Trolls artbook. I wanna see how the experts worldbuild so I can do better with my project. Trolls has such a unique and beautifully crafted world.

My sibling is gonna try getting me a dentist appointment so she can take me. The soonest are in June but I'd rather June than never. I need to get impacted wisdom teeth removed.

Wanted to draw an alien Miku!!

Probably gonna take a break from drawing. I'm rlly depressed and I'm struggling with drawing.

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If anyone should get the death penalty it's the pedophiles in the Epstein Files. Not women getting abortions.

I'm working on redesigning my main oc currently. I drew Elisheva bc I'm procrastinating lol. I just cannot figure out his design. Also this main oc is Erebus, not Elijah or the blonde boy Flu. Elijah and Flu have refs.

Decided to edit Elijah as a woman bc I'm bored loll. His body type would not change if he was female. He'd still be skinny and flat. I don't like genderbends where they just add huge boobs. A flat woman can be very pretty. her name would be Elisheva.

I seriously can't believe Vanilla rn.. he knocked all my sibling's stuff onto the stairs. I picked up a lot and tried to fix the legos but I'm pretty upset and ik they're gonna be devastated. I feel like Vanilla knows he was bad but idrk what to besides tell him he was bad.

My mom just gave me two slices of pizza after I already ate. I feel so awful I don't wanna eat anymore. I must rlly be sick bc I usually can never eat enough.

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I don't understand why ppl on toyhouse posts the same adopts like 5 times and then don't update them all so you can't tell if it's open or not. And so many ppl just spam tags and lie about prices. I hate adopting ocs on TH. That's why I still have DA.

Age checks on personal computers is fucking bullshit. That's the government basically breaking into a house and stalking ppl atp. Like no you're not doing it to protect kids. The government themselves are the ones raping and abusing kids. They want to watch us so they can do God knows what.

I fell so nicely when I died I took a picture

Well the good news about the climate crisis is Earth will survive. Think of how many mass extinctions Earth has had and nature still exists and Earth bore new life. We should all stop having kids so humanity dies off and nature can replenish.

What happened to games like Moshi Monster and Purble Place.. kids actually used to have places to be on the Internet that were safe for them. Now everyone else has to suffer bc there's nothing like that and kids are using apps adults do.

I'm having bread and iced tea for breakfast today. The iced tea is mostly water but I'm glad bc I need to hydrate. My mom said I can go sleep after I do my chores.

Ppl say orange cats are rlly common but I'm not so sure. I've had numerous cats and also feed strays. But I've only had 3 fully orange cats in my life. Nilly and his brothers are the only orange strays I've ever seen. My other two orange cats were born at my house.

I think I'm having PMS on top of all the stress. And it seems this month my body decided to give me severe migraines and nausea. x-x Also I've seen doctors there's nothing they can do. Birth control made it way worse and there's no other options asfaik.

i'm gonna take an edible i'm so stressed. Abara said edibles aren't sedatives but i mostly take them for sleep.

yayy finished Becky's design update. i did not mean to change her sm. its just rlly hard to translate detail to this base. its actually rlly small and i size it up.

Also I wanna say something regarding my ocs. I do have ocs that are very rich and evil. But barring potential cannibalism I would absolutely never write the evil shit that's in the files in my ocs. I genuinely hate that ppl think child abuse is an edgy plotline. It's disgusting and insults victims.

I've been up so long that my dad is now calling my sibling down for school.