The band Elu of the Nine

New job went well today except I activated my pay card earlier than I needed to so now my anxiety brain thinks I fucked up and will never ever get paid. Lol

I start a new job tomorrow, so I have two jobs now. So that's cool

It would be so cool if it wasn't 90+ degrees every single day

Hoping to be in Massachusetts in May

Mentally; I am not doing well :/

Happy birthday to a phenomenal woman @lildollbaby.bsky.social 🥳❤️

Loneliness personified

@lildollbaby.bsky.social has the best OF. That is all.

@lildollbaby.bsky.social is such a gorgeous painting. I mean look at her 😭

Not a clue what I want for dinner tonight

Everyone wish @lildollbaby.bsky.social a good semester or ELSE 😡

I want to not be sick

Everyone wish @lildollbaby.bsky.social a great New Year or else 😡

Second place in karting today

@lildollbaby.bsky.social is the best Hands down. No one else compares.

My weekend with @lildollbaby.bsky.social has been phenomenal so far. She is the best and everyone needs to know ❤️

Next weekend is my birthday and the amazing @lildollbaby.bsky.social is a part of it. I am so lucky 😭

10 years ago today my friend Ash died. Still can't believe he's gone.

Each day I get closer to turning 30 and it's weird

Literally two weeks till my birthday. Crazy.

Finally got to witness the legend that is Aaron Turner (formerly of Isis *the band*) Sumac is amazing live

Music is great

@lildollbaby.bsky.social is perfection personified I WILL NOT ELABORATE

I want to reiterate how amazing @lildollbaby.bsky.social is.

Playing guitar again after not playing for months felt great

Everyone wish @lildollbaby.bsky.social a beautiful week!!

What if I stopped thinking? What then?

Two vodka lemonades in and I'm feeling amazing

Okay the next three weeks need to get here ASAP. I am sick of hearing Christmas music and I just want my birthday to be here.

It's December Eve

Jesu - Star

Everyone wish @lildollbaby.bsky.social a great weekend OR ELSE 😡

It's amazing how good leftover fried rice is

Officially a month till my birthday. Crazy.

Almost an hour into the morning of Black Friday and I want to go to sleep.

Three vodka orange juices in and I'm absolutely gone. #lightweight

Chinese food: EATEN (feat. Leftovers)

Chinese food: acquired

I am very excited about Chinese food tonight and then I'm gonna eat Ben and Jerry's a little later. 💅

With that being said; I now need to make sure I do not spiral into a depression because this is already the most difficult time of the year for me already and I've been doing so well this year, mentally 😭

Oh that midnight sadness is here.

How the fuck is Thanksgiving in 2 days

💤💤💤💤 (I'm an old person)

Everyone wish @lildollbaby.bsky.social a good week or else 😡

Space heater: ON

open.spotify.com/track/19wjuL... oh the memories with this song. A different time in my life that I'll never see again.

Insane that my birthday is next month and I'm gonna be 30...

The next 3-4 days are gonna be in the 60s I can't handle anything below 75-80, this isn't cash money

@lildollbaby.bsky.social is an angel on earth 🌍😇