It's a weird, kinda scary, feeling trying to get back into the workforce after 15 years. As my kids are trying to break in for the first time.

Fall rain is so peaceful

New product prototype. It's a "charm" bracelet. It's full herbs and crystals with a color association. They will come with a candle and instructions on how to charge with your own intentions. What do you guys think?

Im doing my best to look on the positive side, but parental rejection hurts no matter how old you are. I changed my whole life to be her caregiver after everyone else said no. It doesn't matter. I'll never be enough for her, and I just don't know why. I hope she's happy wherever she ends up. Im done

I just can't contain myself, lol. I've started dyeing fabric with natural plant dyes to make drawstring bags to put in the shop, and it is turning out so beautiful! I'll forage (or buy depending on what around), then cook into dye. I feel like a magical scientist. Poke has been my latest color.

Ive been missing my table top rpg time. This song gives me the vibes of Vampire the Masquerade. At least of my campaigns. youtu.be/laJVIBPAirg?...

I made a shop. Im pushing past my anxiety and doing the things. wyldwoodway.myshopify.com?fbclid=IwQ0x...

First time since I was a kid... I got stung by a bee. It really hurts but it doesn't appear I have developed any crazy allergies to bee stings so that's good

I want to get an online shop going properly. I want to sale some hand made items, sourced items, and purchased items I want to stock. What sites are good for that kind of thing? Also what sites do/would you shop on for this type of thing? My goal is to eventually maybe have a store front as well.

Happy Solstice anniversary my Love! It's been 16 years together. Thank you for being you.I couldn't have made it through the last couple of years without you. May our love be always like the Solstice. The longest brightest day of our lives. I love you more than I knew was possible. Cheers to us ☀️💚💚☀️

My 4 month old chickens have started laying! I didn't expect it for another month or so. I love my girls!

I got my space clean while listening to Two Girls One Ghost podcast. This is my crafting desk surrounded by some of my babies. I can't wait to start sewing again!

This new med had me so motivated to do the creative things I love. However the executive dysfunction of the last several months has left my space a mess. Y'all I have to clean my room and I don't wanna I just want to do the fun things... send good vibes bc I'm going to need it to get through lol

Guess who finally got and ADHD diagnosis and meds today? ME! Im so excited to see if the meds help

I always feel like shit physically and that makes me feeling like shit emotionally. I want to do things and I just don't have the energy. It feels like everything I do is for everyone else. Then somehow still end up feeling like the selfish one if I take a few mins to relax. I hate it. Im so tired.

Maybe there is hope for my birthday state after all. youtu.be/J8wMNLaSNW4?...

We finally made it overnight in Natural Tunnel State Park with the whole family. We had so much fun but it was so cold lol

This maybe petty of me but I am so tired of some people getting chance after chance for no reason. Living in narcissistic self destruction but its all good we will just forgive until we are all reeling from your next shitty choice. Im done. I don't want to pretend its all good when it never is.

I toned my hair a soft grey

Snails and nails! I started doing my own nails and I love these tiny eyeballs

I went a little blond. I loved the name of the color. Medium mushroom blond. I will always choose to be a mushroom when I can lol 🍄

I looked in the mirror and I saw someone that is the source of some trauma so I had to cut my hair. Now my eyes are puffy but I'll be able to sleep. It's just hair it'll grow back

My Green Witch Oasis is 97% finished! We still have to patch the drywall over the shower.

Leviathan got out of his tank and our cat got him. Thankfully I found him before she ate him but he is injured pretty badly. The vet thinks he could pull through but he will never be a dad for us. I'm just hoping he makes it. He is so sweet and has a great personality. I'm already attached

First harvest of the year... well, actually, my first harvest ever. Now to dry, then cure. It smells so good!

It was a very chicken day

Happy Birthday to my 2nd born. My blue eyed boy. You are so precious to me. I have loved every second of being your mom for these past 17 years. I hope today makes you as happy as you make me. I love you. Happy Birthday!

This is my boi Leviathan he moved in today

Too often

Of course the pedo wants to celebrate another pedo

Sinners has just taken the top spot of not only best horror of the year so far but of vampire movie for me period. I feel like it was more than just a scary movie it was an important piece of story telling. Hoodoo representation was done with so much respect to the people who practice then and now.

Nothing like the smell of demo and blood in the morning. Everyone is fine and the the work is ready to get started. Though we may take out the vanity as well due to water damage

I finally got my chicken house tattoo!

The chickens are outside! Now they clean every surface in my room lol

My chicks are fully feathered mostly full size and are going outside this weekend. Having 4 grow chickens in your bedroom is very dusty

First mow of the year. I hate having to do it but as we learned last year our neighbors will report our grass height. I would have a meadow yard if I could

I haven't had a uterus for 9 years. Someone please tell me why I still get the same cramps. I just also now get hot flashes lol yay

I planted seeds in my garden today. Last frost date isn't for two more weeks so fingers crossed lol

My kids are awesome. Look what my youngest made for me! I love incense

It is finished. We have a drivable driveway

It's happening!

Welp I woke up today to my hard drive being missing somehow? I got my people working on it but I blame the cat

Our sinkhole of a driveway is finally getting fixed. The town won't help/pay so it's going to cost us 3k. It took almost a year for the town to tell us they won't do anything

So I busted my knee open on the corner of our stupidly huge bath tub that looks like it was tiled by a 5th grader yesterday. I'm so ready to rip that thing out and put an actual shower in.

The way I feel about myself most of the time is that I serve a lot of purpose to the people around me but I do not have purpose for myself

Well this is terrifying

yup

I just ordered a new copy of my marriage license so I can get a real ID with the goal of changing my name back to my maiden name.

Do we know for sure he isn't dead? I feel like they are fighting so hard to hide something and I worry the reason they "can't bring him back" is because he is no longer living