yeah

does that make sense or do i sound insane

in every conversation i have in real life i feel like im performing

maybe maybe maybe

did i forget i have to be somewhere tomorrow which technically is today in 8 and a half hours maybe

should sleep maybe yes no

got €10 credit for free on whatnot used €1 to get a random driver name in the eccellenza box break and got an out of /25 ollie card from it

this time it was about my shoes because someone wearing platform docs is obviously so crazy guys you dont get it its so crazy

most of the time its men who freak out as soon as someone looks even slightly different

terrified of a lot of things but somehow not of looking straight at people in public transport when i hear them talk about me until they stop talking

thats new

was gonna record a guitar cover but the temperature in my room feels like a sauna

i know this fic exists because ive literally read it before so why cant i find it

surely theres a typo in one of these posts somewhere

i literally dont know why my wrists hurt so much its been like this for a few days

great update

my wrists hurt my neck hurts my head hurts my back hurts my knees hurt

stop i just thought about max bringing his travel sim with him in his rookie year and him asking the other drivers to help him carry and everyone just laughed instead of helping him

like i said im so serious about this

also think a lot about how the grid treated max in his rookie year compared to how max made sure to be kind to the 2025 rookies no matter what

i think a lot of people dont want to admit they see that kimi is capable of doing all of this because they think its impossible for there to be another max and i get that because yes there will never be another max but there will also never be another lewis or schumacher or senna or lauda

and i dont mean this in the bad way that people are saying it

definitely see that in kimi

like i literally grew up with that era of max being "mad max" and even before that when it wasnt his nickname yet and he was just seen as aggressively reckless

im so serious about this

exactly 200 songs & 11 and a half hours worth of music in my favourite playlist!!

hated this race for many reasons but this podium was very special and sweet

lmao kimi asking if hes allowed to drink the champagne

new record set by kimi too

if you had told me in 2021 that in 5 years id be watching lewis and max talk like this in the cooldown room back i wouldve genuinely laughed

that was a cute interaction between kimi and lewis

very special podium

MAX IS BACK ON THE PODIUM!!

toto please get yourself out of 2016

yeah im done with this

who put them on inters

genuinely what are they doing

never show that camera angle again please

what is this

watching f2 and the indy500 at the same time

ill only eat strawberry ice cream if its ben and jerrys strawberry cheesecake

oh wait i still have the dnp vid to watch

my head hurts but its fine

<3!!

because no matter how hard i try i cant fix this

or just the whole song

the cure chorus but its me to myself trying to have more control over myself

yap

this goes for a lot of things