ai has been nothing but a blight on the internet it’s genuinely kind of impressive how little we’re incentivized to think or work for ourselves in any meaningful way

i don’t show up late i simply wait for most of the crowd to thin before i choose to join in on something, there’s a difference

it's gonna be one of those nights isn't it

you know for someone who loves consistency as much as i do you'd hope i would have any semblance of consistency in my own life in any notable capacity whatsoever

supposedly league is in the most balanced state it's been in in years, which is a damn shame because not only do i genuinely miss playing league but i quite literally don't have time to dedicate to getting back into it

why oh why must my hair be cut, why can it not be left to grow as long as i wish it to

please for the love of god someone get me out of here i'm on my knees for an out

i don't usually chase trends but i have a lot of opinions on this franchise

i feel bad for all the people liking that tsubakura post thinking i know len’en well because i’m a complete fraud when it comes to bullet hells, i just think the characters look cool i’m miserable with the games themselves

thank you @lazymimium.bsky.social for another comm, always a pleasure throwing cash around for the sake of excellent, self-indulgent art

my head is so full of thoughts i wish i didn’t want to talk about

actually i think me begging to get out on this one is justified, i still hate this house

i need a gang of guys that just follow me around and go "mmm" whenever they observe anything even remotely interesting, that wouldn't really fix anything that's going on in my life right now but it would make it marginally more entertaining

one of these days i’ll look back on my thoughts and think “wow i was really stupid for thinking or saying that i should have just kept bottling it all up so no one has to worry and i don’t look like such a useless fountain of complaints”

a rather quiet birthday, even more than usual for my reclusive standards, and the first one i've been able to post about on here, but a pleasant one nonetheless

mega starmie is the biggest disappointment from this series to me since dusknoir's competitive viability

if you’re gonna like bad things at least have the balls to bite the bullet and admit they’re bad

they call me prometheus the way my liver be getting ripped out every day anyways fuck this house sucks

you know i’ve played a lot of terrible timekillers, minecraft prison servers, league, multiple gatchas at a time, digital slot machines, the main story of pokemon reborn and still i will never understand how anyone plays clash royale what the fuck is wrong with you people

put on this earth just to be as unhinged or reclusive as mentally possible with no inbetween or compromise

i need to start quoting dracula flow more often

i appreciate how anxious of a person i tend to be so that i don’t do random, sporadically dumb shit so shamelessly but fuck i wish my mind would stop trying to get my head in a guillotine for making any attempt to reach out to the world outside my shell

they call me zagreus the way i’d do anything to escape this house

Was it all a dream? Was it ever a dream?

ultrakill and hollow knight are the two big games i played this year that make me glad i moved on to better games from my years of league, they're also the two games that make me continue to wish there were more bosses in games that reflect the player's movesets

"Why does he have a Raging Demon?" "Why don't you?"

i need to stop falling asleep with my phone in my hands this is terrible

there will quite literally never be anything wrong with having a place to hold onto your peace of mind

and with that, the only good part of this season comes to a close for me again

the dead of night is either the most peaceful, heart-mending time of the day or the most tormented, agonizing experience of your life

for as much personal growth as i’ve gone through recently at the end of the day i’ll still have some fragments of my seashell that i’ll cling to and hide behind, but i’m okay with that

is there anything as enriching as sitting in a swivel chair and spinning around

pokemon is such an agonizing franchise to love sometimes

i miss the ocean

the wings...

is it really paranoia if you know everyone's bound to go after you eventually

Unearned memoirs

sometimes i wonder if i'm just saying shit for the sake of saying shit, but them i remember "isn't that all life really is at the end of the day" and stop caring about if what i say matters everything matters as much as you want it to

more games should have enemies and bosses that mirror your skillset / have superior, flashier versions of your moves

i'm still mad i couldn't beat twilight princess because i got stuck at the temple of time

dude i my throat to fix itself immediately i miss being allowed to eat food without wanting to kill myself

damn there are real people in this world who think dynamax was a good mechanic on both in concept and gameplay that's insane

"Growing up is realizing that the grass type is really fucking good actually" no growing up is being able to accept stuff you like can be bad but that doesn't mean you can't love it, this type is just objectively fucking awful and packs exactly 2 good matchups lmfao

shuichi saihara is still the realest protag i’ve ever seen

and with that, the only good part of this season comes to a close for me

bro what am i supposed to be celebrating

the march of time never stops and never falters, we may not be able to match its tempo but we can still try and catch up sometimes

sometimes i'll hear ice cream trucks go by outside and feel a twinge of worry hoping that they don't go out of business, if ice cream trucks going about during summer ever ceases to be i'll lose all hope in the world

actually this season sucks for the singular reason of denying me the one pleasure of enjoying my bed because it’s, without fail, always too warm for me to comfortably rest in

the worst season and it’s not close