I love my therapist, he took another hour of unpaid time to help me unpack and dip into something, all while encouraging me and giving me the choice to touch it at all, letting me even choose when to stop My heart is so awash with conflicting views and emotions now, how will these waters solidify

Growth only comes after repeated breakdowns of the self, whatever it may be, sacrifice your old self, or views and techniques, on what you desire, and reincorporate it into the new you and new version of that skill The old framework is never inherently bad, but without restructuring quickly dates

Dance along the ficke blade of time, as all falls where entropy dictates. hoping to make the cut into tomorrow UWU

Like Prometheus and his bird, we alternate being either with different people at different times, helping only to be devoured, or consuming endlessly, oh to escape the daily cycle, as we see light overcome by night, only for it reemerge from darkness with a new days hope

My Therapist constantly encourages me to advocate for myself, remove the rocks from my shoes, and to forgive myself And I hope you can do all three today, because YOU ARE LOVED

I love hating myself, only to do a monolithic task And convince myself I’m in fact the hottest person alive

Many adjectives in this word are not for you to decide, but are socially defined. So, if you’re called beautiful often by others, you are, if you’re called cool by others, you are You don’t get to define yourself as not, when it’s a social understanding in the first place.. Fucking love yourself

I love how all my therapy sessions boil down to “You’re allowed to breathe,” and “Wait, wtf happened to you!!”

Drag King? Drag Queen? nah, I just want to be DRAGGED through the mud

She ask me not to play balatro, like trying to talk someone off the ledge

Set yourself up for growth, create environments you can rely on old skills while stressing new ones a reasonable amount!! Rely on art skills in old mediums while pushing new ones Rely on music or rhythm skills while pushing new genres Rely on comfortable topics while pushing new conversations GROW

It’s just RSD and poor sleep, breathe girl

Maslow’s Hierarchy of needs is just a Capitalist Reframing of Plato’s Moral Development Philosophy with Politics, I couldn’t probably do a dissertation on this.. but fuck that

Spin spin spin, as long as I keep spinning

Spin spin spin spin,,

Hey, you feeling manic and depressed lately, I get it, but you got this, just take it a step at a time boo!! None of us are in this alone, call a friend, touch grass or ass, whatever makes you happiest!!

I just cast erectile disfunction on a fucker in the UK, I’ve never been so proud

Hey!! So much is always eating us alive I hope you get a chance this week to remember you’re not alone, you’re loved, even if you do nothing to earn that love and aren’t even there to see it

FLASH WARNING more PRADAFURSUIT (aka @nervwrack.com ) is available on youtube dot com with more of my fantastic visuals

Don’t deny yourself the chance to be proven wrong, especially out of fear

Pain and Joy, patiently process them, then choose which you’ll keep close to you

You know, things might not go as planned sometimes, sometimes you even freak out or start to go to old maladaptive coping mechanisms that no longer work But you know, the fact you can recognize that, or that you can pull yourself out sooner, is the growth you’ve been trying to get all along

uhhh, when did my work become a sims nightmare it’s like a youtubers wet dream

Even if you could do nothing right, You are still loved and valued give yourself grace, and give those in your life the opportunity to show you another outcome of trusting others

I hope you get a chance to smile today

If no one has used Long Dong Silvers for drag, I’ll cry

@doggomamas.bsky.social drew a ponysona for me, and I got to color it and line it 😍😍!! Thank you so much @doggomamas.bsky.social for designing a cuuuuute ponysona for me!!!

They put an autistic girl in organizing, and were shocked when she finished “weeks,” worth of filing in 5 hours 😂 Like the fuck do they think I am 😂😂

Ahhh new job time People pleasing+competitive nature = Corporate suck up time Nah, I’ll just be me turned to 11

D J AAALYYYYYXXXXX HiTTIN the CLUUUUUB

Hey chat, self report time, ngl, I don’t talk about my self much with new people, which, is fair But I want to clarify that I answer every question to the best of my ability, just about no matter who ask it If you wanna know more about me, ask, irl, via dm’s, or in a comment.. Or bring liquor 😂😂

NEVER KILL YOURSELF ‼️

Another is the seemingly growing collection of colorful vent art

AHHHH LOOK AT THIS AMAZING ASS CAKE THIS FUKN ICON MADE!!! SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL AND FIRE 😭😭

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Lil piece i did of my friends show. It was fun working with only blacks and white again, and my line art has improved some more

I'm throwing a Trans Day of Visibility Fest in LA! A night of unconventional electronic & pop sounds by Trans/non-binary/two spirit artists Tix on Coaxial Arts site soon! withfriends.co/coaxial/events

A/D/S/R MARCH 23 👽🔊 adsr-la.eventbrite.com

Every now and again I wonder why we don’t have a TGirl wrestling event in LA Then I remember that’s every night for Tgirl lesbians

The skills we are forced to have to survive growing up, don’t have to define us. Choosing to utilize them or let them fall out of practice is what makes us healthy. And the recognition of those skills, traits, habits, and tendencies is part of self awareness

With everything going on. It’s okay if you have a bad day, week, or month where nothing gets done, where you rott, spiral, and process. It’s not ideal, sure, but you’re okay. With everything happening Right Now, it’s frankly amazing that any of us, have good days. Be with community, get sun

Gonna try and be more open with my art. My self esteem can shove it

Lil piece of vent art. There’s a lot about me I snuff out, hiding or clipping away. All the self love I spew in hopes of accepting them myself, sometimes having no use, save to broken reflections. I’m tired, so tired.

Sweet baby anyone? Cuddles on the house

If things didn’t go the way you planned, that’s okay, it doesn’t mean it’s a failure, just unexpected. Forgive yourself, learn from it, and try again, and eventually it will work

If the thought of an abuser still cripples you, it’s okay, it’s called trama, and we love you

Remember. It’s never: We fight for (these people) because maybe we’re more at risk if we don’t. No more Niemölling. We fight because they are coming for anyone. Every single person matters. Each and every human being’s life and safety is worth the fight.

You don’t have to be or not be anything all the time, or at all. You can just breathe and exist You don’t need to be perfect, happy, sad, energetic, kind. People will still cherish you, even if you don’t fit the group or personality archetype you want You can be loved for doing nothing

Nothing goes the way you hope for, or fear the most, it always falls somewhere in the middle Just keep stepping forward. Whether action or resting, because without you, the middle will be the worst