I need to ramble for a minute because this is getting me down. I honestly think social media killed my desire to draw. At least to a degree. I used to CONSTANTLY create stuff. If I wasn't drawing I was writing, and I've been super tempted on numerous occasions to get back into clay sculpting. 1/?

I seriously need to finish this picture. Even if just cause of how much I love Cloud's shirt design.

Jontaro Kuja~ Art gift for a @protonjon.bsky.social stream. I have been made aware to rethink the whole 'draw 95% of the picture in one sitting' scenario, but at least I drew something, chortle. #Andilin #ClipStudioPaint

Must... shed... depression... Want to... draw. Need more...... gothic rocks bands... like Lacuna Coil and Elysion...

Updating my reference sheet for faces so I can hop back into drawing again! Using Tifa and Aerith as a base is actually paranormal the course since Nomura has had such a huge impact on me. Dunno if it's ironic that I want to draw Cloud and Squall tho.

Dood what is life right meow. Got through the surgery and recovery, got through the severe allergic reaction, and now I'm sick with a fever and stuff. I promise I'll draw again haha I kinda want to draw saiyans from Dragon Ball for some reason...

Yaaas YAAAAAS all clear to take off the compression garments and return to normal life stuff. Surgery blows, but now I can draw again~

Oooooh lawdy I have a doctor's appointment in a sec to see if I'm good to return to normal life and stuff. I just want to draw Final Fantasy characters in fancy outfits. Or as fox girls. I even kinda want to draw saiyans from Dragon Ball I dunno what's goin on

Still too uncomfortable to draw. I'm interested in trying the Dragon Quest series in the meantime (Builders is in thr mail). Besides the HD remakes and 11, are most of the games on the DS and 3DS?

Having a severe allergic reaction while recovering from surgery is so not cool. But after talking with 7 doctors, nurses and physicians assistants there's hope on how to fix me back up. These last two weeks have been brutal!

Any character recommendations for some quick doodles? I still don't have the strength to really sit at my desk to draw, but I can lounge and scribble I guess.

I had some minor surgery so I am just too doped up and sore to draw for a bit. I would love to do a color wheel of sorts with Final Fantasy characters in fancy outfits. I miss drawing my kitsune too. I'm so dang bored!

Pritune~💛 Art gift for a @protonjon.bsky.social stream. #Andilin #ClipStudioPaint

The full rainbow of characters I drew for the Color/Claire Wheel series. I REALLY want to do something like this but with Final Fantasy characters, especially with all of the things I learned while finishing this series. @protonjon.bsky.social #Andilin #ClipStudioPaint

I hate that I kinda want to play Umamusume.

The full rainbow of characters I drew for the Color/Claire Wheel series. I REALLY want to do something like this but with Final Fantasy characters, especially with all of the things I learned while finishing this series. @protonjon.bsky.social #Andilin #ClipStudioPaint

Pritune~💛 Art gift for a @protonjon.bsky.social stream. #Andilin #ClipStudioPaint

As soon as I play Subnautica and fall in love, I immediately learn about the newest game. Then all of the drama comes out...

Nophica Rosajon~💚 Art gift for a @protonjon.bsky.social stream. I adjusted the linework and colors a bit and I'm happy with how she came out! #Andilin #ClipStudioPaint

Oh Primus, please give me the strength to finish this illustration, for I just learned how to make pan pizza and am struggling to not just melt into my couch.

After finishing the Regina illustration yesterday I felt inspired and planned on drawing Tifa today. But my walk today lasted an extra hour, partly cause a pair of eagles (?) I was watching and I'm now so sunburnt I don't want to move. If you know what kinda birds these are that'd be neat~

“SIREN!” #XenobladeChronicles2

Queen Melia 💙 #XenobladeChronicles #XenobladeChronicles3

Regina, the valkyrie~ 💙 The Rosajon shirt is based on a neat Rosalina shirt design. The coat is totally adapted from Liquid Snake. Art gift from a @protonjon.bsky.social stream. I probably shouldn't have finished the linework and colors in one sitting. #Andilin #ClipStudioPaint

I'm tempted to open commissions solely to support my habit of buying manga I'll never read...

I started playing Raft because Subnautica made me fall in love with the ocean. I need to draw something so bad but these freaking ocean games are so addictive...

Electron Jen~🧡 My take on a character from @protonjon.bsky.social's streams. Kinda wish I had her v-neck shirt even though I added the text at the last second on a whim. #Andilin

Rosalina~💙 Her own version of the sundress that Peach wore in Odyssey. Also chain chomp luma. #Andilin #Rosalina

Hexajon, which looks sorta like a goth Rosalina who trains Pokemon~ 💜 Art gift from a @protonjon.bsky.social stream. #Andilin #ClipStudioPaint

Hexajon, which looks sorta like a goth Rosalina who trains Pokemon~ 💜 Art gift from a @protonjon.bsky.social stream. #Andilin #ClipStudioPaint

Just in case anyone needs to hear it~ www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCVQ...

I kinda miss drawing a feminine version of Link from BotW.

ProtonPop, an apathetic magical girl~ 💜 Art gift from a @protonjon.bsky.social stream. #Andilin

CRUMBS. I'm working on two illustrations, and they've both gotten to the point where the line work and flat colors are done before I start all over cause I'm not feeling it. At least I'm still drawing and improving, but nobody can see it.

Subnautica is such a special game. I've never played a game where I progressed from 'terrified to explore deeper' to 'I am actively bullying these sea monsters' Now to No Man's Sky and hopefully getting just as much if not more art done this month. I miss drawing my kitsune...

Adeline - OC Amethyst Kitsune~💜 First full illustration in over half a year, so I learned a lot from this. Like maybe deciding on a background before drawing the character. #Andilin #Kitsune

Rozanjon, the Samurai Gungal~ ❤️ Art gift from a @protonjon.bsky.social stream. #Andilin

PonPon~ ❤️ Fanart from a @protonjon.bsky.social stream. #Andilin

It feels nice to be able to say I drew a lot last month! Lots of Rosalina~ #Andilin #ClipStudioPaint

PonPon~ ❤️ Fanart from a @protonjon.bsky.social stream. #Andilin

I saw an illustration of a lady with spiky blonde hair wearing an office outfit (blazer and pencil skirt) and thought it was Cloud from FF7 at first. Now I wanna draw Cloud in a skirt...

Subnautica has maybe one of the most satisfying progressions to any game I've played. The first time I saw a reaper leviathan in the distance my stomach sank and I could feel my heart pounding. Now I get annoyed if they don't let me mine my ore so I slay them out of pure spite. Odd that.

Rozanjon, the Samurai Gungal~ ❤️ Art gift from a @protonjon.bsky.social stream. #Andilin

Ack, when you can't share your art cause it's a personal piece for a friend. That and Subnautica are the reasons for the current drought. Gotta get back to that FF7 piece I was working on... but the ocean calls to me...

I just saw that Sesame Street will keeping airing, and that makes me so happy. I remember coloring the characters while learning my alphabet in kindergarten. 💙

It's crazy how obsessed I've become with Subnautica. I have never played a game that is so cozy yet so horrifying. I'm always scared to explore deeper, but then I come back and start bullying the creatures that attacked me before. I will built the coziest base... then become the apex predator...

Too exhausted still from exercise and adventures yesterday. So I'm gonna play Subnautica for the first time. I'm afraid of the ocean. And the dark... and heights... *cough* Should be a good time!

Electron Jen~🧡 My take on a character from @protonjon.bsky.social's streams. Kinda wish I had her v-neck shirt even though I added the text at the last second on a whim. #Andilin

I finally made a reference sheet in Clip Studio Paint that has the basic measurements of faces for various angles, character color pallets and some other stuff. Absolute game changer...

Claire, flying free~💙 A gift I drew for @protonjon.bsky.social. #Andilin