you deserve comfort without performing for it. curl up, rest, exist. that’s enough for tonight.

it’s okay if today’s victory is simply “i didn’t give up.” survival counts as triumph in this haunted world.

take a shower like it’s a cleansing ritual. wash off the day, the guilt, the noise. step out reborn, even if only a little.

FILL IN THE BLANKS! 🖤 "The time I felt most seen and/or understood was ________ I think it was because of ________."

Maintaining & Improving Self Respect: A Thread 🧵

celebrate tiny joys like they’re cosmic events. a good cup of tea, a warm blanket, a soft light. build your own constellation.

stop apologizing for needing care. you’re not a burden, you’re a living creature who’s been fighting too long without backup. breathe and let someone hold the weight for a second.

it’s XCOM 2 night and chat is officially fighting the alien menace. you want a soldier named after you? get in here before i run out of body bags.

after a long, cursed hiatus of tech failures and unhinged computer chaos, your emotional support goth has clawed her way back to the stream. let’s see if the machines behave tonight. 🖤 links below

we're back? 🤞 computer is online and running, though a lot of my stuff still needs to be set up. we'll see if she holds up! let's stream!

computer is down for the count rn. not sure when i can get it operational again. happy holidays...

monday. long war. no mercy. we’re back in xcom 2: LWOTC tonight and chat soldiers are officially back on the roster. your name, your class, your permadeath. drop in, get drafted, and try not to emotionally attach too fast. this campaign eats feelings. 🔴 live now

No stream today, darklings. The apartment is getting maintenance and it’s gonna be loud and messy. Sending you soft vibes instead.

live now with #xcom2, where chat becomes my soldiers and RNG becomes the villain! come be a good little pawn and let me command you!

iae is in full swing which means FREEFLY WEEK. you can literally hop into star citizen for free right now. i’m taking the Perseus out for a spin and giving away aUEC on stream. new players: referral code STAR-ZTQ3-2JPY for bonuses.

star citizen who? i’m in my xcom 2 era tonight. come watch me name soldiers after chat and immediately get them killed in hilarious ways. live now ⚔️💀✨

patch day is here 🌒 jumping into the new star citizen update tonight. expect space chaos, weird bugs, and the usual goth vibes. live now.

soft light. sharp fangs. quiet hunger. i’m sinking into Vampire: The Masquerade tonight… come keep me warm before something else does.

happy monday, darklings 🌑 i’m going live to steal your serotonin and feed you chaos in return if you come through, i’ll let you be my favorite for a little while 😏🖤

finally sitting down to do some gaming with y'all! it's been a really busy week and soooo wanna relax with youuuuuuuuu! 🥰

Signal boosting one of our own!

Going to my first Peer Engagement Advisory Council (PEAC) meeting with CMHA Ottawa today! I started out playing games on the Internet for fun, discovered I had a bit of a gift for helping people, now I'm doing work for CMHA as a content creator. Be proactive! Do the thing!

live today ✨ cozy chaos energy. warm drinks, soft vibes, a little mischief. come hang out, breathe with me, and let’s be human together for a bit 🖤

first stream in the new apartment tonight, and it’s halloween! 👻🖤 we’re breaking in the new space with cozy fear + chaotic laughter The Quarry first (emmy will scream, i’ll be smug) then Jackbox party chaos 🎮✨ new home, new energy, same goth heart. come haunt it with us 🎃🕯️

we move next freakin week. it’s the last stream before the chaos hits. no themes. no filters. just us being unhinged, hot, and real for a few more hours. if you’ve been part of this journey, tonight’s your night to show up.

new star citizen hotfix dropped! trade’s alive again and i’m already making bad decisions for profit. ✨ come watch the chaos unfold, dark deals and all 🖤

turbulence? no, baby, that’s just me. star citizen’s melting and so am i. the void’s wet tonight. come play.

new patch means new ways to die creatively. let’s f***ing go 💀 star citizen 4.3.2 live on twitch 🖤

If anyone wants to buy us dinner, I'll be really grateful and send you some really good stuff in your DMs. 😈💕

live now w/ more final fantasy tactics 💫 soft lighting, deep chaos, and that warm sense of collective despair only fft can deliver. come vibe. bring tea. we’ll judge delita together. ☕🕯️

friday vibes: unhinged, caffeinated, and morally conflicted. ramza’s crying again, my army’s full of questionable life choices, and i’m here trying to keep it together with coffee and bad tactics. ☕⚔️

grab your comfort drink, let’s spiral together ☕🕯️ i’m cute, a little unhinged, and live again. come watch the slow descent.

coffee’s hot, i'm hotter. emotional support goth is live ☕💋

everyone’s unhinged, the chocobos are horny, and i’m live. the emotional support goth is back on the battlefield. part war, part therapy session, part thirst trap. subs still get to join the chaos as new heroes. your choices might save ivalice... or seduce it. live now @ twitch

tell me again how innocent you are, slower this time.

yesterday’s stream got cut short cuz of an appointment + wifey time. today i’m making up for it. expect a longer run through ivalice with extra nostalgia, strategy, and vibes. 🥰 swing by if you need some emotional wellness with a side of grid-based war crimes. 😜

Had to cut stream short to go see my CMHA worker. Meant to do a second stream when I got back but the wifey was home by then so I took her out on a date instead! I'll see you tomorrow! 💕

✨ Final Fantasy Tactics: The Ivalice Chronicles ✨ it’s been such a ride already, and we’re only getting started 🖤 swing by for a dose of emotional wellness wrapped in nostalgia, today’s stream is all about comfort, chaos, and tactics. 🥰

darklings, this is the last call. 🖤 subtember ends at 1PM, just under 2 hours left. subs are discounted, gifts give extra, and every one becomes a character in our FFT saga. this is your moment to step into legend ⚔️

a quick heads-up, darklings 🖤 20% of all revenue today will go directly to the Truth and Reconciliation Week Fund at the National Centre for Truth and Reconciliation. so every bit of support today isn’t just helping the stream, it’s helping memory + healing too. #charity #truthandreconciliation

today we return to ivalice. ⚔️ tips, subs, bits & gifts during the stream will be written into the chronicles as custom characters. ✨ will you rise as a hero… or fall into legend? 🕯️ live now. 🔴

live right now (and every day this week!) for cozy gameplay, mental health check-ins, and that soft+spicy vibe you come here for. if you need a place to breathe, you just found it. bring tea, meds, and a tiny goal. i’ll bring the mood lighting and questionable decisions. see you in chat. 🔴

I'm gonna be streaming EVERY DAY this week! I hope to see you there! 💕💕💕

tonight's not just a stream, it’s a story we’re writing together. 🖤 @neaura.net is joining me in star citizen as we slip into our characters and play the way we do when nobody’s watching. come laugh, vibe, and escape into the stars with us. ✨

we don’t always need to conquer the universe. sometimes it’s enough just to float, breathe, and share the silence.

medic on duty. tonight’s stream is all blood, adrenaline, and questionable heroics. get in here, darklings. only thing more dangerous than a pirate is a goth with a defibrillator. rescuing players from their own mistakes in star citizen!

stream time. no plans, no big show, just… us. hanging out, surviving, making space for the messy, honest, beautifully weird energy we all carry. if you need somewhere soft to land or a place to let your darkness out, you’re always welcome here. come say hi. or just lurk. 🖤

monday chaos, comfort, and connection incoming. i’m live, gaming + emotional support goth hours in full swing. come laugh, vent, or just vibe in the dark with me.

🖤 emotional support goth is live 🖤 storms, shadows, and soft places to land. we’re diving into star citizen, chasing chaos and comfort across the black. if you’ve been needing somewhere safe to drift, to breathe, to exist without pressure… come vibe with us.