I forgot i have this app. How we doin skiiers

I probably wont be able to focus on two social media at once and will primarily post on egge from now (* ´ ▽ ` *)

Ohk I just got egge? I have no idea where this came from hut my un is @arson if anyone is interested. The private posting intrigues me

Had the mandatory bi-yearly breakdown in the toilet, only gonna get better from now on trust

Hitting rock bottom (going on a date with a cishet man. Who is my age.)

Extremely dysphoric lately, love that, yea. The knowledge that I can't even do anything about it if I tried cause now I have a very negative mental health record and that would not fly in this country is just so. I'm tired, man. I just want to be me

I shit you not. This is the song spotify random played after I got done unloading sexual trauma in therapy

I got my laugh back :)

vape on a leash

biggie doesn’t have anything to say to you, he just wants observe you for a while, hope you don’t mind …

Realised aot might actually be super not good for me with all the grief so. I won't continue for the time being... MAN what a drag (@my brain)

what do you guys use for citations cause I used Zotero up until this point but it keeps fucking up

I started AOT and I'm mostly through the first season...ngl this show is kinda really good wasn't expecting it for some reason? I love the soundtrack... question tho will Eren stop yelling any time soon I full body cringe through most of his scenes

GUYS I DID IT omg so proud of my baby... still fighting the splotches but WE DID IT

Kinda accepted I crushed on him hard but I'm not interested in an online relationship at all + he started talking about returning to his ex so. That's that I guess. I feel kinda weird about it but I do hope he'll be happy

Real talk. I love being the big spoon, I was born for that shit. However. What do you do with the other arm. Cause having it next to you is uncomfortable as hell, having it under my arm cuts off circulation, having it under the other person is uncomfortable for them... Do I cut off my arm

<- rediscovered Autoheart

deadass. I think I developed agoraphobia.

She wants revenge + asexuality 🔥💥🦅

Gonna combust why does huddle keep kicking me out of my account and not letting me back in. Ik the app is ass but at least it feels private :/

I love working on my thesis. I love thinking about how we're all going to die and nature is dying and everything is going up in flames all the time wym I love it yea ofc I love it (rocking back and forth)

crashing out. ass fat. future bleak. waist snatched. stress induced. body tea. breakdown nervous. hair got.

hollering. who told them

me at a bbq or sth idk I've never listened to tma

Hi if you're a professional baker and use cake mix?? What is wrong with you LMAO absolute loser behavior

Deadly curse: getting into fandoms that have been dead for decades

Rem is so me and also so girlfriend

in honour of valentines day I'll be starting the best romance anime known to man : death note

so. how are we feeling after alnst Wiege dropped

wasted two days doing nothing 😌 self set deadline is tmr so. yay.

we started a book club duo with 🐍 and we're currently reading Where the wild ladies are by Aoko Matsuda and can I just say. GHOST LESBIANS immediate 10/10

Also. Went to the new therapist yesterday and he was sitting in an armchair and me sit on a big sofa. Literally this scene istg. Reaching my full emo potential or sth

Girls it's that time again I fear. [Inserting a clip of Bella Swans depression era]

Are national animals just the nations furrsona

The only pants that fit me ripped. At this point I'm just accepting I'm having a conversation with the universe like fr

Btw I'm pretty sure I manifested meeting the loml and vibed so hard I forgot to get her number. I am useless

Listening to Shrike by Hozier and I'm fixed now.

I need to find a mediocry evil man to obsess over so I can stop thinking about stupid shit

...no cause I'm starting to think the depression episode I had this summer actually changed my brain somehow

Say what you want but I fkn shredd navigating in cities I've never been to. People who shit on Google maps just don't know how to use them property

fuck it we crawl 🐛🐛🐛 fuck it we crawl 🐛🐛 🐛 fuck it we crawl 🐛🐛🐛 fuck it we crawl 🐛🐛🐛 fuck it we crawl 🐛🐛🐛 fuck it we crawl 🐛🐛🐛 fuck it we crawl 🐛🐛🐛 fuck it we crawl 🐛🐛🐛 fuck it we crawl 🐛🐛🐛 fuck it we crawl 🐛🐛🐛 fuck it we crawl 🐛🐛🐛 fuck it we crawl 🐛🐛🐛 fuck it we crawl 🐛🐛🐛 fuck it we crawl 🐛🐛🐛

after a year a spot for the school therapist finally opened and the one that is open works for the crisis hotline and is and experienced as a substance dependance counselor so. Yay? Wtf? um. let's go i guess

Substance abuse//

Sorry I'm not active I'm practicing my peak male form

Yall aren't ready for this insane cope

I should've chosen to write this in czech cause reading everything in czech/english/german and writing it down in slovak is like. making my brain hurt.

should I a) keep opening and closing tabs knowing I'm not gonna do anything b) do some art .....ik it's b but I feel so bad 😔 I keep saying "I'll work on it tomorrow" and then tomorrow just is not here. my advisor will rip my ass in half BUT LIKE.

trying to pull myself out of the depression slump routine while starting to write my thesis is not working. too many things I don't want to do piled up repeating every day... man who let me have a body and can I return it

my tumblr pole has revealed I might be stupid cause I really thought straw theory was accepted by all kids globally

If you do magic tricks ur sexy af I make the rules