They found a way to operate on my Mom. Remove the thyroid and all cancerous growth surrounding it, scrape the trachea down. See how badly the cab spread into the airways and lungs. Procedure starts in an hour. Gonna throw up. Please send good vibes. ❤️‍🩹

Finished the Mass Effect Paragon symbol. I was worried because it's my first circular cross-stitch work, and it was intimidating for my third project. I sort of winged weaving in circular shapes. Renegade and N7 soon!

Part of a prize raffle fundraising effort for @stjudeplaylive.bsky.social: the Cerberus icon. My second ever cross-stitch attempt. I learned it just for this purpose. I'm hoping my stitch-work is OK and I'll improve along the way, after the Mass Effect icons I want to try more intense imagery.

I've been learning cross-stitching for fundraising items for my @stjudeplaylive.bsky.social campaign. This is my first ever attempt at it, the Systems Alliance icon from Mass Effect. I'm doing five more different icons from the game, including our beloved N7. More information coming soon!

Mom's cancer has been ruled inoperable. It has spread from the thyroid, into the trachea and the airway. We're looking at chemo and radiation. The deck is stacked, but she's going to try. I don't know what to do. @stjudeplaylive.bsky.social is so personal this year. We fight. We fight every day. ❤️‍🩹

I hope everyone going to the @stjudeplaylive.bsky.social Summit today has a life changing experience, and that you come back from it even stronger to help. I really hope to see you next year. My Mom was just diagnosed with cancer, I hate this disease. No child should have this thrown at them.

Last year every $5 had me wear another shirt for @stjudeplaylive.bsky.social, and we're bringing it back. Campaign link here: tilt.fyi/CZmh4dblWf Put shirts on my back here: twitch.tv/metwic

I've recently become a volunteer Adoption Counselor at a no-kill cat rescue. It is humbling work. I managed to get my boy here adopted within four days of his posting on the website. I'll pat myself on the back for that.

I believe these are all the @darkestdungeon.bsky.social releases from @makeship.bsky.social. My Highwayman just got in this week! His gun and the Leper's sword are detachable. 🖤🖤🖤

For anyone with HD599s, there are a few selections for replacement bands and cups to keep them looking fresh. I replaced the cups last year, and today I did the band. I got my 599s before the Pandemic and I'm pretty sure you couldn't tell.

Sometimes you color your hair differently than you normally do and later realize you accidentally pulled a two-tone @aurorapeachy.bsky.social.💜🩷😮

OMG WE BROKE 50K LIFETIME RAISED FOR @stjude.bsky.social @stjudeplaylive.bsky.social CHRISTMAS MIRACLES COME TRUE. 💚❤️💚❤️💚❤️ @tiltify.com

Hi friends, I have yet another birthday today! It seems to be consistently happening once a year. I don't know why. Anyway, if you want to do anything bananas for it, please donate to @stjudeplaylive.bsky.social right here: tilt.fyi/drTjdKMdXw We're so close to 50K lifetime raised!! Love you. 💜💜💜

Momma always said she didn't raise no fool. Sometimes mommas are wrong though.

I am in constant worry that my cover letters sound like this.

The content is ridiculous, the laughter is far more often, and the screams of pure terror are dialed up. I'm streaming what I want to, not what I thought people wanted me to. It's helping my brain. Step by step, we are coming back.

Pssst! 👀 Are you a disabled content creator OR a creator passionate about accessibility? DM us! We’re working on something new and exciting at AbleToPlay to help inclusive creators grow their audiences and connect with game studios and publishers for sponsorships. Reposts appreciated!

Hi there, I'm single. I can bake, cook, and I'm in therapy, I volunteer for a cat shelter and I try not to eat anything larger than my own head. I'm open to applications for a Sweet Baboo. We can be hot messes together. 💜

I MADE MY FIRST BEEF WELLINGTON AND EVERYONE LIKED IT AND I'M COMING FOR YA JOB RAMSAY!!

It's not like before but I'm streaming when I can as much as I can. I's all new and ridiculous content because I want people to laugh. I didn't get to laugh for so long. Now we can at least laugh together. Besides, it feels like we need it now more than ever.

You inspired me last night @caseyexplosion.bsky.social. it might not get me a Michelin Star though. :(

Hard Drive out here just putting out banger after banger. Game Developer Union Secures Nine Day Work Week share.google/NWbmOhJTNIKK...

Grief is stupid because you can have 3000 pictures and videos of your loss and you'll always feel like you didn't do enough to record things.

I'm working on things. It's been very difficult, but I'm trying very hard. I don't know where this goes. I've lost a year of my life to this. Living with the stigma of mental health issues, I just don't want people to be afraid of me and afraid of me anymore. Thank you for being kind to me.

Cinnamon Swirl Loaves - sugar is okay in moderation, and this is not okay.

This is me every day in Pokemon Pocket TCG.

Pokemon Pocket: "How's Blissey EX hunting going, Metric?" Metric: "Go fuck yourself."

Raspberry Lemon Muffins - First Attempt

There is no point. I lost her and no one understands.

She's coming home. I love you forever Abby.💔

Recently I mistakenly read "Beef Fried Rice" on a Chinese restaurant menu, as "Best Friend Rice." I am not the first. What I'm saying is that it can happen to you. You're not safe. Just be prepared for the fallout. Pack a kit.

Abaddon the Despoiler passed away peacefully in my arms yesterday. We tried everything to heal her, but making her live a life of pain betrayed my love for her. She was only 3. She's everything to me. She was my guaranteed happiness in the darkness. I don't know what to do now. I love you forever.

This is ten percent luck Twenty percent skill Fifteen percent concentrated power of will Five percent pleasure Fifty percent pain And a hundred percent reason to remember the name

She's too sick. She can't get better. We get one more weekend together. Hopefully the vet can come out here. We party, do all her favorite things, she has all her favorite treats, and she passes in my arms without even knowing it happened. I love you forever, Abby. I love you forever.

She just turned three. I've only had her for two years. She survived a cat hoarding situation and had to have her leg amputated. She fought so hard. She fought to make me happy. It's time to prepare.

CW - Mental Health Last year I suffered a PTSD relapse which along with a rapid cycling bipolar disorder led to moments in which my life was in danger several times. I was certified. I'm still dealing with it but I'm trying to come back to Twitch. I just want to stream regularly. I miss it. 1/5

CW - Mental Health Last year I suffered a PTSD relapse which along with a rapid cycling bipolar disorder led to moments in which my life was in danger several times. I was certified. I'm still dealing with it but I'm trying to come back to Twitch. I just want to stream regularly. I miss it. 1/5

Last night I made Cinnamon Roll Muffins and the process + my beginner skillset made me realize I should have begun in the morning. All 16 are gone now, so there's that.

My cat comes from a hoarding situation & broke her leg there so it had to be amputated. The rescue failed to spay her & misinformed me. She nearly died from a pyometra. We've had two loving years where we've overcome her trauma. We are now fighting a lethal colon issue. She's only 3. Hug your pets.

Don't threaten me with a good time.

Been away from streaming since St. Jude month. The main reason being that my cat, Abaddon the Despoiler, is very unwell and we currently don't know how to fix things. She's the biggest part of my life and I can't handle this. Also the therapy programs I was waitlisted for are finally ready for me.

Two years ago I brought home this semi-feral, traumatized tripod from a hoarding situation. She gnaws on me, keeps me up, and still hasn't bothered to regrow the missing leg. She has kept me here. I need her more than she needs me. Thank you, baby. Happy Gotcha Day, Abaddon the Despoiler. 💜💜💜

Met a Turty yesterday. I named him Perchance. You can't just say Perchance.

Baby, it hurts to love you.

Keeping my @stjudeplaylive.bsky.social campaign open as of now because ya boi has INTENTIONS. 👀

Long Live the Stonewall Uprising. Happy Pride. 💜

Only being able to stream on weekends because of my health, we still hit our goal of 4.5K & we're only $1350 from 50K for @stjudeplaylive.bsky.social!! I have plans on how we hit that 50K later this year. Also thanks to @tiltify.com for coming in to celebrate when we broke 50K with them!

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WE ARE 1450$ TO 50K @stjudeplaylive.bsky.social AWAY AND JUST ROLLED OVER 50K LIFETIME RAISED ON @tiltify.com! Thanks for popping in to celebrate with us, you Tiltify cuties!💜

It's the final night! @stjudeplaylive.bsky.social @tiltify.com , we're $1650 away from 50K lifetime raised. I'm trying so hard. 💜