Legit I’m loving not being chronically online anymore, but also I legit feel really isolated because I haven’t seen people a lot since having the baby. Also my attention span is shot and I’m doing my best to try and rectify that.

Behold, the child

I love my son, but I miss drawing whenever I want to. I have such an urge to draw it’s not funny.

So my son has decided his favourite pastime is jumping, but only if someone is holding him. He doesn’t jump in his jumping toy. He also loves the plastic bag his diapers come in and he’s annoyed we won’t let him play with itZ

Me: ok time for bed! My child:

I’m waiting to stream before I give my opinion about Fate/ Stay Night as a whole…but I severely question those who say they like the VN, cuz what the fuck Heaven’s Feel???

The more I play Heaven’s Feel the more I’m convinced the writers had no idea what they were doing

If Unlimited Blade Works is full of everything Shirou has ever traced, does that mean there’s a bunch of toasters and heaters in there?

And now onto the dreaded Heaven’s Feel…

Fate/ stay night progress: “People die when they are killed” count: 2

The amount of commercials I’ve seen Eugene Levy in this year has been staggering.

If I didn’t have to be on Twitter for D20 Live I would have deleted that stupid app a long time ago. As it stands I think I need to get rid of notifications on it so I’m not tempted to look on it anymore

Playing Unlimited Blade Works while hating Rin is like stubbing my toe constantly. Not the same toe all the time, but a toe nevertheless.

I love my son very much, but sometimes I feel like I'm a punching bag more than his mom sometimes

Sorry I've been gone for a while, been a little busy.

While playing Exalted: My brother: I roll to find out what this thing is My Husband, the GM: It's not alive. Bro: Well how do I turn it off? Husband: I dunno Rocket Man, roll better next time

I'm getting real tired of Trump supporters saying that this annex talk of several countries is "just a joke". It's not a joke. He is the next President who is talking about invading his allies thinking we won't fight. Hitler invaded Poland after telling everyone he was going to do it too.

I have no idea who some of these people are, but when you're being shown a property to rent that someone else is currently living in, why the fuck would you touch someone's bed???? Like that's just fucking gross man.

Found out my ex is also on here. No thank you sir.

I'm not sure if this is a headache thing or a "I've watched way too much John Oliver" thing but I've got some weirdly profound but also super hippie thoughts. Like "Money is literally a made up concept and legit anyone can just say that something is worth more just by saying so". I don't like it

Legit the longer I stay in the city the more of a terrible person I feel I've become. I hate this feeling of anger and distrust towards every potential person, cuz I don't know if they're going to be rude or racist about whatever they think I am. I'm just trying to live my life here man.

I have opinions about the whole Mr Beast situation. Do I trust Mr Beast? No. Legit too much has come out which he didn't respond well to, or doesn't provide proof that he didn't do it, or outright contradicts himself from previous interviews. I don't believe anything from him right now.

Phone conversations with my husband: Husband: I'm gonna spend the next 6 minutes of my break doing for myself. Me: Ah yes, something fun like...the beige wall? Husband: Nah, after I seduced and had sex with it, the beige wall has become just another common whore and has lost all its appeal.

I will get back to posting art and stuff soon, I'm just really exhausted. By the end of January you guys will know why.

My Conan game devolved into an hour long discussion about how big a barrel is, and whether or not it was larger than 7 inches. How was your night?

I've left Twitter. I mean, I still have it for D20 Live and Optimal Duo, but my personal Twitter is privated so Elon can't just give away my username. I legit just...don't wanna deal with whatever is going to come out of there for the next 4 years.

Guess it's time to start posting here more now. Probably gonna need to get the app at some point...

Did a little fanart of Lois Lane from My Adventures with Superman cuz she's so dang cute and cuz I needed to practice poses and shading.

I'm doing my best to crawl out of this pit I'm in. I'm just doing my best.

I hate everything and I feel like I've been lied to by everyone. I know this will pass but I need to shout it somewhere.

Art of my character from D20 Live's Scion campaign, Issa, daughter of Tlazōlteōtl #art #scion #ttrpg #d20live

Got some really good news today. This is looking to be a good start to the weekend.

Art of my character from Legend of the Five Rings, Akodo Shizuka of the Lion clan. #art #L5R

So I work on a TTRPG channel with my husband and I really would like it if people here would take a look at my project that I'm working on. It combines Tabletop with Persona, my two favourite things. youtu.be/hmIsihFZtl8

So I introduced my husband to bottled milk. His exact words were "It tastes like childhood".

Did my nails for the Lunar New Year

Dude I'm so fucking stoked to play Persona 3 Reload today, I've been putting it off so I could stream it and I legit cried at the sound of the music once it finished installing. I haven't played this game in 8 years and now I get to play it with shiny new graphics.

Do you think werewolves howl at the moon because their doggo brain goes "big ball in sky, I want, but can't have"?

I'm sorry I haven't posted any new art recently, I'm currently doing an art study to try and up my game a little bit. I'm gonna try this week to post some stuff and see how that works.

I had a dream last night where one of my good friends confessed they had feelings for me and I was like "Cool dude, but you were at my wedding". And I know they would never do that irl, they're too good of a friend to me and my husband.

I just recently got into @neilhimself.neilgaiman.com 's Sandman and I just had to draw Death. #art #sandman

Right so Twitter is a cesspool and I'm gonna probably start posting more here now.

I went in today hoping that it was going to be good. I came out even more dejected than I thought I could.

I'm having such a bad day today, I don't like it.

Neil Gaiman takes up like 90% of my feed on any given day...Maybe I should draw Death from Sandman next...

Slight redesign of my slime girl vtuber avatar concept! Done over on twitch.tv/theoptimalduo #art #vtuber #pngtuber #slime

Art from tonight's Optimal Duo stream! Sans! Because spoop month! twitch.tv/theoptimalduo #art #sans #undertale

I'm sorry I haven't been posting a lot recently, I've had a rough couple of weeks and my anxiety has been through the roof. Hopefully next week I'll have some answers and my anxiety will calm down.

Some art of Final Fantasy 14. May post other fandoms on occasions but likely ocs.