right nobody's asked me out for valentine's day yet

growing up on 2000s internet with a silent yet burning rage against emoticons then later starting to use ":)" or ":D" in a sarcastic shit-eating grin way and gradually using it more and more earnestly because you haven't yet realized you've been in your 30s for a while now

sudden recollection of that spicy ginger cordial i bought once. my god why haven't i been buying it more. i should've been drinking that this whole time

fucking cool having to be a permanent online diaspora never able to settle down on a messaging app or social network because they keep killing themselves in the name of profit or fascism

some years back i had a phase where i was very social online and i talked to someone new every other day. i'm more reserved now, either out of shyness or cautiousness. i also retain a lot of the friends i made back then so maybe i'm just so full of friendship yum

notice how nothing seems to just so happen anymore? everything used to just so happen so much

this world has many enemies

very sleepy. i love you

@ wisdom teeth you've overstayed yuor FUCKIGn welcome.

valentine's day is in a week! [increasingly unwell] can you believe it? just a week away!

as someone who wasn't very social growing up the fact that, in my 30s, i can think of multiple people and go "that's my friend whom i love" is something i'm glad to consider as a sign i'm living a successful life

i've noticed other people grapple with concepts and feelings that never seem to particularly hold meaning for me. i've decided i'm gonna start giving names to concepts and feelings i deal with that no one else seems to. it's only fair

silver lining of the US likely not getting elections ever again is the DNC campaign would have been some bullshit like "In 2028 let's all Damn Daniel!! and YEET fascism"

maybe losing the ability to fall in love isn't the worst thing in the world because i'm remembering all the times i had unrequited feelings for someone and oh god that sucked. oh my god that sucked so so bad

"piece of shit" is so demeaning because you're not even the whole shit

i love when someone says "you could not be more wrong". as if i've ever backed down from a challenge

big part of maturing and understanding how the real world works is realizing that cartoon villains are real

i would say i achieved "good panken art" around 2022 and everything since has been either below or around that skill level, or sidewards exploration. a little sad i won't get much better without getting serious about studies but glad i've ended up with a distinct style i can be proud of

i am thinking about the chewing gum with pokemon stickers in it that was all over the schoolyard when i was a kid in the late 90s. i strongly associate its smell with pokemon and the unbridled hype we were all swept up in. i really did not like chewing gum but like. come on. pokemon stickers

i don't know how to put it delicately. america as a country needs to die

help why does this keep happening. i think about a task i want to do and i am suddenly overcome with a great torpor. just pre-emptively exhausting me before i've even done anything. i've accomplished jack shit and i'm ready for bed. it's so stupid i hate it so much how do i make it stop

a fun detail i've been getting into when drawing is i imagine furries fucking shedding everywhere

this one's sfw so i get to repost it here

new rule where i'm only allowed to vent if i do art about it

keep thinking about "this is bullshit you let spongebob in"

>_<'

tryna make things happen but i got no juice. utterly juiceless

shrimp closing his restaurant: no more mr. rice fry

(song: Uniting Nations - You and Me)

sorry for yapping so much all the time. i feel alive a lot

i need...artificial banana flavor. doesn't matter what form. yeah the one modelled after the extinct kind. if i got a gallon of the stuff to sip on would that be a problem

love to sit in my room and process things. big processing guy

does anyone have tips on how to feel at home? like generally. in this species on this planet

every time you make a social media site shitty enough for a portion of the furries to leave for a different environment, you're stimulating speciation. do you ever stop to think about the consequences of your actions.

the anarchist commune has exiled me after i kept posting "Like a boss 😆" in the group chat not for any ideological reasons mind you they just felt i was really cringing up the joint

it's because i'm still not enough of a poster. once i'm enough of a poster women will want me

i should start a priv where i just say good things about people i'd be too shy to say publicly

i hope to never become the kind of person who people are disappointed to hear is still alive

i think i spend a lot of time worriedly expecting a type of cruelty that was only happening when i existed in environments that were more ambiently right-wing

folks on reddit talking about how unsettling Junji Ito's Long Dream is... i think it's one of his more pleasant endings

i don't think anyone gets remembered as fondly as pets. within a lifetime even in the best circumstances people do so much worse things to each other than shitting in your living room

this toothache is the one thing standing between me and getting things done. once i get this sorted out there's no way i won't instantly become productive forever

there's no way the fan theory that charlie was going on about letters addressed to pepe silvia because he misread "pennsylvania" isn't correct. he's dyslexic. they're literally in pennsylvania. what else could it be

everything's connected you awful stupid bitch

there must be people out there who are exhausted with me in ways i could not fathom

children and your ugly head... 2 absolutely classic things to rear

to the shy orange cat scampering outside my house... hello i love you!... i care about you

okay i got my pen tablet and went at it a bit more. i think she is some kind of evil woman

on twitter there's a "news aggregator" run by a million-followers gambling app that just casually states "X% chance this happens" based on people's bets under every news tweet they post. are you INSANE. i feel like the only adult left in the room. are you OUT OF YOUR MIND

i've noticed i'm not actually scared for the future i'm just pissed the fuck off at all times