I saw the girl at the gas station again today and I didn’t ask for her number. But, I was not nervous this time. And the interaction went very smoothly. I heard when i walked in that she’s over 19 perfect. Im guessing she’s closer to my age. But I’ll take this slow. I get gas every 2 weeks. 😏

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Manifesting sex that is healing, erotic, sensual, and spiritual.

For the first time ever i can do five push ups in a row. Its amazing. I never thought i could feel so powerful and accomplished just being able to effortlessly push myself off of the floor.

Eating a whole layer of the roof of my mouth when i eat instant ramen cause i just cant help myself.

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You’re doing great baby.😘

Shh. Are you listening?

Interesting that i am having to impose limitations on my body because my joints have a lack of functional limitations. 😵‍💫

Thrifted an acid wash denim Levi’s jacket. Price was $85 and i went in an hour before closing and i told the guy i only have $50 but i needed this jacket. 👏🏼 I been waiting for the perfect denim jacket for yearssssss. We in business now, baby. 😉

Baby, I’m the farthest reflection of yourself you’ll ever see.

#NaturePhotography #NatureBeauty #landscape #photography #NaturalBeauty #naturescenery #mountains #naturelover #Beautiful #nature #photo

Reminder: You deserve rest. Rest doesn’t need to be earned. Rest isn’t a reward for a job well done. Your body has been good to you. Give yourself the rest you deserve. Decline the invite. Say no to the request. Don’t add another thing to your to do list. Go lay your ass down.

Keke and Sean have goooot to he together already i swear they are playing in our faces.

The Negro in an African Setting (1934) by African American painter, illustrator, and visual arts educator, Aaron Douglas (1899-1979) Oil on canvas #art #painting #artist #BlueSkyArt

I know when people are gonna die. Its like I see/feel them dead before they die. Sometimes i have known months before, sometimes i know it will be the next day. I just have to accept this is a part of me and not something have to do anything with or take action on.

“You have to feel your feelings.” -My bestie way too many times.

I gotta make more clothes.

Asking who had it worse between women or Black people as if Black women don't exist and experience the WORST of it from literally every other fucking demographic on this planet is a choice. 🙂A terrible fucking choice, but it's the one they made so🙂

Took it back to the 60’s #garmentsewing #moddress

Placements for sale. Im so done Bargain price. $15 each. Rahu is free with the purchase of two planets or one luminary.

I think im doomed to feel isolated in community for life guys.

I hope your body is pressed against a soft and comforting surface today. xoxoxo

This weekend has been a lot. A lot a lot.

Welp. I did my performance and i messed up. Yaaaay. Glad thats over with. Everyone has been really supportive. My inner child is screaming.

The more certain you are about your needs and desires when it comes to treatment (from anyone be it romantic or or otherwise) and the more honest and confident you are in expressing those needs and desires, the easier it is to weed out the folks who are unserious about loving you.

Learning how to not overextend myself in friendships as well and now that I know my boundaries, being able to speak them aloud and then also maintain them has been really nice. ♥️

Yesterday i learned THREE NEW FORMS OF DANCE. BALBOA BACHATA TAP DANCE THE HUSTLE Im in loooooove with dance. 💃🏽 And wow. Some of these forms are the ones where bodies are touching. I intentionally avoided these thru my first year of dancing. The intimacy is a lot but i am learning about myself. 💕

Im a light on the dancefloor for sure. Expression on 1000% no backing down. So i daw a lot of attention, but tonight was interesting because i dint care! I tried to get folks to match my energy. Mostly women came to dance with me and surprisingly(not surprisingly) older men. One bought me a drink.

Then this group of boys asked me if i have a dick and this was so euphoric because i have been wearing my packer out at an event for the first time. Hahah i also told them “sometimes” then thats when they left me alone. Hahahahahahaha!

Got asked if i am Indian and if i am a Ladyboy in one night. The answer to both is “sometimes.”

Some of the largest tidal exchanges this week. 🤔

My new friends be like: “Did you ever look at western astrology and think ‘this ain’t it.’” Me: “Broo alll the tiiime.”

Its you dawg!! 😂 Ayeooo you finally seein yaself.

Everyone apologizing to me for technology or services taking a long time or being late. 🤭

If i had a dollar for everytime a Leo told me i am “Luminous” or “Glowing” I would have three dollars. 🤭

If they say Why? Why? Tell them that its Human Nature.

I only went to the gym once this week cause the chronic pain got me. Then some new pain flared up. Anyway. Proud of myself for resting instead. I still feel a little bad/sad for my choices but i know it was the right one.

Sigh

My favorite pastime: Reading my friends charts while they rant at me on the phone about their life.

Are you really about that life? You sure you sure?

How to be present when time is happened happening will happen all at once.

This song is hot

Hungry for vulva. Thats all.

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Black Saturn via Cassini spacecraft

Feet tingles or itchy palms?