mom's been more understanding lately, it's nice

"no text available" in a plaintext part are you serious instance #9999999 of people not knowing how to use email

wait this is so cool the signal ios app remembers which keyboard was open for which chat so i can open chats for different languages and don't have to manually switch the keyboard

i don't know why i ever have hope to be able to do things when every time i end up sick or depressed or both and it never happens i want the world and i get to waste time laying in bed

whenever i move out of this apartment (hopefully never because it's such a bother) i want to get a place with a bathtub and ideally a shower that is separate, but that's way too much to ask for

well it's technically correct

refreshing the fedex page every 5 minutes to see if my packages will arrive sooner (they won't)

huh i sent an email for something and the autoresponder said they will reply in one business day, and they actually replied in one hour at 1am on sunday

every time i try to find something on the food delivery app i end up wanting everything i see even though i know i can't eat most of it... :(

i don't wanna sleep, i want to read more manga

til you can change the static max memory for a xen domU while it's running and it just works, very cool

please do not make your "invalid username or password" error message say "unable to log in", that seems like a server error

snow day!

please reply to my email i know it's the middle of vacation but i am very impatient

it is once again the single day of the year where i don't worry about getting useful things done and just have fun let's see what today's project will be~

> In a way I fail to fully comprehend, this could be Bang Zoom!'s “artistic intent” to leave it in a foreign language (to everyone else’s English). Being that it is in Japanese, it would make sense how English Subaru not only understands the lyrics but is also able to sing along, but it would also

middle of nowhere

this was a bad idea too i really just can't do anything right... i don't know why anyone cares about me or trusts me

for some reason google maps is saying all toronto public transit is free today i don't think it is???

i just ate something and i feel sick and i need to remind myself i felt sick before this so nothing actually changed

hm.

and again i go to make a change to my website and have absolutely no idea which machine has the repo checked out very useful

> Christmas is coming, so why not gift a friend a leased /24 RIPE block?

today kinda day where i have no idea what it means to be trans

anime season is almost over...

trying out gnome, it's not my favourite but it's alright

i think my claude needs attachment issues or something, it's too normal

rust macros are really comfy

isekai where a cute girl teaches you japanese...

i just wanna be me, is that too much to ask

today's a writeoff, no matter how much i get done i'm not going to be happy about it, and i probably am not going to get much done anyway

also tonight: having someone throw themselves into co-front and then me being surprised when my bedtime routine simply doesn't work anymore because headmate has too much energy

not faaaaaaair it's going to snow tomorrow overnight and not during the day, it'll only snow during the day after christmas

lxc vpses are scary, please use hardware virt for isolation between tenants

playing around with the csp 3d model tool and i keep being like huh i didn't know the body could move that way and then i go to try it with my body and it actually works anatomy is so cool

>create new layer >continue drawing on the previous layer yeah okay

i don't like computers, i guess

"i don't want to watch this" -> "ok maybe i'll watch an episode once in a while" -> *actually watches 5 episodes in a day* pipeline

i don't know what i'm doing

eepy now

somehow managed to pick up our paper notebook and write in it, very happy we trust our environment enough for that now... it's been many many years since we've written on something that's not a computer only we can log into

okay, i probably should get a new yubikey, my main 5c is really starting to break and the even older 5 nano is just a pain to use. i guess i'll get a 5c nfc and see if i ever end up using the nfc half of it

gotta eat something

had the stupid idea to do webdev today because i forgot that is just hurting myself, i hate everything about this

crying or at least i would, if i could cry

sometimes i wonder why i even find internet-level routing interesting it's a fun but very expensive thing to play with, but i don't really have a point to it in the end

accidentally threw my phone case on the floor and knocked my watch on the floor when I went to pick the phone case up clumsy morning

being sick lately has actually been forcing us to take care of ourselves more i can't say it's nice but if pushing myself way too hard means i am in a bunch of pain, that is actually a good motivation to not push myself way too hard, i guess

there's still a phishing campaign sending "suspicious activity on your credit card" emails with t[.]co redirect links and hacked wordpress sites, it's been months how are they _still_ at it

oh idrac finally decided to stop blinking orange, cool