something i hate about having trauma is that you cant open up about it to like 70% of the people you meet cause they’ll deadass look you in the face right after you spill your heart out and send a weak ass hugging emoji dude i dont fucking Care about your virtual hug i’d rather half assed words

My bad for the double notif thought i included the wrong message but like yea this guy has got to go

ive decided to personally contact mexi, as i have history with him and thus wanted closure on some things. it did not go well, to put it lightly 1/2

yno will ban you for speaking out against the mod team if you word your messages too aggressively, mod team just waits for people to slip up, get angry, and mass report via discord got banned already myself, the mods arent sorry and i dont think any apology or fixing can solve anything

it feels like more and more recently people just begin to get annoyed at my presence even when im not trolling whether it be in a game, a vc, or in dms ive been kinda tempted to just delete my stuff everywhere so im probably gonna look for the delete account options on the platforms i use

Well that was a nice few months of being clean Relapsed again award

m gonna finally try to update my strawpage cause im bored its gonna be great Trust me

whos turning 20 in 2 months? THIS guy. Fuck. Anyways i no longer have a friend group and i am back to being lonely on the internet 🥹 whats new with you guys

worst ynfg ever never let me try to draw with my left arm ever again. im sorry tatsuki

i really need new friends man i cant keep doing this

around today marks 3 months since i should’ve died 3 months ago i was supposed to die to suicide but nothing seems to be able to take me down it feels weird i guess

Keep Them On That Fucking Ship

im genuinely at my fucking limit with this server man can anybody tell me what i did wrong in this situation. like i was being nice and shit and i just get antagonized for no reason while my day has already been going awful. conversation in question in replies

i have not done anything. Fuck no motivation to draw cuz i keep scrapping shit too many games to finish still dont have a stable friend group Like what do i even do man. im so pissed i got back into yno after its prime. i think like late 2022 - 2024 was prime yno.. maybe even some of 2025

i’m not even kidding ive gone through like 10 different iterations and scrapped notebook drawings doing group photos is HELL

i wanna draw over album covers with ynfg protags and some of them have a lotta members. anyone have any suggestions most of the surface level ones are probably going to be included fyi (.flow, 2kki, debris, all that lol) though i do wanna give more underrated ones a look

i never really did like my dad so i don’t care that he left the family but hearing my little sister tell me that he was coming back one day just fucking hurt man

very late to the dying light the beast party but holy fuck up there with the bioshock trilogy on games i wanna remove from my head just so i can experience them again, that final mission nearly made me vomit unrelated posts aside ill probably continue drawing, paused again cuz of an injury

i dont roleplay or try to pass of as a fictionkin account but it does make me smile when people address me as the real soutarou and tatsuki on an alt account but we dont mention that one if it makes someone happy i will continue that charade as long as they want to believe it

whenever i visit my uncle’s family in arizona i know my life is about to get even worse because: i nearly killed myself in arizona got groomed got manipulated (3 times total) got cheated on got broken up with 2 times lost 2 best friends arizona is a genuine curse never fucking go there

started getting suicidal again because i hate how theres at least one major flaw in the people im close to one is: jokingly(?) racist..? i cant tell man another is: in a really weird community another is: hypersexual and can’t control themselves around others

im just gonna rant on the answered prayers shit cause it really is getting to me imagine throwing away over a decade and still counting worth of fame and reputation just because you want to be weird. ive had several friends heartbroken and genuinely really saddened by this -

ill be making a proper pinned post soon i feel like i need one of those

the end of answered prayers. sad to see it get removed off yno but oh well quite the situation i guess

ive been drawing a bit since my arm healed :-) though none of it is ynfg stuff cuz i wanted to do more than that.. random drawing pile first 2 are drawings of myself, one full body, second one headshot only with color third one is an attempt at drawing a furry thing. its my stupid roblox avatar

not a ynfg drawing for once sorry guys do people still care about off i just finished the remaster yesterday #offgame #offrpg

sorry i got an injury on my arm so art will remain paused until it gets better : ( my new art stuff is here though so yay

scrapped doodle thing based off end 3. last one until i get my new art stuff #ynfg #yumenikkifangame #mikanmuzou

art will probably pause for a few days, ordered some proper things so i want to give myself a break so im not burnt out by the time they arrive

i think i just lost my best friend of nearly 6 years, im tired boss i fell asleep on my desk not too long ago so i referenced this one off of the pose i was in #ynfg #yumenikkifangame #mikanmuzou

sometimes i want a more mature friendgroup, im 19 but i act eternally 15 - 17 and it kind of annoys me because i have moments where i act my age and want to talk to other mature adults and forget sometimes that the friends i have right now can be quite stupid at times

dummy listen to this song its really good and its in my tatsou playlist open.spotify.com/track/73TFPi... #ynfg #mikanmuzou #debris #yumenikkifangame

i didnt really think people would like my shitty notebook drawings but if they do ill keep posting....... waow...

sou and tatsuki little drawing from yesterday not too happy about how tats looks here but i really like how i drew sou in this one would i be good at digital art? maybe. i think i draw a little too rough as is #ynfg #mikanmuzou #debris #yumenikkifangame