Stuck in my head this week ❤️ youtu.be/mWL-6Nn0oZs?...

Feels~ @__@ Perfect for belting in the car between home and work XD youtu.be/DvD3vxXf9og?...

Feeling like replaying Final Fantasy 1 again but torn on team composition x_x I usually like Fighter, Thief, WhiteMage, BlackMage because you get to use all the equipment you find/buy But part of me wants to put Monk in there somewhere, probably replacing Thief

🎨: @meramerameron.bsky.social 🐺: Lavender, my fursona 🐴: Jackson, another character of mine Art for my story series, They Grow So Fast 🤩 After Lav and Laike mated, Jackson noticed signs of pregnancy in the big wolf, and started thinking maybe he’d gotten Lav knocked up 🤣😉😈

Long drive was successful :D Hit some slower than a snail traffic after Atlanta, but only lasted about 30 min~ Now back in my room, unpacked :3 Found out our kitchen sink has a clog and is draining into the dishwasher 😑 Maybe I should have stayed on the farm 🤣🤣

Long 4-5 hour drive today :3 Most of my stuff packed up, taking break for breakfast to finish off some food so I don’t have to pack it 🤣 Not looking forward to getting my room back in order when I get home, unpacking 🤣 But Sunday will be mostly relaxing before work starts back Monday :3

Not ready to go home 😑 Last full day of vacation, I want another week 🤣 Must do some packing tonight, then more in the morning D:

More flowers on the farm :D

Grandma’s dog, Rover 🤩 They’re growing peanuts out in the fields he’s looking at in the last pic :3

Some better butterfly pics from the butterfly bush on my grandma’s farm :3

Family update: Brother has no job 🤣 Again 🤣 His wife was supposed to bring a doctor note for being absent due to the ‘dog bite’ that didn’t even break the skin. She didn’t, so they let her go. So brother had to walk out with her because she’s so much more important than keeping his own job.

Butterfly bush with butterflies :D Also, my ability to catch bugs having sexy times has struck again 🤣 Caught two butterflies going at it, flew together, attached, from the bush into a tree 🤣

Mom had us all sign papers last night stating no one’s allowed to sue her in the event of things like a dog bite 🤣 Brother came up in a HORRIBLE attitude, signed his (darn), then tried to forge his wife’s signature on her copy 😑 Copped more attitude when we snapped at him and had him have her sign

Long drive to the farm is successful~ Vacation is now 🤤

In other news, leaving tomorrow for vacation on grandma’s farm, four hours away Struggling with what to pack and how to get it all organized just right Overwhelmed Help Make brain turn off

Family drama report: Brother’s car broke, surprised it lasted this long Mom had to pay almost $300 to get it running, he has no money even though has a job now He had the nerve to ask mom for an extra $250 for medication for his wife, after all the other things he’s bummed off of mom

Am dumb 😑 Ordered some new shoes It auto-filled my address, didn’t think to doublecheck it, it put wrong zip code/city Return to sender processed yesterday… Scrambled my ass to three different post offices hoping to catch the package before it went out, might have to call one that opens Monday

Big anxiety day Old friendship feeling like it’s in late stages of dissolving. Sad Anxiety Feeling a need for bigger, better life somewhere else, just can’t get there yet.

Me writing an email at work yesterday: “Good arfternoon-“ Arfternoon? ARFternoon?? ARF??? Am doggo :3 Arf!

Soogi

Also, chopped off some hair and I’m… not sure it looks ok 🤣
Hopefully it looks good after drying, it tends to fluff up some, maybe that’ll hide my errors 😅🤣

Air conditioning in house broke 🥵 Is 15 degrees higher than where we normally have it 😭 I’m dying in this heat 😭😭 Stepped out of cool shower and immediately sweating 😬👹😤🤬

Bicep/tricep day w/some chest Band pull aparts, stretching Incline press, 10x40lb, 10x25lb Hammer curl, 10 per arm, 25lb Chest fly with band Overhead tricep extension, 20x10lb, debating trying some with 25lb next time Repeat Repeat but without tricep extensions Dinner and protein powder time 🤩

Mini golf was fun, but high heat 🥵 Put sunscreen everywhere, but forgot the back of my neck 🤣 Which would have been ok, but then I tied my hair up 😑 So back of my neck is sunburned~ But fun times :D I started mini golf pretty good, but then the holes got harder and my points SHOT UP 🤣

Big time chest workout done 🥵 Resistance band warmup, pull aparts, chest press, stretch 25lb weights, press, fly, incline press Pushups 40lb weights, press, fly, incline press, as many as could do, finished set with 25lb Pushups Repeat 40lb stuff Burnout band punches, hold, press STRETCH!!!

🎨: @meramerameron.bsky.social 🐺 (left): Me, Lavender 😁🤤 🐺 (right): Laike, another character of mine Additional scene for my They Grow So Fast series on FurAffinity 😈❤️ Laike very much enjoys teasing and showing off Lav’s body, and Lav very much enjoys every bit of it, as much as he may protest 🤤

Mini golf with other furs today @_@ Anxiety is all *flail, panic* 🤣 It’s been YEARS (like 10 at least) since my last furry hangout, and I think I’m only gonna know one person (who I haven’t seen in like 10 years) there, and that helps me be ok with going :D Needing out of the house

In distracting myself with happier news news Stepmom brought a cake to work (she’s our payroll specialist) 🤣 No other reason than she wanted a piece of cake 🤣 She offered me some. Me: “Am I getting Hansel’d and Gretel’d?? Whatever, gimme a plate.” 🤣🤣

Talked to friend on phone earlier, was working, but got a rundown of… a bad irreversible thing her (late?) husband did. Was gonna call her on my lunch break a couple hours ago to talk more. She hasn’t answered or checked messages. Praying she’s just taking a nap. Casually vibrating with anxiety 🫠

If depression ever manifests as its own person, legit, it better watch out because I’m STOMPING ITS FACE IN

I think I’m most of the way through my next chapter for my Take Five rewrite/sequel series 🤩 Having to sacrifice video game time is no fun, but this chapter is STEAMY Though I feel like that’s not saying much with how steamy previous chapters have been 🤣🤣 For now I must go to work D:

Arms feeling like stiff noodles 🤣🤣 Was slight struggle switching shirts 🥵 Gains incoming 🤩

Wednesday workout done, chest, biceps, triceps Warmup: band rows Workout: Chest press (25lb weights) Lateral raises (10lb weights) Band arm curls until tired Tricep kickbacks (10lb weights) Repeated, but switched to 40lb weights for chest press Then repeated without tricep kickbacks STRETCH

Odd dreams all night 😑 In one, I had a secret area in a sewer where I was taking steamy pics/videos of myself Suddenly, while I’m in the middle of some steamy pics, stepmom comes in and is like “Murders are happening here, gtfo! D:” And I’m like “So why are you here?” Then I woke up

Warm up: band pull aparts and band chest press Workout: 20x Incline chest press 25lb weights 10x each arm hammer curl 25lb 20x band chest fly 15x each arm tricep extension 10lb weight Then Incline press 8x40lb, 12x25lb Hammer, fly, tricep - repeat Incline 10x40lb, 10x25lb Hammer, fly - repeat

*flops into floor* Workout done! 🥵 I fully expect to be sore tomorrow 🤣 Biceps, triceps, and some upper chest, all worn out 🤣

Masala tea, garlic butter naan, parmesan naan Food time >:3

That feel when washing self in the shower and my shoulders and pecs are screaming like “But we already worked out yesterday 😭” 🤣

At a Dollar Store, and these guys are just here being cute and staring at me 😭 I… don’t have space… for another plushie! 😤 So I bought one, and his name is Bob. Boba Bob. They’re boba bears! Bearba! Bobear! 🤩🤣

Breakfast and a generous scoop of protein in my water, all now in my gut :D Now for shower before I get ready to help friend pack her (ex?) husband’s stuff X3

Workout today: PECS!!! With resistance band: Pull aparts, chest press, stretch 25lb weights: chest press, fly Pushups 40lb weights: press, as many as I could do, then drop to 25 for the rest, then fly with 25lb Pushups Repeat 40lb and pushups Punch, isometric hold, stretch (all w/band) x2

Workout yesterday: core I’m surprised my abs and thighs aren’t screaming at me o_O Mountain climbers, planks with toe taps, Bicycle crunches, russian twists, Lunges, shoulder press with 25lb weights, Suitcase crunches, lateral raises (10lb weights)

Mom: “Lilly has peed ALL over the floor, everywhere BUT the puppy pad! DX” Me: “Yeah, I don’t think she has organs.” Mom: “… What??? o_o;” Me: “Yeah, no organs.” Mom: “What do you mean?! DX” Me: “I think she traded them to some deity for more piss storage space…” Mom: “o_O … 🤣🤣🤣” Me: “🤣”

If it’s not my family, it’s someone else’s 🫠 A bestest friend is kicking out her (ex?) husband She’s carried him for 12 years and he wouldn’t be there for her He never cleaned when she begged him to help out And when she ended it, he disappeared, put himself in a hospital, and didn’t say which.

In other news, Wednesday workout was… done? o__O Resistance band warmup, rows Then band chest press, 25lb weight lateral raises, dropped to 10lb bc I feel like I need better form 🤣 Band hammer curls until arms are tired Band tricep kickbacks I need to research these, did not feel well worked after.

More family drama the other day 😑 Pushing HARD to see brother and his wife pushed OUT of this house 😤👹 Jobless for a month, and I get it can be hard finding a job, but he’s only applied to two places I know of IN THAT MONTH, so… NOT EVEN TRYING! Bumming gas money off mom, NOT paying his OR wife rent

So I’m eating these bread bites. Dipping them in ranch because tasty. I’m watching Tiktok on my phone. I just tried to dip my bread bite into my phone screen! 🤣🤣🤣 WTF, brain??? 🤣

Also, stealing this because I LOVE me some video game music 😍🤩 Gimme likes for answers ;3

Arms are gonna be sore tomorrow 🥵 Warmup: Resistance band pull-aparts and band chest press Workout: 3x20 chest press, 25lb weights 3x10 hammer curl (per arm), 25lb 3x20 chest fly, resistance band 2x15 overhead tricep extension, 10lb (my triceps are WEAK 🤣 But working on that 😈) Then STRETCH