I started therapy and you don't really realize how much small bad moments in childhood fks you up forever until it's spelled out to you.

Valentine’s Day was extra special this year. Sent me flowers and ordered me a nice dinner and had a FaceTime dinner date. 💕💕💕💕

Life update: - I can hammer curl 20 lbs. - I can do 1 hr+ on the stairmaster. - My mans and I agreed to elope. Probably December 1st. - I’m cold all of the time. - I’m hungry all of the time but eat like a linebacker. Okay bye.

Everyone thinks court is serious but the judge, lawyer, prosecutor were cracking the 6 7 brain rot before a trial. 😆

My bf got me a shirt that says “ MILF - Man I love frogs” because during one of our first FaceTimes I was outside catching toads in my backyard and putting them in my pockets.

F-15E Strike Eagle

At last 💕💕💕

TODAY I GET TO SEE MY MANS AFTER 4 MONTHS APART AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

My boyfriend gets to come home early for 2 and a half weeks. Beyond excited. 🥹❤️❤️❤️

It’s a strange experience when a coworker dies. We get to see the passionate side of them, their intelligence and their dedication. Then boom. They are just gone but their stuff is still there like they are going to come back. Makes it even more difficult when this person was my college prof.

This time last year I was 90 lbs heavier so that’s pretty cool.

1 year sober & since I started my weight loss journey. I’ve got 7 lbs left until the end goal. Life is so good 🎉

I’m still alive and I chopped off my hair

Family expecting me to appraise antiques for them for free is getting super old. My stepmom sent me pics of 10 different items wanting market value without asking or saying please. 🙄 If your family member has their own business and/or specific expertise, don’t abuse that. 🫩

369 days until the distance ends for good but who’s counting. 👀

Antiques Roadshow is the jam.

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Overheard a 'friend' of mine saying how she's worried about me because I'm so skinny and I'm starting to 'look anorexic'. But then gets mad when I say I'm worried about her bc she has type 2 diabetes. Be so fr. Honestly never used to get this much shit from anyone when I was fat. Crazy. 🙃

I love how I turn 31 and I’m suddenly plagued with baby fever. Make it stopppppp 🫣

I was told to start tracking my calories and oh boy am I under eating everyday. I thought I was always meeting my calorie goals. 😅 somehow need to find a way to consume 500+ more calories a day when I’m not hungry. 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

Developing mild Rhabdo wasn’t on my bucket list for the weekend. Wasn’t bad enough where I needed to be hospitalized but damn. This sucks. 😭

God I’m so in love. 🥹💕 Here’s to 31.

Kinda feel like disappearing for a while. Everything is fine & I’m still super happy but social media just doesn’t serve me right now. See y’all whenever 🫡

This will forever be the biggest flex of my life. #weightloss #fitness

Just bought my skin care prescription off a sneaky sneaky website for a fraction of the price, and according the Reddit, it’s legit. Shit was costing me $100 vs $27. 🙄

September 2024 me would absolutely not believe September 2025 me.

Gains. #fitness #weightloss

My trainer said if I want to start seeing better results I gotta stop watching those TikTok recipes and start eating like a dog and they were right 😭😭😭😭 Chicken and rice, raw dogging tuna, egg whites. I got 10 more lbs of this shit. Send me strength.

Weighed it at 150 lbs today. Not too shabby for starting December 2024. 74 lbs down. #weightloss #fitness

Started incorporating abs in to my workouts and holy shit. I’m so sore. 🥲

Technology confuses me because my “dead” ram slot on my motherboard started to work again after months???? HELLO????

Volunteered for our historical society and my first project is tracking down 50+ Revolutionary war soldiers graves and verifying they lived in my city. I love a good challenge. 😎

Got a Starbucks Pumpkin Spice Latte this morning only to realize why I prefer the small coffee shop up the road. Plus, almost $7 for a medium coffee is criminal.

I love this mannnn. 😩

This cut is killing me. Idk how much more chicken and rice I can eat. Lmfao. 😭

I got my thyroid tested and turns out I have hypothyroidism 😭 which makes sense why I have always had to work 10x harder to lose weight. Have to wait 5 months to test again and maybe go on meds for it. Pain.

I have a feeling this time next year my life is going to be even more beautiful than it already is & I can’t wait for that. 🌼

Crazy to think this time last year I didn’t care about my health or anything and now I’m a raging gym addict who does indeed care. Life is weird but change is cool.

Upped my Wellbutrin dose and that extra dopamine is amazing. 😌 brain go brrrrr.

First pumpkin spice latte of the season 🎃✨

Leg day my beloved. ✨

I have 5 months left on my medication that has helped me beat my eating disorder. I’m very nervous because it has helped me so much. But happy that I have made a lot of progress. Got referred to an outpatient treatment program to start after to keep me on track. But damn. I’m in my healing era. 😤

I know he’s the one because he has put up with me crashing the fuck out 4 times over the past 48 hours lmfaoooo.

Progress photos are sooo important when you start your weight loss journey. Take those photos. They will help you later when you’re having that body dysmorphia. 🥲

Just over 9 months sober. Fuck alcohol. 🥳

It’s amazing what some of y’all let people get away with when said person is popular. 🤨

Trying to eat more to maintain my weight is actually extremely hard. I feel like I’m eating enough but when I go to count my calories for the day, I’m always very short. Pain. 🥲

Debating the idea of selling/ rehoming my VR gear, US only: •(6) 3.0 Vive trackers •(3) 2.0 base stations, they are a bit scuffed up but work great •Pair of fairly new knuckles •Index headset with fairly new cord •Would also give away my ceiling dollies I’ll let y’all know what I decide to do. 😛

Ever since I lost weight my armpits have become insanely difficult to shave lmfaoooo 😭😭😭

45ish more days until he’s back for a few days. 🥺 miss him sm.