Been designing a ton of OCs like Trixy... Then Trixy looked bad so I redesigned them

some things still get me emotional, which is fine, I feel so I'm human

Imagine being called "mr" it makes me feel so joyous (grew attached to they/them, I accept my biological body [usually] but ideally I want to be referred to without any gender as I see my own gender as useless and bothersome...)

2026 is my year actually, life is going to throw trash at me but I memorized the attack patterns, I'm good with people liking my stuff on a healthy level but I been dealing with too many rather unfortunate people showing adoration and obsession over me for being too kind, not this year... or anymore

So I'm processing the fact my idea is working out for once... maybe the underlying goal is actually pretty good... just seeing all my friends that I know would like to be a part of this grand design I came up with after so many years of failing makes me feel a certain positive way

so like... happy new year?

I been introduced to Limbus Company, and all I did tonight is play for 5 hours straight... it is now 3am

guess I'll die tomorrow

Diabolical outbreak modifier (baby boom, from 50k -> 1.6m)

idk chat it's just a pear

"let me start inviting my friends into my project... what can go wrong..." me at 3am trying to comprehend how my friend is writing their world from my world, while their world sees my world as a story:

Do I share my awful art I make for a game I hyperfix with some of my friends?

I peaked todaym this thing I formulated after 857 failed revisions is... bloody beautiful... I cannot go further, this is it, the configuration my project needs

I'M BACK IN THE KITCHEN AGAIN! OH MY GOD, I'M SO WHIMSY :3

😌

me on my way to draft all my close friends into my magnum opus

I'm going to do it again

my ability to recognize media from games I never played, but heard about amazes me

cooked some literature for a dumb AU thing me and a friend made up in a server that I'm sitting here like "silence, I own this kitchen"

my personal wish to be just like them... but afraid of people getting angry

today I learned something that irreparably damaged my brain, and my knowledge of anatomy... I'm never recovering from this information

just wanted to showcase this thing I made with my roblox avatar

my main goal is to have all my former and current besties fight in a pit, wanna see who is the realest bestie

also I'm one whimsical entity :3

bonus! I learned a lot about certain issues present online, probs gonna implement what I learned in my writing for the main project

me when I see that all the tasks I just did in bulk for coding, work (my school tests them, but provide the inputs and outputs):

Sympathy is the worst gift one can give to me, i want everyone to be happy, not sympathize with me :)

I DO NOT have a spotify wrapped, I DO NOT get a discord checkpoint, and I DO NOT have a youtube recap, I reminisce about my year in my head, and if I don't remember something, it was NOT important

I'm likely to actually do a collab episode for the main project, this means more work :3

I fucking love angst actually

homework makes me want to commit unspeakable things (when your answer is 5 but the program demands 5.0)

making games suddenly feel pretty boring to me, I'm seeing a ton of cool as hell application and software ideas from places and go: "fuck... why make a game that was probably done before when I can code some dumb app (that has also been done before) that serves a purpose for projects :3

help

got to play a game with some nice people, traumatized one by being dumb, copper is my new favorite metal

starting to adopt the name Trixy for Tixxy, Tixxy is too roblox coded and if Roblox does go down I want Tixxy to have a chance to survive as my own OC, same with Bux who became Buck (and their family name is shot, so Buck Shot and Trixy Shot) ദ്ദി ᗜˬᗜ✧

I'm never making it big, I'm far too cancelable :P

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CATTO IS BACK!

I feel only Malice and Destruction, I'm not allowed happiness

A little over 2 years ago I was at a horrifying part in my life... A 7 month period that altered my personal life for the worst, today after wanting to feed my curiosity and see how much it hurts, I felt respite, remember even if you went through hell, if you remain standing, you will heal ❤️‍🩹

"while you are at this school you are entitled to this small storage and webpage"

Finally, a very messed up but relatively normal character for my project

test result: yes it works, wow

we testing stuff... yay www.twitch.tv/justhexyl

ever since I found a music I loved listening to from a youtube channel, the urge to do a U-Boat battle has been strong

the smoll one lives in the garage now, and they are completely potty trained (they actually ran outside and dug a hole, absolute legend that cat), I'm now for sure taking it to the vet eventually, they will be our little silly catto :3 (I also hope their eye is nothing serious)

been writing down my thoughts of more darker quality to a private place, today was about Hexverse stuff, I know this goes to other account but, got huge rewrite ideas, guess we can say mental clarity hours, okay bye

we got 2 silly stray cats showing up every now and then, they are really friendly, the big one is so scared of everything, like a rabbit, I named him Jojo, and then we got the small brave one, whom my sister named Aizen, I hope they keep returning and stuff, maybe one day we can take them to a vet

how to send over 2GBs of data to my friend... ah yes chop them up to 10mb pieces via 7z, use a bot to upload my 124 files into 2 separate discord channels 62-62 each, then use this same bot with a nifty UI to make the bot download the files and assemble them where my friend wants it