so... this is what it feels like to distort

got my vibes refilled by hanging out on a stream with cool people, fills me with ideas and motivation

how do you like my bleed team now, bitch

well I got what I wanted from my workspace... but at what cost...

so called "free thinkers" when they have to google something and read the first result to realize something is not as bad as it's made to be, instead of following the herd of people inflating situations and doomsaying:

lowkey dunno what to post anymore, and my health is starting to decline again, maybe I should just push my projects

Yeah... I think I'm done with this internet thing, thank you, I will be growing wheat and peas if anybody needs me

we do a little GPU underclocking so my PSU stops throwing an OCP fault

all 10s!

I escaped the psych ward again

never through a cockroach would become a favorite character of mine, but here we are

Valentine's day is tomorrow... I dread that holiday, not because I'm single or anything but because I was mentally destroyed by my ex right before it, right before the first time I could celebrate it... It sucks to see this holiday tained but... This is this and that is that... 💔

I'm going to take a hiatus until people learn to just enjoy life, it's tiring

Joyous me, I'm feeling very happy about my progress in story writing

This account is cancelled... reason: my tummy hurty

the average perception of the immune system: oh it kills things not meant to be in my body! my perception of the immune system:

hee hee hee~ I'm actually reaching a mental state that is going to push my writing project to beyond what I dreamed was possible... Is this the... "Poet's Insanity" I kept seeing inside poets and writers during my school years? this untamed genius and insane ideas, that create amazing worlds?

You will now nail your local AI to a wall with 11 inch nails, you are compelled to grab a hammer, and nail that AI to the wall with your stack of 11 inch nails

I actually hate this thing :)

so apparently "Molecular Beverage Printers" was a real technology, that failed, and I'm going to defile it's grave for my writing project

I do not like the implications here Rimworld...

I'm so going to delegate social media stuff to somebody in my group because lowkey idk how to use social media effectively so people see what I post lol

🐧

I love when I get self-aware and feel absolutely irrelevant and useless, I should do more work but I should try to keep in touch with friends...

I cooked

Since I don't really algomax most people that follow me don't see my posts, altho ideally also because a lot of the people who follow me here know me on discord and might also be a part of the silly project of mine... So yay

Been designing a ton of OCs like Trixy... Then Trixy looked bad so I redesigned them

some things still get me emotional, which is fine, I feel so I'm human

Imagine being called "mr" it makes me feel so joyous (grew attached to they/them, I accept my biological body [usually] but ideally I want to be referred to without any gender as I see my own gender as useless and bothersome...)

2026 is my year actually, life is going to throw trash at me but I memorized the attack patterns, I'm good with people liking my stuff on a healthy level but I been dealing with too many rather unfortunate people showing adoration and obsession over me for being too kind, not this year... or anymore

So I'm processing the fact my idea is working out for once... maybe the underlying goal is actually pretty good... just seeing all my friends that I know would like to be a part of this grand design I came up with after so many years of failing makes me feel a certain positive way

so like... happy new year?

I been introduced to Limbus Company, and all I did tonight is play for 5 hours straight... it is now 3am

guess I'll die tomorrow

Diabolical outbreak modifier (baby boom, from 50k -> 1.6m)

idk chat it's just a pear

"let me start inviting my friends into my project... what can go wrong..." me at 3am trying to comprehend how my friend is writing their world from my world, while their world sees my world as a story:

Do I share my awful art I make for a game I hyperfix with some of my friends?

I peaked todaym this thing I formulated after 857 failed revisions is... bloody beautiful... I cannot go further, this is it, the configuration my project needs

I'M BACK IN THE KITCHEN AGAIN! OH MY GOD, I'M SO WHIMSY :3

😌

me on my way to draft all my close friends into my magnum opus

I'm going to do it again

my ability to recognize media from games I never played, but heard about amazes me

cooked some literature for a dumb AU thing me and a friend made up in a server that I'm sitting here like "silence, I own this kitchen"

my personal wish to be just like them... but afraid of people getting angry

today I learned something that irreparably damaged my brain, and my knowledge of anatomy... I'm never recovering from this information

just wanted to showcase this thing I made with my roblox avatar

my main goal is to have all my former and current besties fight in a pit, wanna see who is the realest bestie