and now I gotta plan a photoshoot so I can change all my profile pictures 😩 being a girl is tuff stuff 😔🎀

I didn’t get home till late last night but finally living my dream life as a natural redhead ❤️🤓

A NEW YOUTUBE VLOG IS LIVE! 📣 I am finally feeling better and able to finish up the videos I had half edited since LAST MONTH😭 , I'm hoping to have 1-2 more scheduled before the Japan content begins, so don't forget to subscribe to keep with me and my travels! www.youtube.com/watch?v=kV_8...

I healed just in time for my hair appointment OHH YEAAHHH

I was putting tiger balm on the back of my leg but some got on my arm and I didn’t realize and now my arm is cold and tingling nooo 😭

as a manga reader imma need y’all to chill with these akaza edits, wasn’t ready 2 yrs ago and I still am not ready ✋🏼✋🏼✋🏼

You can now buy my book IN PERSON at an incredible discount! So proud to announce a partnership with the best boba shop in KC (my go-to!) Takao Tea 🥰🥹 13784 S Black Bob Rd Olathe, KS 66062 United States

silver lining to my absence, been really enjoying playing animal crossing again to pass the time, I’m finally gonna have an island again🥹

to all the friends who have donated, reached out, and sent kind messages I appreciate y’all so much🫂💖 I’m sorry if I’ve been bad/delayed at responding as my spoons have been low, but please know from the bottom of my heart everyone’s kindness means so much rn 🫶🏽

today is World Suicide Prevention Day 💛 talking about suicide doesn't cause it. it's okay to ask for help from your friends, family, or mental health professionals. openness & empathy help destigmatize mental health. ⬇ check the thread for immediate resources ⬇ #worldsuicidepreventionday

Happy Peak of the Week (wednesday) ✨ I’m live now attempting to get my life together 🥰 twitch.tv/sheilur

on wednesdays we wear pink! come hangout with your fav. pink umbrella! I have a few game keys to give out today. 🌸

live and working on a new crochet project! twitch.tv/orzulsplace

Since I will likely miss most of Subtember, I did make a small kofi goal to help me out this month, anything truly helps, and any donos over $50 I will be sending letters to💌 Thank you again for being there for me and believing in me, hopefully I can return soon, I miss y’all🫶🏽 ko-fi.com/kavaryia

the past 4yrs I have been making quite stable recovery, but these past few weeks have truly taken me out, and I am left no choice but to ask for help at this time. I have went to emergency appointments and gotten different meds, but so far the progress is gradual 2/3

Hi friends, I’ve been quite absent from online spaces for the past few weeks, and I think it’s come to a point I need to explain why, below is an announcement from my Discord server from almost 2weeks ago now It has been difficult for me to come to terms with this flare up 1/3

Hi friends, I’ve been quite absent from online spaces for the past few weeks, and I think it’s come to a point I need to explain why, below is an announcement from my Discord server from almost 2weeks ago now It has been difficult for me to come to terms with this flare up 1/3

the day I meet the person who made the in app video editor on tiktok is the day I LOSE MY MIND WHY IS YOUR APP CRASHING WHY LET US EDIT IN THERE IF YOU CANT HANDLE IT WHHHYYYY😭

weekly vlog is UP :3 i got to meet @karqueuetie.bsky.social and @allieboballi.bsky.social IRL for the first time and had such a good time. i miss them lots. <3 this one is slightly more chaotic than my past vlogs, but going down memory lane was so fun youtu.be/HVvvowadxao?...

THIS IS AN INSANE DEAL IF YOU HAVE BEEN WANTING TO PLAY ACE ATTORNEY!!!!

finally inspired to restart my animal crossing island and make a new one, don’t talk to me for the next 2 months

how the HECK did I used to watch the ghost whisperer dude this shit is brutal I’m getting wrekt😭😭😭

at least when I look back on this week I can tell people I got to try the crumbl Dubai Chocolate brownie 🙂‍↕️🤎 (i’m in pain let me have this win chat)

apparently we can change our palia names now when i first signed up I didnt realize what that name would be and I made it *Kaviar Kwoissant*🥐 part of me wants to change it, but another part loves it so much WHAT SHOULD I DOOOOOO😫

had to move my first ever foodie collab on monday because my back has just not gotten better I hate this 😔

whenever I feel like I’m getting 1-2 steps forward with my health there’s always something that makes me have to go right back 😭 I hate feeling mentally motivated but physically incapable rn😞

hello hello i'm streaming on time? a miracle ~ ✨🎧 www.twitch.tv/kavaryia/

what the actual hecky is up with roblox all i have ever played is dress to impress, apparently they are protecting PREDATORS???😭

if anyone would like to treat me for my bday today on @throne.com 💛 throne.com/beezhawn all the forehead smooches for you 💋

pretending im not violently nauseous while co-working today 😷🫠📝 www.twitch.tv/kavaryia/

hey, im back! 🌺 twitch.tv/sheilur

streams are back this week! 🎧⋆✴︎˚｡⋆ I have been filming a lot recently and can't wait to show y'all what I've been up to!˙✧˖°📷 ༘ ⋆°

first stream this week let's get this shit DONE !!!📝🎧😤 www.twitch.tv/kavaryia/

NEW SEASON OF VAMPIRE KNIGHT BEFORE OHSHC IS CRUELL😭😩

I’m not able to stream today, but it’s also the last day to hit Tier 1 of the Plus Program! We’re 5 points away (95/100)‼️ If you’re able to support, I would be so grateful! I have cute emotes 🥺 www.twitch.tv/subs/sheilur

i'm live with some co-working today!🎧 let's get our tasks done! 📝✨ www.twitch.tv/kavaryia/

your virtual blunt rotation is now open! 🍃 come vibe with us while we get back into ffxiv 🗡️ • twitch.tv/toastedlatte

I already eat tuna mayo onigiris all the time here I’m gonna be a absolute menace in japan 😩🍙 (proof of my onigiri from today)

live and I PLAN TO WIN TODAY!! shura endingg here we come twitch.tv/orzulsplace

I don’t even like regular music anymore all I know is KDH, I must seal the honmoon 😫🙂‍↕️

it's a chill tuesday but we still gotta get our work done!📝😤 low energy co-working on stream today! 🎧 www.twitch.tv/kavaryia/

get ready for some streams this week! ✨📝💖 we are also continuing to watch Fruits Basket (2001) in the discord too!🎧

another day, another co-work😪 let's get some SHIT DONNEE!!!🤓 www.twitch.tv/kavaryia/

AHHH THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 300SUBS ON YOUTUBE🥹❤️✨ went to bed last night at 298 hoping we’d hit just 300, we are well past that now 🥺 your support means so much 🫶🏽

we are live, it's been a hectic day, let's unwind together! 💖 www.twitch.tv/kavaryia/

˙✧˖°📷are the weekly vlogs back?! this weekend we get in to some cooking and meal preps! but that never stops me from visiting a cute cafe hehe 🍽️｡✮☕ www.youtube.com/watch?v=8pkY...

AHHH THEY ANNOUNCED SEASON 2 of Pokemon Concierge I CANT wait!!! 🩵

cOmE wItH me To GeT tHe DuBaI ChOcOlAtE LaBuBu MaTcHa SuNdAe ✨😮‍💨 (no but seriously let’s go)

meal prep ❌❌❌ prep for my meals ✅✅✅ my kitchen bout to be SICK of me today 😮‍💨