I'm generally feeling very angry at myself and disillusioned today.

Debating going to Gundam night tonight. Just feeling overall deflated lately.

I've always wanted to own a Primarch, paint it up all pretty, and have it in my collection to be all proud of, but it's just never worked out that way.

Debating going to Gundam night tonight. Just feeling overall deflated lately.

I'm thinking of just...taking a break or outright quitting a handful of things. Just simplifying my life even further.

Use only one art piece to convince people to follow YOU!

Well, the most expensive things on the kids' wishlists? $65, $35 and $35 in that order. So if I can sell a couple of things or get some work for at least THAT much, I can cover those.

I always feel like I'm waiting for things to happen. I want to be in control of my destiny for once dammit.

A spread of the kiddo's favorite Hazbin characters, for the fun of it. (I myself am fond of Niffty and my Spouse loves Lucifer.)

The Newtype Challenge was such a disappointment. -_-. I washed out hard the first two rounds, and a family event caused me to have to drop right after that. The event itself was great, but not getting more play and better results sucked hard.

Ugh...round 1 and I got stomped. Not a great start. -_-

A spread of the kiddo's favorite Hazbin characters, for the fun of it. (I myself am fond of Niffty and my Spouse loves Lucifer.)

Fueling up with the breakfast of champions. Mac n Cheese that is a troubling pink color.

Today is Newtype Challenge Mission 2! Can we bring home a Zeta Gundam? Haha probably not. Can we bring home a Kamille? It's possible! I'm a woman on a mission, so we'll see what happens this afternoon! #gundamtcg #gundam #gundamcardgame

Pretty much all our kids' Xmas wishlists are full of Hazbin Hotel merch this year. I'm not surprised.

I really just want to have a holiday season where we don't have to worry about stuff. That's it.

The next Gundam Newtype Challenge is this Sunday, and I don't have a lot of confidence that I'll even place. -_- I'm going from playing the deck I WANT to play to playing the deck I think has the best chance of winning. (Because I don't have the cards to make it work.) I despise playing Meta decks

I repost because it's cool art and it's my kiddo's work, which makes it double cool.

I'm still in need of funds for the holidays, so you know, if you need work done let me know?

Human Vox but in my art style👀he’s such a freak I love him 💕 #hazbinhotels2 #vox #hazbin #hazbinhotel #voxhazbinhotel #hazbinhotelseason2

*Takes like $200 worth of MTG rares to FLGS. Gets $50 in trade. Feels bad.*

For Xmas this year I just want my kids to get some gifts. I don't need anything myself.

For Xmas this year I just want my kids to get some gifts. I don't need anything myself.

I had to go out and get handicap parking tags for the car the other day. While I recognize why my doctor says I should have them, it also feels bad, man.

Good morning !

Had the weirdest frigging dream where I worked in a game store and I had to fight through a series of cartoonish inconveniences to get the store open on time. Like, falling girders, sudden storms, packs of feral dogs, that sort of thing.

Raising money for Xmas is hard. I've had no bites on commission slots, and haven't found any part time work that can accommodate my whole chronic illness issues. I'd sell MTG and Pokemon cards, but most stores would likely just bulk it out. I don't have any more minis to sell either. #xmas

Raising money for Xmas is hard. I've had no bites on commission slots, and haven't found any part time work that can accommodate my whole chronic illness issues. I'd sell MTG and Pokemon cards, but most stores would likely just bulk it out. I don't have any more minis to sell either. #xmas

After a year of hardships and financial nonsense I no longer have any Age of Sigmar army or 40k army to build off of and play. And this kind of makes me really sad.

After a year of hardships and financial nonsense I no longer have any Age of Sigmar army or 40k army to build off of and play. And this kind of makes me really sad.

I'm still looking to do the thing! If you're picking up a holiday battle force box, I'll paint it for box cost even! Contact me and let's make some stuff happen eh?

I basically spent all day sleeping yesterday. Only to wake up really late at night, do a couple of meaningless things, and now...I'm going back to bed. What a fulfilling weekend.

I'm still looking to do the thing! If you're picking up a holiday battle force box, I'll paint it for box cost even! Contact me and let's make some stuff happen eh?

I'm going to keep promoting myself, because my skills are worth it, and I need to earn enough to meet my goal for Xmas for the kiddos!

I'm going to keep promoting myself, because my skills are worth it, and I need to earn enough to meet my goal for Xmas for the kiddos!

Up to some BS right now. #Ageofsigmar #wip #warhammer

Because I can, and this is pretty much the only work I can do! I get funds to buy my kids Xmas gifts, and you get painted tiny plastic people! It's a win-win! #commissions #miniatures #miniaturepainting #Warhammer

I finally got a thing put together! It's big! #gunpla #gundam

Because I can, and this is pretty much the only work I can do! I get funds to buy my kids Xmas gifts, and you get painted tiny plastic people! It's a win-win! #commissions #miniatures #miniaturepainting #Warhammer

I'd like to paint some miniatures for you! I'm in need of some funds to give my kids an Xmas, so I wanna use my skills to make that happen. I'll start work on your project just after the new year! So if you've got a holiday army that needs paint and wanna help, hit me up! #miniatures #commissions

I'd like to paint some miniatures for you! I'm in need of some funds to give my kids an Xmas, so I wanna use my skills to make that happen. I'll start work on your project just after the new year! So if you've got a holiday army that needs paint and wanna help, hit me up! #miniatures #commissions

Now to figure out where a mostly homebound chronic pain ridden trans gal whose only talent is miniatures painting can make some holiday cash for her family..

Me getting ready to sell a TCG card so I can start putting some stuff aside for the kids' Xmas gifts. My spouse giving me the death eye because they know it's a card I love to death, but I love my kids more.

I've got a pair of sleeping boys.

I think I just really need someone to talk to who just...gets it. And I don't think that's possible. Because who really gets you?

If I were allowed to buy big extravagant things, I'd love some of those Warhammer Holiday boxes. These ones specifically. Haha.

I feel like I'm hitting a brick wall with Gundam. I'm either bad at it or I lost the sauce. Don't know which yet.

I like sleep. It's like a time machine to get you through the rough stuff until better things happen.