I get not wanting to read AI stuff but this whole witch hunt, like analyzing every single word for signs of the most terrible thing, is getting ridiculous. Especially when the vast majority is still written by humans, for free and in their own time. It honestly looks kind of unhinged

Tbh lately the urge to delete all my accounts has been stronger than ever. Nothing new here but I feel like I don’t fit in anywhere. I don’t know what to say, I don’t know how to comment on anything. I open my tl and all I feel is emptiness. Like I don’t belong to any community

Ready, Player One? New art for the amazing fic "The Warlock's Shadow" by EcrirePourVivre #henrycreel #janehopper #strangerthings

I’m about ready to fckn delete twitter. I’ve been watching this dumpster fire for days and I’m so done. Americans trying to educate Russians on who our indigenous peoples are and who the native Russians are. Honestly, it’s hilarious. I know hot takes are free but don’t get too bold

Lord, have mercy

I also want my own merch of Henry and Eddie 😭🫠

If I make it through this year, I’m going to bind one fic

A while back I thought about it and realized I feel ashamed leaving comments like that, they feel manipulative to me. As if I expect the writer to drop everything and focus on my needs. I might be dying to know what happens next asap but that’s entirely my problem as a reader?

He’s pouting

Worst news I’ve heard today

Why can’t people just be a little nicer to each other? Everyone handles heat differently. I literally passed out from the stuffiness today and I’ve been bedridden all day. Yeah, I’ve got an AC but I still have to walk the dog, and he’s struggling too.

I wasn’t made for summers this hot

Only 5k? Should I just kill myself, then? Seems like I’m not that talented

Just now Cooper and I helped two lost German tourists get to their hotel. I was really touched that they considered me safe enough to help, even though I’m still far from being as friendly as the locals. I’ve always thought I looked pretty unapproachable. They didn’t speak English but

I know I’m being really insufferable right now. I’m sick of myself too

Can people please not repost art they didn’t draw? The reblog button literally exists

Didn’t manage to order Jamie’s hoodie in time 😭 Completely sold out

The hardest part for me is that my brain can’t come up with a single reason to keep going, even if things get better. Because on a bigger scale my life will never be ‘normal’ again. I won’t get citizenship here. I probably won’t get it anywhere else. And I can’t go back home

I’ve been feeling like crap emotionally all day. If you’ve got any pictures that might cheer me up, please drop them in the comments. Only if you want to, of course

What deeply saddens me is that I’ve started having trouble sleeping. Over the last couple of weeks I’ve been falling asleep around 2 am, even though I wake up at 6 am. Trying to nap during the day just fails. If you’ve seen a panda on the streets of Belgrade, that’s me

One P. S. I just wanted a new pfp #henrycreel #strangerthings

Art block is finally easing up; alas, my stress level isn’t. Gonna finish my new pfp and then move on to commissions (I’ve received my foreign currency bank cards and almost set up my PayPal). @iconicament3.bsky.social, I’m looking at you respectfully 🌚

I’m starting to tell Serbs and Russians apart when I walk Cooper. A fellow Russian never asks questions, we just look at each other like survivors crawling out of a coal mine. We can stand in complete silence for 40 minutes while our dogs hang out. Back in Moscow we lived near a park,

I’m completely numb with apathy, I can’t get my act together or crawl out of my shell. With all the stress and having to save every penny I’m eating once a day and I’ve lost a ton of weight. I don’t want to do anything. And still no job

As a frontend engineer I’m finding this absolutely hilarious lmao

EcrirePourVivre says the gays do make a lot of things better. I kinda agree. Happy Pride Month, everyone. I meant to draw a kiss but this came out more like the moment right before it. But don't worry, an actual kiss is definitely coming too #creelson #henrycreel #eddiemunson #strangerthings

My emotional thread broke out of my cozy little twt bubble and now I’m getting anxious. Well, because it’s twitter yk

20+ years in fandoms, and I’ve read so much weird stuff that I genuinely don’t give a shit who ships what. I don’t have a single squick that would make me drop a fic. I always ignore tags, except when an author leaves their own notes, those are always hilarious.

He looks so silly and clueless that I just can’t stop smiling

Look who’s alive!

I gotta be honest, when a steddie shipper likes or comments on my creelson art, that’s one of the biggest compliments I can get

Sadly, in my experience, it’s not always received as a gift or a compliment. Sorry, but that one time, even though it was just once, really broke my heart

Lord, give me the strength to get used to this heat

I still haven’t watched a single episode of Euphoria. I’m honestly scared of who I’ll turn into afterward. Like, I might actually lose it. I’ll probably just watch the Nate and Jules scenes and pretend it ends at season two. The rest is just collective hallucination

I love making fanart for fics. Honestly, I might be more into that than coming up with my own ideas. Probably because I’m scared mine aren’t good enough. A couple of times people actually wrote fics based on my art, and that was the best feeling ever

I saw spoilers for The Boys finale and I’m so fucking disappointed. ST, Euphoria and now The Boys. At this point I’m just gonna stop watching shows and getting emotionally attached. They always pull some degrading crap on fans at the end anyway

Pelmeni, vareniki and khinkali - my answer is yes. Always 🤌

For real, this is the best gift I’ve gotten in years. I know I’ve said it before, but I haven’t had this much fun drawing in forever. Once I got used to the brushes in Procreate… yeah, good luck prying me away from my iPad now

For some reason I feel like I’m finally ready to start my own art account on ig

This is just me having fun making fanart for "The Warlock's Shadow". So, Henry's introducing Alice to Eddie but Eddie, even though this is supposed to be a family thing, is way more into Henry himself #eddiemunson #henrycreel #creelson #strangerthings

Since I started taking drawing courses to get better and focus on more detailed work, I feel like I’m drawing (and will keep drawing) slower and slower. So yeah, at least 30-40 hours per art is my reality right now

My biggest fear right now is that my life will never get better again. That it’s shattered forever. That I won’t find a job and will end up on the street

This weekend we finally have nothing going on, so I think I’m just going to lie around and draw, god knows I need it

You know, sometimes I think about my family and how I grew up and I honestly don’t get how I turned out the way I did. It’s like against all odds I became the exact opposite of what I was supposed to be

Thanks to Euphoria s3 my one and only piece of natejules fanart (for now at least) is now my most popular on AO3. This fandom is starving

When I said I was afraid to draw mlm ships, I wasn’t joking. But now I can

I have to say it. I’ve really missed you all, guys

Creelson

You have no idea what kind of ideas this has sparked in my head. Just hang on tight