I really don’t like the fact that my mental state has made me very sensitive. Recently there was a very innocent situation, but it hurt me, and I realize that my trust in this person has melted away in an instant

I hate choosing things because I always have second thoughts. I like the corgi hoodie, but it’s too cute for me (don’t feel like that rn). The second one conveys my mood, but it’s on the edge of what’s allowed

Vogel im Käfig: Chapter 1 archiveofourown.org/works/705809... #haladriel #saurondriel | first age canon divergence | prison mates au | 4.1k | Ch 1/? | T

I just had a very difficult extraction of two teeth and the immediate placement of implants in my jawbone. It’s going to be a very interesting week, and I hope I don’t go crazy (and that I’ll be able to sleep tonight)

My beautiful boy

I had a conflict with a teacher at school, if you can call it that. I have a facial muscle hypertonia, that’s why I almost always smile (or smiled). My teacher constantly yelled at me that I wasn’t the damn Mona Lisa to smile mysteriously at her

People can't seriously write such things. If someone justifies the use of AI, then they don't deserve any fan content

Terrible news. Again

Farmer’s son

I don’t know where to look for a new home or if I’ll ever find one

The biggest thanks ever to caraxesluvr on X for this amazing piece of art that I commissioned. I don't want to spoil the fic but if you read it then you'll know! #haladriel

I hope to participate this year

I understand my vitamin B12 levels have started to improve: my lips turned black due to the deficiency, but this week they have finally started to return to their normal color

Cooper is asked to model for a famous dog-gear brand. Fingers crossed for him to become a supaw star 😁

My mind is gradually slipping into an endless cycle of stress, and I'm increasingly concerned about my ability to survive the next year

I don’t have enough fandom interaction but I also don’t know where to find the time for it. I feel like an outsider and a stranger at this celebration of life

I’m insanely sad in every sense, so here are photos of my dog with his friend

I have a couple of ideas that I really like. I hope I don’t overestimate my skills, and everything will turn out well

I think the most obvious thing that gets forgotten or not thought about at all during shipping wars is that the other side also loves what you love. With a nuance, but still loves it. Usually the other party doesn’t appear as a person at all, just a set of irritating symbols

I hope people who harass fans for liking anti-heroes understand that without these characters, their favorite stories would be bland and boring. Good guys would never be the same without bad guys

Thinking about opening commissions closer to October. I'll finish most of wips by then

I decided to re-render my old work with the armor (when Galadriel tries it on). Halbrand looks like Jesus now lol

I haven’t said that in a long time. But I want to come up with something epic

Chapter 8, Broken sleep of One is finally on... archiveofourown.org/works/620992...

Ch 52, the solution, part III: the shield. Galadriel receives her ring from the Mírdain - and it works even better than she expected 💍 🔗: archiveofourown.org/works/600286...

Considering that I'm emotionally burned out, should I create votes what to draw next? I want to draw but it's very difficult for me to choose an idea for art these days. I can doubt it until the apocalypse

I’m finally drawing 🫩🤌

Tread Softly Because You Tread On My Dreams Rating: M Sequel(ish) to Had I The Heavens' Embroidered Cloths Ngl I'm pretty close tonight to just deleting all my shit. So if even one person reads this I'd really appreciate it. #Haladriel archiveofourown.org/works/69028371

Yesterday (August 10th) my hubby and I celebrated our seventh anniversary. We met that day and never parted again. Yes, he annoys me at times, but I love him very much. Let us have many more years together 🫶

Mairon kneels over the remnants of who he once was. Who he made himself to be. (For her.) #haladriel #theringsofpower 🔗: archiveofourown.org/works/68737581

I think I’ll put off the idea of wearing bright clothes for now. I feel like I’m living someone else’s life when I wear colored clothes. Black is my comfort color. So I guess it’s not the right time yet

Also thinking about the hunger of vampire!Galadriel and werewolf!Halbrand

Been thinking about knight!Yelena and her squire Bob

And every time I'm amazed at how ugly my brain works, how poisoned my thoughts are. I've just realized that none of my boblena ideas (=future art) make deep sense, and I immediately came to a cynical conclusion from this - then why draw it?

If I saved a dollar every time I thought of drawing something meaningful, I would be rich. Yes, I don't draw often but I dream a lot

Boblena and haladriel art when?

🚨🚨🚨TROP POSTED!!!!!!

The only thing I can say is that my family will somehow need to leave the country by next spring. The most painful question is where to go (please, with low risk of being deported)

I know that someone was worried about me, so I'm telling you that I've reactivated my account. But given the problems in RL (I'm f*cking TIRED of it), I just don't understand how to put myself back together and run this account, if only for the sake of escapism

Feel like shit because I rarely draw these days. I often cry because of it, feeling useless. It's so frustrating. My ideas are burning up but I do nothing

I'm so tired and I can't see any meaning in my future anymore

Today is the richest day for cannibalistic laws. If we had the opportunity, we would leave tomorrow

New glasses are finally ready, gonna pick them up tonight (had to wait two weeks because of complex lenses). I hope my eyes will stop hurting now 🥹

I need some good changes in my life because my nervous system can’t take it anymore. Just something, please

I took Cooper to the vet again, and Mark Eydelshteyn was there waiting with his dog. I was too shy to ask for a selfie or an autograph, but he came over to pet Cooper (of course, it's a corgi) and wished him a speedy recovery. That was so sweet of him

Good ol’ days

Well, I guess I need to draw more cute art for Jake Schreier to admire and admire boblena

After reylo I feel like I’m repeating myself and choosing the best ships - haladriel and boblena