I feel physically fatigued today, so no stream today. I'll be resting for the day and focus on my health ₍^. .^₎⟆

I'm sorry, I couldn't stream today. Something really heavy came up. I hope everything is okay and merry on this day.

I wanted to stream today, but some things came up. Hopefully things settle by today. Happy Christmas Eve everyone! ₍^. .^₎⟆⋆⁺₊❅.

Making festivitivitivtivities and art on stream ❆ Come chill and un-bed rot together ₍^. .^₎⟆ ✧˖° twitch.tv/notsodesper8 #pngtuber #artist #catgirls

Decided to stream anyways rather than rot in my bed Come chill and un-bed rot together ₍^. .^₎⟆ ✧˖° twitch.tv/notsodesper8 #pngtuber #artist #catgirls

I really wanted to stream today, but I don't know if it's good to stream when I'm incredibly sad and lost in life. I thought talking to my community would help

Ultimately decided I'm going to take a break this weekend. Can't wait to stream during the winter holiday week ₍^. .^₎⟆⋆⁺₊❅。

Hello everynyan! I woke up a couple of hours ago, contemplating if I should stream today. I very much enjoy it, but my social battery is completely depleted. I'll be working on things offline and try streaming again tomorrow after getting recharged. ₍^. .^₎⟆✧˖°

A little bit of a heavy stream today. I felt like watching a bunch of videos to help think and motivate myself in my current situation. Come chill and un-bed rot together ₍^. .^₎⟆ ✧˖° twitch.tv/notsodesper8 #pngtuber #artist #catgirls

Still recovering, but I wanna keep pushing through! Going to stream me working on things, come stop by if you want to chill and be productive too! ₍^. .^₎⟆ ✧˖° twitch.tv/notsodesper8 #pngtuber #artist #catgirls

I'm feeling christmasyy! If you want to co-work together or simply chill, come jingle my streamgle ₍^. .^₎⟆ ✧˖° twitch.tv/notsodesper8 #vtuber #artist #catgirls

Creating my a cute chibi character design concept on stream sometime ago⊹ ࣪ ˖ I can't wait to share with you all my completed character design sheet someday ₍^. .^₎⟆✧˖° #characterdesign #artist #chibi #catgirl

Chill and quiet stream today! If you want to co-work together or simply chill, come visit my stream ₍^. .^₎⟆ ✧˖° twitch.tv/notsodesper8 #vtuber #artist #catgirls

My social battery is depleted so no stream for today. Going to work on things off stream. Hope everyone has a nice day ₍^. .^₎⟆✧˖°

【Ko-fi cat donations】 I was flabbergasted! I didn't expect donations. I thought I'd draw little cat versions of their profile picture to show my appreciation. I'll continue to believe in myself and move one step at a time in this artistic journey! ≽(•⩊ •マ≼✧˖°

Hello everyone, I'm streaming to get out of bed rot and get things done. If you want to co-work together or simply chill, come visit my stream ₍^. .^₎⟆ ✧˖° twitch.tv/notsodesper8 #vtuber #artist #catgirls

Hello everyone, I'm streaming to get out of bed rot and get things done. If you want to co-work together or simply chill, come visit my stream ₍^. .^₎⟆ ✧˖° twitch.tv/notsodesper8 #vtuber #artist #catgirls

A sketch of my friend twt: @ryvush 's between her oshiis that brings her great joy and a goodnight's rest ♡ Nerissa Ravencroft & Elizabeth Rose Bloodflame #HololiveEN #RavenCrafts #BloodflameArt

It's been a while going to stream and work on things. Come stop by on if you want to chill together ₍^. .^₎⟆ twitch.tv/notsodesper8 #pngtuber #artist #streamer #catgirl #chill

Can't sleep and I want to work on stuff, so I'll be streaming. Come stop by on if you want to chill together ₍^. .^₎⟆ twitch.tv/notsodesper8 #pngtuber #artist #streamer #catgirl #chill

Slow day today, so I'll be chilling on stream. Come hang out on if you want to chill together ₍^. .^₎⟆ twitch.tv/notsodesper8 #pngtuber #artist #streamer #catgirl #chill

This is so cute! Thank you so much for the fan art and hanging out on stream, BueRaph ₍^. .^₎⟆♡

Thank you everyone who hung out with me on stream ♡ Did a little sketch test on stream. My upcoming ych commission opening soon! Will you be interested in my commissions? ₍^. .^₎⟆✧˖° #streamer #pngtuber #artist #ych #chibi #commission

Hi, I'm opening commissions soon and setting it up on stream. Come hop on if you want to chill together ₍^. .^₎⟆ twitch.tv/notsodesper8 #pngtuber #artist #streamer #catgirl #chill

Made my scrinkly scuffy little pngtuber in a comfy box on stream today! Set up chat, bttv, and stream avatars too! More cattos can be on screen! I had fun, thanks everyone who stopped by! ₍^. .^₎⟆♡ #artist #streamer #pngtuber

Hi, I stream to come out of bed rot. Streaming right now. Come hop on if you want to chill together ₍^. .^₎⟆ twitch.tv/notsodesper8 #pngtuber #artist #streamer #catgirl #chill

Streaming life and art on Twitch. Hoping to get a vgen code. Come join if you want to chill ₍^. .^₎⟆ twitch.tv/notsodesper8 #artist #streamer #VGenCode

Streaming Art on Twitch. Hoping to get a vgen code. Come join if you want to chill ₍^. .^₎⟆ twitch.tv/notsodesper8 #artist #VGenCode

I started streaming again recently and it was fun ♡ After thinking about my stream announcements, I thought it was best for me to post it on bluesky and twitter for those that are interested. I want to keep Cara as mostly art and life posts. A discord server is a little too overwhelming atm.

Update: The giveaway is cancelled, because it's a much bigger project than I thought. I'm sorry to those that looked forward to it. I'll be taking on smaller projects moving forward and slowly building my way to bigger projects.

I'm planning on hosting a vtuber audition for a chance to get a free rigged pngtuber model (OC) and assets. I want to be a vtuber mom. I want to support small creators, especially the kind ones. Would anyone be interested? #vtuber #pngtuber #audition #artist

Even on rainy days, kindness still flourishes I created this illustration to capture this feeling once again after losing my spark for a while. I hope you remember that kindness exists even on rainy days too, kind souls ♡ #art #illustration #kindness

My birthday feast. It's chaotic and all over the place, but lively. Would you join me in my party? We have lots to share ₍^. .^₎⟆ Coincidentally, Vgen had the same theme. I hope I could get in and be a verified artist, so I could support myself. #art #VGenCode

I made a carrd page where all my official links are in one place to keep it a little organised. I like to keep it simple and plain ᓚᘏᗢ notsodesper8.carrd.co

Illustration WIP Wanted to capture this feeling. A lot more colour than I'm used to. It was a nice and cosy birthday. I celebrated with my baby cat, which coincidentally is also his birth month ♡ #art #sketch #birthday

Illustration WIP It's always the first sketch that looks a little funny #sketch

Adoptables WIP Ever since I discovered adoptables last month, I thought it would be so much fun to make my own series too! I've always been fascinated by fantasy concept art. The series concept are female cat dark knights. What do you all think of the designs? #art #adoptables

Someday I will get there. I hope you will too. #art #expression #peace #mentalhealth

Life is so much bigger with my baby boy, my black cat. When he came into my life, I come out of my room more often. His energy gives me liveliness. His unconditional love taught me not dwell in my self-loathing thoughts and be okay with simply existing. I am grateful he is here. #art #cats

I think that life is beautiful. Sometimes I wish my body can feel like the way I think. #art #illustration #expression #lifeisbeautiful #mentalhealth

Hello, I am 'No.8'. If you have some time, I want to ask for some help and kindness. I sincerely thank you for reading. #art #help #thankyou