just finished cyberpunk and kaiju no 8. guess I’ll watch the new jjk episodes cus idk what else to watch😭

Some recent pics of my cats. I love them so much😭

damn I forgot about this app

feeling so isolated from everyone and everything and this feeling just sucks

I really wish things would start to get better already. Ugh

i learned to never feel 100% confident that someone will stay because every time I feel that way about someone, they leave when its convenient for them.

on the brightside, I did get yankees vs mets tickets for my bday at least. pumped for that

every single plan I had this week fell apart and my family just left on vacation today without me. I really don’t wanna spend my birthday alone tomorrow but I guess I will make the most of it. 🙃

really tired of being excluded from things lately ugh

few days late but happy bday to my babies! Can’t believe you’re already 3😭

i’m so over this rain, it’s rained every day this week and like a lot too

Love how my work tries to take advantage of me and I don’t let them and now everyone’s pissed and I’m the one in the wrong somehow🫠

I really just don’t know anymore. My family is falling apart and all my friends have distanced themselves or ghosted entirely. I never felt so alone in my life.

damn, i miss calling w someone and just texting all day w someone in general too

can this killer headache go away ugh

used to still go on the Vent app for nostalgic purposes up until the other day and now it says this when you open the app, damn now its really gone lol😭

just found out that my dad is being scammed $2k from someone across country in Cali and plans to move in with that person. what’s worse is that he doesn’t believe he’s being scammed! I cannot believe this rn

I care too much about the wrong things

i really miss talking to someone all day, everyone replies days later to me which just suckss

the urge to disappear keeps increasing every day fr

really hurts not being close to a single family member. hits harder in times like these.

my mom accidentally put my phone number on a suspicious website and now for the last few days, I’m getting spam called multiple times per hour by 30-40 different numbers and I’m going absolutely fucking crazy.

damn I miss having something to be excited about in my life.

me tomorrow

going to work on 0 hours of sleep and working 4am-12 while its raining a ton was such a struggle 😭 esp considering the rain makes me more tired

not that I’m desperate or that I’d just go for anyone, but it sucks always just being looked at as a friend lol. as someone who has never dated before, it would be nice to be seen as more for once haha

I hate being easily replaceable all the time.

its like every day, someone’s screwing me over at this point. when will it end😭just want people to stay for once.

Eagles fans really don’t deserve this Super Bowl win. not a huge fan of the Chiefs but I am definitely rooting for them

everything just seems to be falling apart in every aspect of my life. I really just want things to get better for once. I can’t take much more

it’s like no one wants real love these days, always just games and fucking around. being a hopeless romantic fucking sucksss

I wish someone would take me serious for once.

my life is such a joke lmao what a waste of a life I have. I just cannot anymore.

It should be illegal for my work to make me have to close the store tonight then me having to come in again at 4am.

Happy #Caturday ! shes been like this for 3-4 hours now😂

my mom tells me the second before I left for work that she’s getting a lawyer and divorcing my dad. I really don’t know what to think 😅

hate how much some people change when they like someone or get into a relationship

I’m so over this cold weather 🥶

being a hopeless romantic in this world really fucking sucks, i’m honestly losing hope for myself

Some pics of my cats the last few days. I love them so much😂😂

been noticing a bunch of ex co workers slowly deleting me on fb bc they come up as someone to add like damn what did I do to😬😂

people really need to understand that there’s a difference between assuming things and overthinking.

damn it feels like everyone stopped talking to me once the new year hit haha😭

honestly hasn’t hit me that 2015 was 10 years ago, holy shittt

this snowstorm tmrw gonna suckkk lol why jersey whyy

Always excluded from everything. i hate being the odd man out all the time.

I hate being too loyal of a friend sometimes

basically how 2024 went for me. thank goodness for my cats. idk if I’d be here still without them

I wish people that entered my life would stay, its like everyone leaves when its convenient for them😅