ive been between staying with my mother and walking out periodically for the last 2 years, but right now im in the last stretch, in a couple months im gonna have to leave for good, but i have nowhere to go, so my only chance is to walk through patagonia alone

im sorry, but yes, i am begging for money, i have debts i cant pay, medication i cant get and just not enough to survive, i need funds to get by ko-fi.com/cupbun

well, this is as far as i can go, its time to say farewell, its really soul crushing, i always wanted to belong, but the miracle never happened, im just disillusioned now, i dont think i can hope for a better future for myself, so instead i hope my story never repeats itself in someone else

i dont wish to argue anymore or have more conflict, is just pain all round, been in this purgatory for 5 years, damn, ok, i will give abu the benefit of the doubt after so long and so many rumours that steamed from thing i did not say, but why why in hell was i betrayed and left to rot, i did my job

my life was ruined forever 5 years ago, and i will haunt my abusers forever because i refuse to die

some abdl companies are big enough warehouse workers should realize for once that unionizing is viable, and that independant contracts for all positions is not a normal, or ethical practice

having to get rid of the last things i had as memorabilia of who i am, and, i just crack and fall and cry because i have nothing, and no chance to even see this world anymore since 5 years ago but now completely, im not alowed to exist i guess, and now im just traveling by foot in forests and shit

the last couple things i had from my last journey 5 years ago im about to have to destroy and trash, i had a shortalls, never had much chance to wear them, but it still pains me to do this, i have to do it tho, i cant be all the time in the road risking a stranger to see this

i dont know, i wanted really to draw things again since this is everything i have as a personality, but having to always repress, live in secret, and remembering how i was just booted years ago, it makes me fearful and that cant be translated into drawing

im looking back at the commissions i owe, i know theres not been updates in a long time. my health has declined greatly in the last months, and that had me completely uncapable of working for most of 2024, i know its bad, i know i gotta compensate somehow, im thinking on it and how

art from june 2019!~

drawing from february 2019

wishing all the babies at con space rn to have a fun time!~

maybe someday ill be a daddy's diapered bunny bun again, who knows, i just really want it

drawing from october 2019

hope all the babs are doing well tonight

from december 2018!

drawing from january 2020!

drawing from january 2020!

from april 2020!~

art from february 2019!~

art from june 2019!~

heyooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

from 2018~

drawing done in 2021!~

new account created here!~, im gonna use it as the bsky counterpart to the twitter variant i just made like a couple days ago, post art, ill probly gonna do more posts with the intent of socializing here tho, im currently affraid of what i may encounter, but i need to listen and confrong to move on