Roommate: So you’re getting a switch? Me: Yeah!! I finally got one open box! Roommate: Should be fun to play games together! Me: huh? The switch:

Facing looming deadlines, I often hear suggestions to consider what I can skip. Then those intrusive thoughts creep in: "Skip sleep, skip meals, just keep working." Recently, the intrusive thoughts are winninggggggg 🫠 #TimeManagement #Selfcare #Wellbeing

Twitch Recap 2025! I haven’t been able to stream as much as I wanted to, but hopefully we’ll make up for it later this month :D #EnVtuber #twitchstreamer #gradstudent

Update! Wildly enough, this worked out beautifully! Dropped my GPU temp by 10 C and the hotspot temp by 30C! I’m quite pleased with myself, dare I say!

It’s time… My 4090 always needed a replacement cooler and the temperature have gotten so bad that it’s time to repaste it. Wish me luck! 🍀

Can you tell that it's busy season? The lack of streams is one thing (soon, promise!!) but the absurd amount of things needing doing at this very time is just absurd. And there's still some stuff to do! Winter break cannot come soon enough! :D #todoist #collegelife # #fulltimejob #sendhelp #Vtuber

Happy December everyone!! :D We've almost made it through 2025... which is wild. Look forward to more streams in about a week or so!

Looking for a sign to clean up your desk? HERE YOU ARE :D Super worth it before you get new gear in :)

Shopping this weekend? I recently updated my little website, and if you'd like to support me, simply hop on my newly updated carrd (link in bio!) and click "Find more here!" :D

It's Thanksgiving, and I'm really thankful for all of you! I really appreciate all of you, whether we met yesterday or we've known each other for many years already! Happy Turkey Day if you celebrate it, and if you don't: I hope you have a great Thursday :D VTuber Art by r6988o

Who of you wants to play Worms with me? :) #ENVtuber #twitchstream #streamcollab

Gotta love it when you go to bed super early exhausted and your body is like “7 hours! No more! Like… I don’t have to be up for another 2…. 😭

Nothing like getting evaluated just before the holidays! PowerPoint is prepped, wish me luck friends!

There's silly little things I get myself. For example, this next flight display that shows what planes are outside my window!! Listen, I love planes! Flight sim stream soon? #Flying #Aviation

TODAY!!!!!

Finally got a good deal on a new laptop! But I’ll miss my stickers on my old one! (Thankfully I’ve been stashing my new stickers aside) Do you throw stickers on your laptop? If so show me! :D #Stickerbomb #VTuber #MacBook

Nonstop Nut November is great. Nonstop deadlines. I’m going nuts. Send coffee.

#ChaotRecap! Honestly, this event was good, I had a great time culting! I do really apologize for people who previously joined and showed up today, to find out that they were now in the Diamond Plus accommodations in the ground... We raided the lovely @lucksshi.bsky.social!

Happy Halloween! Come on and join my silly little cul...club. Yes, it's a club! :DD Totally not suspicious! I'll be live on Twitch at 1PM PST! So not super long from now! #VTuber #CultOfTheLamb #TwitchStream

Happy Thursday everyone! The end of the week is in sight! Got any plans?

Balancing time between work, VTubing and grad school has been a lot, and I'm working hard on getting better at it! I appreciate everyone sticking around! I'm not leaving, and I got things coming soon soon! <3 If you're new here, say hi! I'd love to lurk or raid in your streams! #VTuber #Twitch

Hear me out... I'm aiming for another stream on Friday at 1PM PST... maybe we can make this a regular one? :D However, it's also Halloween! We could play something spooky! Or something not so spooky! If you have any game suggestions, I'm ears! Art by kazubari #twitchstream #VTuber #

Imma be proud for just one moment! Remember that short the other day I posted across several platforms? It did pretty damn well! And it took 3 hours from idea to upload! I’ll try to continue with those as soon as I have a moment!

What can I say, I have silly ideas, especially when I had some NyQuil

FINALLY, A STREAM! A bit of a short stream, BUT let's talk about TwitchCon, my experiences and thoughts overall from last weekend in San Diego! I'll be live in about 40 minutes on Twitch! 1pm PST :D #VTuber #TC2025 #Livestream

Yes I do have a throne and I keep quiet about it xD throne.com/modernchaot

Honestly, I never would have thought I’d ever see my little VTuber turn into a figure! Ninami clay did a fantastic job on the commission and the gift art is SO CUTE TOO! Thank you so much!! Can’t wait to finally set up my shelves finally and have this chill with my Nendoroids!! #ENVTuber #merch

Now that I'm able to stream soon again... I think it's appropriate to also announce that I'll be at TwitchCon again this year! Plus, not just a day but almost the whole con!! Will I see you there? Let me know! :D #VTuber #MeetAndGreet #TwitchCon10

Got my Twitch account unbanned, we're so back :D

You know, I just realized that once my moderator account gets unbanned, the number should jump up to 1177... I think! Finally, something what I can stare at and have up in the corner of my screen instead of my email client with way too many distractions!

Still waiting on a response to get my moderator channel unbanned :/ The upside is that I’m trying to chase down every non-stream related task to hopefully go live if and when this ends! Still tho… this is annoying. :/ #TwitchBan #JustWaiting #VTuber

As regular viewers know, I do have a secondary account called LeekLab that acts as a moderator on my channel. It's connected to SAMMI, MixItUp, etc... but I wouldn't call that spam? Maybe something has gone haywire, but if you excuse me, I have to appeal a Twitch ban in German.

(solemnly) You've had mail.

So, I’m lurking in your streams and sure enough I’m noticing that it’s tripping up and not loading at all Turns out illustrator got really confused loading up my thumbnail template and decided to eat my entire RAM too. Maybe I’ll squeeze in a EU friendly stream tomorrow? #CursedComputer #FineThen

#ChaotRecap ... okay this game got a bit addicting and actually really fun. We'll continue soon!! But also... that Hype Train??? We broke a freaking record too??? I CANNOT???? :O THANK YOUUUU???? I'm genuinely just astonished by the amount of support tonight. 💙

How hard could it possibly be to run a Waterpark! In about 30 minutes I'll be live on Twitch to play some #waterparksim! Huge thanks to #keymailer and the developer for the copy of the game! :D #waterparksimulator #VTuber Art by norixio

Is it a Saturday night? Yep! Am I being silly again? Of course. Ah the lengths this leek will go to recover a backup.... #VMware #BackupsAreFun #NotMyData

Just keep on rolling, we got this! (Always makes me wonder if I could make work along streams work but then my VTuber would just stare at the screen….) #Streaming #Todoist #DailyLife

Some days will make you struggle, be it work or life or even streaming too. But it's never a bad idea to make the best of it! We got this, let's do our best today :D Art by borobug #VTuber #WorkingHard #LetMeCook

.... Today is just one of these Mondays which start off great in theory, but end up with a big fat repair bill, small process across 50 different projects and still not enough time to post about my VTuber project or even stream. But hey, I'm trying and that's what counts. :D

What a freaking week… but hey, it’s Friday. Downside, still gotta walk into work and present 4 times, then have a meeting with the boss. Any of you ever experience weeks that feel like some sort of dark souls boss?

I’m not sure if I made it better or worse 🧐

Just a heads up, make sure you have your phone backed up, ESPECIALLY if you have your VTuber models on there. My main phone decided to unceremoniously just... die. I did have a backup that I've done about a week or two ago, but some stuff is gonna be lost forever sadly. #VTuber #TechTip #FilesLost

So today really sucked… phone went kaput, had to chase down backups and I’m behind on a ton of stuff Let’s hope for a better tomorrow?

So far this week is very much like this... I wanna go home and stream ... or maybe even just play Flight Sim? Guess that's my motivation for now... Art by @/xxbyun_b

Hope your start into the week is a good one! I was out taking some pictures and touching grass and it felt really nice!! What do you like doing to escape the daily grind? Art by nirai_kanai_kny #VTuber #photography #relaxandreset

What cracks me up is that I saw this pop up during the iPhone 17 announcement and went “yo that could be a nice accessory for my VTuber design“ Like… has a techy vibe to it!?

So something really interesting is that you can and will find a point where you want to do something, but there's a lack of something. A lack of resource. A lack of technical ability or skill. A lack of time or budget And honestly? Sometimes the best you can do is good enough! 🎨norixio

Chat can play silly sounds, VTuber can say no :) #vtuber #streamer #vtuberen #vtuberclips #vtubermemes

I freaking love Skeb... so much so that I sometimes go onto the homepage and look at art, seeing what OCs and VTuber avatars people have. Honestly, it's been good fun! And if I found you through there recently, hi, you got good taste in artists!!