"And when I water the roses I can’t trust you to stay So here I lay Neath the shimmering moon Just a love-struck fool What do I do but wait for you?"

swapping to this acct to continue this thought but i'll keep it 100% real with you being one of a few people who are at a meet for the first time and having everyone else new pointed out and given a formal welcome except you makes me wanna fucking stop talking to everyone again.

am i glad my friends are finally giving WoW a shot? yeah im ecstatic. tho i will be entirely candid i does really really sting that me talking about it when i was playing it did absolutely fuck all for getting them intrigued oh well. lmao.

"I could live to be a hurricane, Turn into a tempest, violent, silent in the eye, All whirling, gusting, wuthering"

my brain always disconnects from art convos when people start saying "omg i finally got a slot from x" Like.. i get that you really wanted smut from them but it feels a lot of people are just getting art to get it and not because it lets them support an artist.. idk maybe im weird

Wow! Who knew that not pushing all my energy into friendships that make my effort entirely one sided, and instead enjoying mutual efforts of building a bond, would make me feel better!!!

i took a nap early in the nap cause i was feeling sad and wound up sleeping for 12 hours lmao

oh i should do a pin i guess uhhh lmaooo- this is the void where i scream my internal thoughts i can, and will, use the block feature liberally on this acct if you think something i complain about is about you poke me about before you think im vagueposting about you pls thanks

also side thing i remember back when i actually genuinely cared and worried about my friends finding out about the stuff im into but now that im older ive genuinely stopped caring. I doubt they'd judge me for anything nor would it ever be something I shove in their faces. There's a reason i made

lmao despite how charismatic people make me out to be i still genuinely feel like when there's spaces i actually wanna fit into I stand out like a fucking sore thumb no matter what i do haha 🫠