Voice is back, but I will still not be streaming...(because I'm scared that my mods are going to beat my ass if I do!! 🤣🤣)

Tonight might have to be an editing night. I think i officially lost my voice... ><

Rissa truly is my muse at this point!! Listening to her after my stream and just hearing her talk about Blue World and her feelings on creativity in general extremely resonates with me!! Thank you so much, Rissa!! You truly are a beautiful soul!! #RissaMusic #RissaLive

I always forget how consumed I get with Persona games until I look at the clock and its 4:30am and I just finishing the patch story....

Idk what it is with this chapstick but everytime I look in the mirror, I'm like "Damn, my lips looks extremely kissable right now!!"

Thank you, Shoki! I'm using this line whenever I overshare now!!

This is why I want P5X also on the Playstation!! Everytime a patch story comes out, I need to rearrange my office to play is since I'm so used to playing Persona while leaning on the couch/bed!

You know, I was skeptical on if I would like Shoki, but I quite like this character! I relate to him more than I thought!!

I cant with this game sometimes... 🤣🤣🤣🤣

So I was planning on playing some P5X story tonight on stream since I have the time, but i just got hit with a massive wave of depression and anxiety, so Imma play some multi-player games tonight!! 💙💜

I swear, if today is the day my voice officially gives out, I'm going to scream...(internally since I wont have a voice...)

I think its going to take a little bit for me to jam out to it (kind of like how the first one took a little bit) but I dont mind the new intro song for P5X!

They wouldn't let me get my pupper Koromaru, but I'm okay with this! Lol

THESE ARE NOT THE CROWS YOU ARE LOOKING FOR!! #fnlstrart #vtuber The full stream is on the YT Channel or on Twitch at Twitch.tv/xfinalstarx Source: youtu.be/izjhXd8hMyk

If anything, I love Liquid Death for their marketing!! 🤣🤣 Oh, btw, sCREAM SODA tastes pretty good, tbh!!

Since we're having a 4 day weekend (hopefully) and I get the house to myself, I'm hoping to spend some quality time with the Starbeams!! (Times are subject to change, will keep you informed if anything were to change! 💙💜)

You know, when I think I have a schedule situated and am very happy with it, work decides to come in and screw it up!! Anyway, I'm hoping to post my streaming schedule tonight....somtime...maybe... 🥲

Why is it that everytime I'm physically sick, my brain thinks this is a good time to want to do physically exhausting activities... No, brain!! Right now is NOT a good time to want to learn new choreography, CALM YOURSELF!!

I didnt think I would be anymore obsessed with this song until I watched the MV! Sooooo goood!! youtu.be/qWZGv3V7vaY?... #RissaMusic

Card sorting truly is super therapeutic, especially when sick but needing something to get your mind off of things.

No streaming tonight and tomorrow! 😢 Got sick and going to rest best I can! 💙💜

Dang, Rissa somehow got me to join chat and not lurk like my normal weird self! *le gasp!* 🤣 #RissaLIVE

Wanting to be home playing HoloVillage; Forced to be at work to pay the bills! 🫤

Just got told by someone that they love (Not sarcastically) seeing me be my unapologetic weird self! BIGGEST. COMPLIMENT. EVER!!

"Oh, you're in for it now!" A new ultimate raid is coming to FFXIV! ⚔️ Dancing Mad (Ultimate) arrives on Tuesday, June 2!

Lrt: The hype is back, BABY!!! Looks like I NEED to start working on the patches now!

Presenting the next expansion coming to FINAL FANTASY XIV: Evercold!

The teaser site for FINAL FANTASY XIV: Evercold has launched! ❄️ sqex.to/PK8hT

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I can already tell I'm going to play this game so much!! 😍 (Just messing around with the outfits! So cute!!!)

Waiting "patiently" to get HoloVillage in... 6 minutes?? I hope!! 😅

I find is absurd that I, who went to school for musical theatre, just got threatened with a musical... 🤣

Looks like this weekend is going to be another short one for me. Definitely planning streaming Sat/ Sunday , but Friday is still up in the air... Sorry for not bringing out an actual schedule this week, I've been overwhelmed with work responsibilities!

LET'S GOOOOOO!!!

Well, thats one way to get me to re-download a game... 😅

I got the biggest size because I'm always worried about them not fitting me, but omg, @_omocat 's clothes are so comfy and fit so well!!! I swim in these, which I love with sweatshirts so its all good!! 🥰🥰 I'm definitely going to be getting more stuff from them!

Okay, but she really did eat this shit up!! youtu.be/MweQDyBbaHc?...

I'm REALLY hoping these are good...

I dont know which version I love more, but I love Colorful Stage and Vivid BAD SQUAD so I'm posting that one! 😅 youtu.be/9xRxkaRKsgE?...

I know its a little late, but look at this adorable Easter commission I got from @krabbytamago.bsky.social !! Sooooooo cute!!!! 🥰

Hey, my beautiful Starbeams!! I just wanted to show off a commission that I got from the gorgeous @artbybillisoon1.bsky.social Im so excited to use this for my Goblin Cleaup thumbnails!! 🥰🥰

Whiplash is like if my worst nightmare and my trauma had a baby... I knew it was going to be a hard to watch, but Idk how to feel after finishing it. 🫤

Might be a half hour late to streaming tonight. We are about 1 episode away from finishing TADC with the Discord Starbeams! Be on asap!!

Trying to get snacks from work feels like playing a game of Among Us! I just want my Kitkat and raspberry ice tea, vending machine, but your card reader is being a BUTT!! ><

I can tell how bad my mental health is by how many store tabs I have open on my phone... 😳

Look at this cutie patootie!! She is a precious bean who needs to be protected at all costs!!

Note to self: dont windowshop video game CDs/ Vinyl while dealing with insomnia... Otherwise, you'll Jumpstart yourself with album covers your brain cant process. ><