Well I guess I’m 30 now lol

Furality was fun but I wasn’t able to do near as much as I wanted. My biggest complaint was those damn low world caps. That made it very hard for me to hang out with friends and to try and meet people I wanted to meet

Excuse me Dissident Aggressor was originally a Judas Priest song? Holy shit I had no idea, I had only ever heard Slayer's version.

Figures. My local Tennessee Walmart has ZERO pride related things for sale. God I hate the south sometimes.

Anyone else who lives in the south, you know any stores that would sell pride stuff, even if it’s as simple as a bracelet. I want to wear stuff for this month lol

Wow. I finally got access back to this account. Took over a year to accomplish that. And holy hell do I have a LOT of really depressing posts to remove, good lord I was a mess last year.

I think I just need to quit this job and do side stuff until I find another one. I can’t deal with this anymore. I’m sick on a daily basis from anxiety and stress, I’m not sleeping, I’m resorting to alcohol more, I just can’t do it anymore

I did a fursuit Friday post. I guess I could do a femboy Friday post too. Hmmmm

I promise I’m a good fox ^w^ #fursuitfriday

So ermmmm, where do you guys typically buy your femboy clothes from? X3

I am so over today. Today is way too freaking stressful

There are just some days it’s so hard to keep trying.

The amount of depression I’ve been dealing with lately is unreal. Having a job that gives me no social life. No work home balance. Being so touch starved I can’t stand it. Life lately just absolutely sucks. I don’t feel like I’m living anymore, just only surviving.

Bat fursonas and fursuits are so cool

I may be really drunk right now but i just witnessed the ending of TotK again and I have absolutely bauled my eyes out

The earthcore remix of Youtopia is such a vibe oh my god

Oh I have such a headache

Oh good god we’re going so far backwards

For the first time I am actually legit scared for myself and my friends living in this country at the rate it is moving backwards

I try so freaking hard. why is it so hard to be happy

Drunk and lonely. I hate this. This isn’t a good night

Just discovered a GameGrumps song and the music video attached to it is totally a furry music video

So much for having a tax refund this year. Not going to be in a hurry to file this one.

I love him so much. I wish I could be with him

Getting popped with hot grease directly in the eye kinda sucks

I hate living in the south…

I wish I could cuddle you tonight

Got such a freaking headache and my social battery is absolutely gone today

Pawbs

Running on 2 hours of sleep and god I can tell. Gonna be a long shift at work

I just wish I knew how to deal with this loneliness

This night sucks

Wasn’t expecting a metal cover of Blue (Da Ba Dee) in 2025. That was unexpected lol

Running away from home by smash into pieces. That song hit hard

It’s so awful knowing my worst enemy is myself and my own loneliness

Definitely gonna hit the alcohol when I get home tonight. I just wanna pass out and forget about everything

It’s been a while since I’ve felt this absolutely depressed and low energy. Things feel absolutely hopeless lately. 2025 is off to a horrible start

I want him so badly. Maybe one day… All I can do is just have hope at this point

I hate this feeling that I have no choice but to move on cause I’ll never get that chance. It just feels the same as giving up

Better start early to mentally prepare myself to likely be single all of 2025 too. Maybe that’s just the way it’s meant to work out for me

This is turning into an incredibly rough night. Maybe I just need to try and sleep it off

Well tonight is going to be super quiet and lonely. I swear I should be used to this by now…

I hate this. I’m so tired but my brain’s thoughts won’t shut off to allow me to sleep

Spending Christmas alone hit me harder than I thought it would.

Maybe in 2025, I’ll meet someone. One can hope right?

Well, not only was today super stressful cause it was busy, I had to write someone up which was the first time I’ve done that. Not very fun. Don’t always enjoy being a manager

This is one of the most stress inducing days I’ve had in a while

I just hate feeling like I’ll never have a chance with someone i truly want to be with. And that’s how it always goes with me

It’s so hard to stay happy anymore

I think at this point I’m ready to give up on the idea of a relationship. Things just don’t ever work out for me that way.