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Mentally unstable after 12AM.
Hah. So, in time, we've been together all along. How funny.
about 2 months ago
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Why try to kill yourself if you could just kill yourself by not trying. Ah, now that I realised.
3 months ago
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I don't want to sleep. Time is too precious so I wasted it on being awake and alive.
3 months ago
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More, one more time, just once. Just one more, I promise, and I shall go. More, just one more time, just once. As I told myself so I could keep on living. Just one more time.
4 months ago
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I Wonder If I Wonder If I I Wonder If I Wonder I If I Wonder If I Wonder I I If I If Wonder I If Wonder I I Wonder If Wonder If I I I Wonder If If If I I Wonder
4 months ago
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Why am I awake? I should go to sleep. Why am I alive? I don't know. Should I be alive? I don't know. I should go to sleep.
4 months ago
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getoutofmyheadgetoutofmyheadgetoutofmyheadgetoutofmyheadpleasejustgetoutofmyheadpleasegetoutofmyheadpleasegetoutpleasejustgetoutpelasegetoutofpleasegetoupleasejustgetoutpleasegetouofmyheadgetoutofmyheadgetoutofmyheadpleasepleasepleasepleasegetoutgetoutgetoutgetoutgetoutgetoutgetoutgetoutgetoutgetout
4 months ago
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So I just learned yesterday that the weird feeling I've sometimes been experiencing for a few years, and recently in every single day for the past two months, is called depersonalization and derealization.
4 months ago
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Shoujorei . Artist : @Fuyukry0205 . γΉγΊγ γ€γγ«
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4 months ago
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I can not escape. I can never escape.
5 months ago
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I lie down on a cold wooden floor, staring blankly at the white ceiling, then, a blue fish that I bought from a man in the market, weeks ago, is swimming through air into my view.
5 months ago
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It's because I'm alive, isn't it.
6 months ago
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6 months ago
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It's getting harder to breath.
6 months ago
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So annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying
6 months ago
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But how can I let myself go? Why can't I just let myself disappear already?
6 months ago
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Just in case there's any. Please let me go and don't save me. I am not worthy of saving. I am worthless.
6 months ago
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I have an answer for 'What'. But I don't know 'Why'. It's probably the most difficult question to answer.
6 months ago
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This is bad. Like, this is the worst feeling ever. Ugh.
6 months ago
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I can not breathe properly.
7 months ago
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I've coughed up some petals.
7 months ago
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Could I even say this is my life? I do not know when I was born. I do not know when I will die. And I do not know how.
9 months ago
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Things couldn't stay the same forever. Yet I can't help but wistfully wish for eternity.
9 months ago
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Once I realized that I am withering away. And I am walking to the end. I feel fear.
9 months ago
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Maybe I don't really hate myself. I just have lots of unidentifiable emotions, so I just put them in the 'self-hate' category. Wow, I hate myself for being like this.
9 months ago
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Should I start playing Ash Arms? There's a collab with Marfusha...
9 months ago
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I'm drowning.
9 months ago
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Today, I've accomplished nothing. Again.
9 months ago
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Nevermind, I just remember that I drink coffee in the evening.
9 months ago
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I can't stop thinking about Ichisuzu and I can't sleep. I am done for.
9 months ago
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It seems like I won't be able to live for long.
9 months ago
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Even if everything is meaningless, I still fear of losing it.
9 months ago
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https://youtu.be/fuanpbPZFlk?si=8qzRevtgo1SEsGfc
10 months ago
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Today I understand why we need to forget something to survive.
10 months ago
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Is it too much to ask for a happy ending...?
10 months ago
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Suzumiya Artist :
@krdsan.bsky.social
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10 months ago
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It's time to make things more difficult for no reason.
10 months ago
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Nevermind, I've retrieved it lol.
10 months ago
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I'm losing it lol.
10 months ago
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It's suffocating.
10 months ago
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I want to create something that will make people feel suffocated. Because that's what I'm feeling.
10 months ago
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I love Marfusha and Snezhinka....
10 months ago
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I can see it. I can't see it. I can see it. I cannot see it. I can see it. I can't cannot can see it. I can't I can't I can't I cannot. But what did I see again?
11 months ago
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What is "Justice"? Artist:
@maak12.bsky.social
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11 months ago
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Suddenly, One Day
11 months ago
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A heart filled with so much of mixed emotions that I feel like it's about to burst. It hurts so much that I wish I could just end it myself before it happens.
12 months ago
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11/13 Utaha's Birthday Artist:
@maak12.bsky.social
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12 months ago
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Too many things to do but why I'm doing nothing.
12 months ago
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I spend today waiting for tomorrow. I keep waiting without knowing what I'm waiting for. Today, again.
12 months ago
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Something is missing, I can feel it. But what is it?
12 months ago
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