I dont wanna fearmonger, but after that announcement I shouldn't have a feeling something bad will happen in the next few weeks.. my lack of hope is screaming AUGH

Creating a feed is omega scuffy Im sorry for the confusion aaaaa

Ta da!!! bsky.app/profile/did:...

The new Guidelines are going through effect next week. Imma take a while to decide if I still fully want to post here

Just because I stopped talking about it doesn't mean that I fully gave up. Bluesky, your new upcoming policies suck 🖕 #bskycensorship

The relationship between US and my country is gonna get worse, isn't it?

I honestly am surprised how Im still going, but I am this close to hit a breaking point

Damn cant believe that next month it will be 1 year that my government booted the bird app outta here. It should be an important day because Bluesky blew up thanks to us

Honestly the more I see political shit and negativity going on, the more I disconnect myself from reality. The whole scenario feels like a highschool fight, but I feel more helpless and hopeless that I cant enjoy life anymore I want to feel normal, I want to enjoy life, I want to be happy over (+)

For each distressing real life happening I see, I want to disconnect from reality way more

I JUST found out about this.. Screw Microsoft..

Damnit man....

ArtFight's Teams Fossils vs Crystals be like

I hate humanity I hate humans so much why is everything so doom and gloom I see no silver lining in this world

Part of me kinda wants to create a Ravallight artist feed but I dont want my main acc to be associated only with *that* (Plus I dunno how to create feeds with people)

o7 Ravallum feed...

Note to self, do not write a massive text wall when you're having an emotional overwhelm. You may regret later + no one would notice

I'm afraid if I made lots of people uncomfortable with my suicidal posts.. I have no one to vent because of my DM anxiety so I do it publicly, even tho it results on me being silenced a lot.

I've never wanted to die so bad. I dont wanna live anymore but Im too much of a coward to attempt.

I was thinking of my break to last till June but I will probably extend it... (Still partaking in ArtFight, just silently)

OH MY GOD????

Oh btw ZANDER NETHERBRAND 2.0 SNEAK PEEK SILHOUETTES 👁️👁️

So fuckin mad that I might not watch the 2.0 reveal because parents are planning a day out

Almost all my galleries will remain without updates. I will hop in and out of Discord but the rest, it's a full on hiatus. (Pixiv might be the only exception) When will I return? Idk. But I will try to be back before ArtFight (July). I will try to return with a good chunk of art finished.

To the point that I wanted to disconnect from reality (still do.) and while this break won't fix everything, it might give me a recharge for a while. So after my bday (Probably first week of May) I will be going on a hiatus from social media and posting in general, that means (+)

This is a late night post but I feel like I should say why I'm planning on a hiatus. Many of y'all know that my mental state hasn't been the best and 2025 loves kicking my ass. But this month it's gotten a bit worse to the point I attempted self harm. I was completely drained and lost with life (+)

I barely get depressed after finishing an artwork but man.. it hurt kind a bit looking at the result of the Fellowsheep art I posted on main. I don't hate it (I am quite happy with the results) but man the context is too painful for me. That was both a fanart and a vent art bleh...

I'm still feeling horrible + I forgot I had a Strawpage so I really could appreciate some encouraging words/doodles ✌️😔 hoshaguma.straw.page

Attempted self injury. Im not bleeding tho so nothing to worry much

Nothing good is happening to me this month, and with the amount of bad news. I dunno why Im still alive

Comfydants.. 🫂

When it comes to my own language... Smut makes me uncomfortable LMAOO In English it feels more sophisticated imo

Taking this with a grain of salt but like, can the Ravallum VP Giveaways people can come to here too already..?

people are complaining about this but I thought it was such a cute idea 😭

I love how ♈ just assumed i was Brazilian just for not being a non frequent twt user. Well, I AM from there, but we got the site back months ago, I just dont like the environment on that site LMAOOO

Getting to celebrate the incubus' birthday was such a field moment. It made me really happy seeing my Kamioshi enjoying his day, like his happiness is really contagious. He is such one of the lights to anyone's darkness, he is always there to cheer us up. (+)

Yeah nah no Daki for me, Im savin for my iPad LMAOOO

Kinda wished I could go back in time to stop teen me for having behaviors that resulted in my friendship traumas

I'm in a "everyone hates me" mood... Hate when that happens ough makes me think if my oomfs are really oomfs

The bunny one is crazy...

Words couldn't describe how happy I am after hearing Zanny getting his apartment after 9 MONTHS

Such a gremlin I love him

LMAO WHAT IS THIS

I've seen so many R4vallights doing what they can to support the community and here I am, questioning myself lots of things. Am I doing enough to support the community? Am I a bad influence? Is my support not good enough?

Ik Im slowly becoming a Pipsqueak but I cannot help but be nervous. I'm heavily unsure how welcomed I would be compared to the Netherlings.. </3

HE FORGOR... 😭

I think one of my friends is invested into 🍻♈ I am winning...

Wanting to do this but with 🍻♈ for the funnies

The fact that 🍻 knows about Bsky but none of the 4vallum bois intended to crosspost here kiinda frustrates me...

I admit I am liking the captain (🍻⚔️) a bit more. I sometimes tune into his streams, funny guy indeed 👌