I am so tired of being so tired.... I miss my energy, my passion. I want to strive for something again but it's so hard. I want to push myself again. I want to be the person my closest friends think I am. I want so much...but so little.

When I play Rivals, I play Vanguard. Every single Duelist player I get on my team is either A: An autistically locked in god mode player that has the single greatest mechanical skill in the game, OR, B: A brain dead, raised wrong, game sense lacking, hot garbage holding, negative K/D, toxic bitch.

My extremely poor ability to tell people No is gonna get my dumbass in trouble one of these days.

The air is getting colder..... My mood is lifting, hunters.

I hope one day I can be someones first choice. Not a fallback, not "The reliable one", just their first choice. One day.

The person I have a crush on def probably has a crush on someone much cooler than me and closer to them and that sucks. Damn. Imma veg until I get out of it.

I used to be a cute lil Cap. It's a shame what time has done to me.

Nobody "Ponders" anymore.... it hurts me to see. I want to see people think beyond the limited bonds and societal expectations they have trapped themselves inside. I want to WONDER again....

I am so freakin tired, I wish I could go back to when the hunt first started.... things were oh so simple then.

I really hope one day that, Randy Pitchford will take the massive stick out of his ass..... and choke on it.... forever. Fuckin Douchbag.

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None of my friends wanna watch scary movies with me. It is sad times.

If you are one of those people who refuses to play Vanguard in #MarvelRivals , Why is that the case? Why do you stay away from the role? #Strategist #Duelist

Bro it goes so hard. My kentucky roots are in this boy. #peak

I love her so much. She is Beauty. She is Grace. She will drop a megaton nuke on your fucking face. #warframe #warframe1999 #theoldpeace #Ember

Thank you all for all the birthday wishes. I've truly never had so many folks wish me happy birthday before. Thank you you all 🖤🌑🖤

Ever since I was kid, I wanted to be a superhero. I was in that theatre at 9 years old watching Iron-man back in 2008. The powers, the glory, helping and saving people, it all semed so very simple. Ive seen all the films and had all the fantasies. Fantastic Four First Steps has a captured one of (1)

Its my birthday. I finally get to go see Fantastic Four. I am so excited. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I just want someone too goof when I gaff, is it too much to ask?

OK IM HIGH AND GOT AN IDEA. A Warhammer Space Marine 2 style hack n slash game, but its Kpop Demon Hunters. Thoughts?

What am I doing tonight guys?

How do we feel about AJR folks? I see so much hate for them but I don't get it.

"Artisinal Pencil Sharpening" How do we feel about it?

Where are my Winter lovers at? The only warmth I love is the warmth of a nice blanket or cuddly person on a cold blizzardy day whilst I watch movies.

Today is the first time I will not be apart of a day one Destiny Expansion Release. It feels very bitter sweet but with the combination of my current financial situation and the consistent degredation the Bungie developers get from both the community AND Their own corporate staff, it feels so bad rn

ok ok, it went well and everything is ok.

been playing the new Marvel Rivals Season today. taking a break right now but it is really fun. if anyone wants to jam on some rivals let me know. also just be a chill person. love y'all. ( Jean Grey is op and it's scary but fun AHHHHH) #marvelrivals #season3

Who wants to get High and watch Nick Cage movies?

If you listen to AJR's "Maybe Man" album, you will get a full chronological outlook on my adult life.

I need to play Bloodborne again. I miss its viscerally feminine beauty. Its haunting atmosphere mixed with excellent worldbuilding and deeply disturbing and fascinating lore keeps me sane in a world that seems determined to fill my mind with self worth issues and constant setbacks. I miss Yharnam...

Got my Cinderella slippers on out here cleaning vinyl floors on my hands and knees. Pledge cleaner people. Pledge works so fucking good.

anybody doing anything tonight?

truth

If you play Magic, do not let the salt consume you. Someone turns your combo off mid cast with a counterspell, its ok, you have 80 more cards to play. Some one kills your commander before you get value, its ok, you have the mana to replay it eventually. I let the salt get to me and now Im sad.

I am kinda pumped as hell for this.

Anyone else super stoked for Edge of Eternities from MTG? I am so damn excited for space age Magic and for the setting being adjacent to The Blind Eternities. I love me some cosmic unknowable -ness. ANY WAY From Software Magic Set when? #MTG #Magic #TCG

My baby Nekros has finally gotten his full summoner Upgrade with a fully Incarnon Burning Hate and Summoners Wrath mods. #warframe #Nekros #warfame1999

I wanna get high and watch Mad God with some Mad Lads, Ladies, and all my inbetweenies.

The Clouds are just a bit to dark today, but I suppose they can always be darker...

WE THE PEOPLE vs. EVIL, 2025.

Ok hunters, the new Ultron's Battle Matrix Protocol game mode in Marvel Rivals is really fun. Its basically TFT light and I even won my second game. I highly recommend it. #MarvelRivals

I have been having a really fun time turning my friends Player Characters in my DND game into Magic the Gathering Commanders. Soon I am gonna get them to build decks around them and its gonna be such a fun game. #commander #magicthegathering

I want play so much magic the gathering I will explode.

Gonna play some Marvel Rivals at 8pm est. All are welcome, gonna be some chill games. Sending off Cap before he gets giga nerfed. Reply if ya feel like playin.

I got to finally see Thunderbolts today. It was excellent! This films story hit me so damn hard and also hit so very close to home. I know how it feels to be alone and that feeling is a near impossible weight to try and lift but man, with enough support, you can lift anything.

Gonna get down on some Marvel Rivals qp if anyone wants to chill in my Rivals Discord Server.

Hey Hunters. Been awhile. I've been spending my days with my government mandated 2-week Minecraft binge but now the big storm knocked out my Internet. So I've just been chilling all day doing nothing. What's everyone up to?