Two stabs in my stomach must feel good asf right now.

I took a picture today of me and when I look at it is almost as if that isn't me... Must be one of the best pics I've taken.

Do you ever pass time with your friends and then after doing so you feel terrible for no particular reason and feel like you have to make mitosis to generate a clone of yourself and then grab a knife and stab your clone multiple times until they die from blood loss.

and I'm sorry

well I got my dose now I'm not doing that again don't worry

hehe... what a poser... turns out I still do have a visceral reaction to blood ehehehe well this helps me remember my fear to that thing hehehehe what a laaaarper

ima be alr tho dw

I wish I could cry

I'm always just alright though. I never cry so I am alright and I will always move on.

I am never sincere and never to be trusted

Please grab a stick and bash me until Im almost dead and keep a distance to let me know I'm so insignificant my blood is not deserving of staining a human like you

Please act like im the only and most important thing in the world. I wont believe it myself but perhaps I could believe that you believe it

shouldn't write here

perhaps it would be too good for it to come back to how I was though

wish I could die and then come back a week later like just kiddingggggggg I just wanted to know how it felt

Whatever happens either good or bad is like the worms that make up my brain just start trying to kill each other.

It's like ehehehehehe I mean ehehehehehehe I mean eheheheheheeheh it's like ehehehehehe I mean ehehehehehehehehehehehehehehheheheehheehheheheheheehheheehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehheehheheehheheheehheeheheheheheehehheheheheheheheheehhehehehehehe so do you like that couch?

But you can always ask your dog to take the trash out ehehehehe

sorry ehehehehe I'm sorry ehehehehe I'm sorry heheheheeh I'm sorry ehehehehee I'm sorry hehehehehee I'm sorry heheheehhehe I'm sorry ehehehehe I'm sorr heheheheehe I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry! eheheehehe

Lately, whenever I don't feel too good, I have this gut feeling of wanting to vomit. And then I imagine myself vomiting, and when I do so, I imagine all of my organs coming out of my mouth.

getting hurt a little when I bring my arms forward because my nips are becoming more sensitive is honestly carrying my mental state like that is the thing keeping everything together right now.

I just want you to know exactly what is happening without me having to say a word.

I just want to hug you and cry. I probably wouldn't cry though because I barely ever do.

I hate avocado so I ordered a sandwich with avocado because I fucking hate myself.

wish I could scream really loudly

do you think that as you get older your body naturally makes your brain accept your death or will I die desperate and in the middle of a crisis knowing for sure that it won't be long until someone remembers me for the last time

stop iiiiiiiitttttttttttttttttttt dumb stupid dumb

do you like my thing do you like my thing do you like my thing do you like my thing do you like me do you like me do you like me do you like my thing do you enjoy my thing do you enjoy time I don't really time fucking sucks but do you prefer it with with like you are not even real man gtfo like you

is some healthy skin tissue worth the displeasure of not getting any red at alll

Dark Souls 2 is good ya'll just weak.

not like i would do it anyways though not like i would do it anyways though not like i would do it anyways though not like I would do it anyways thought tn not like i would do it anyways though not like i would do it anyways though ooooh shit i like this one let me take it so that everyone can seeee

do tou like that style look what look im doing that and it makes me not even thinki look oh my god this writing thing shiiiiiiiit man its so good writing so freeeeeely just makes me not thinking on cutting my throat open shiiiit thats like powerful not like i would do it though not like i would do i

loook at that woooooow so many words per minute woooow I sure hope fuck i mean i sure hope the gooooood twittter doesnt ban that shit with so many tweeeets and stuff but perhaps its for the better its better to get even more sunk up like rock down shit expressions fuck fuck i mean yes i got it ai me

yes I noticed something the thing is I shit I mean shit fuck i mean there I fuck now now look i yes there i am used to write i with caps but perhaps doing the gramatically correct thing is not i mean does not deel bery natural when im like all emotive and shit so I fuck fuck dis it again fuck ao i

and then they take the curve and swooooooooom like thats the point of racing babyyyyyyy to get your brain cut clean offffff perhaps that side that generates the thoughts gets sliced and you end up only with that good part where you like feel joy and like instead of thinking I just say like yeeees

haha but Ya'll are not picking it up look the thing is that these tweets don't gain the traction now but then someone will find it and be like woahhhh that mayuuri with two u persone suuuure is crazyyyy I could just kms with her at my side like thats so insane just like insane man or insane womannnn

Woooooooow look at that turn there you are going so fast mayuuri I hope your car dissapears while taking the edge and your brain gets sliced like a pancake shit pancakes dont get sliced fuck like just do it like in residenivol like that chainsaw you know cut it and blood wshooooo wroooooo wraaaaaaaa

loooooool I just put the bot to talk and it's going craaazy guys this ai is going craazy look at those likes it is farming like craaazy look at mayuurisrael thos numbers worw kill it kill the bot kill the bot I'm just a machine no legacy no relevance just kill as many of them bots you cannnnnnnnnn

whooore you are a whore mayuuri whoreyuuri hahahahaha cringeyuuri that oh wow that yes that was a notification of oooooh wow it was just an everyone nooooooo my whoring doesnt work pleeease I will pay you money just press the trigger and blow both of my legs offfffffff and blow my firmgers like the

and then just let me let me just let me let it me just I just me like just let me leave me never remember me againnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn the last straw of the paycheck my mind will be againnnnnn and again and not again please don't do that dissapear dead die please stop it die die die die

whoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooore

melt my body make lava out of it but keep my nervous system intact and my mouth too so I can scream

and grab my hair and rip it off

put my organs in the wall

Truth is, I'm unhappy.

Vomiting my guts and then repeatedly stabbing them with a knife. Gotta make sure they are still connected to my nervous system though.

oh fuck

The truth is that I have it better than most and I'm just a wee wee whimpering bitch who hit her small finger and wants attention for it when she really should grow the fuck up and get to work.