The P3 UMAD sim is actually going to save me. Holy fuck I don't even know how long this would take me to be able to call otherwise. I've been trying to do outlandish things while simming to practice the distraction of healing. It's like a metric ton of work, but honestly humanity has done worse.

Ah friends kept me up till 5 am in a discord call again. I wouldn't have it any other way.

I like pfing with my chud friends that arent in my static it sort of feels like a vacation home. Static is fun and I treasure them so much, but I think its nice to play with my other friends in a semi serious environment with no pressure. Its ironically often nearly as productive per hour.

Doing an ultimate on content feels like ur part of a daily release schedule. Ah yes, its been 3 days since anything relevant to the world race happened in this phase, you may have the good strats plebians.

Silver 3 in 2xko but managed to beat an emerald with my gold duo. This game is so funny. They got beat so bad they just quit after 1. This game is so fake sometimes it's hilarious.

This is the first time ive wanted more than 4 days week 1. I wouldn't wanna do it long term but I kinda dread pf and I wanna do more UMAD

Having trouble sleeping the night before the ulti be like here we go 6 hrs the night before weeeeeee.

007 First Light has been so awesome to play through. It feels like a game that rightfully earned the 70$ price point. Its genuinely inspiring work so far. I think as long as IO dont like shutter everything else to churn out sequels this could be an amazing series. Might be game of the year for me.

The way I view my personality it seems as if its a mouse on a wheel doomed to exhaustion. Im a lowkey control freak who hates making decisions.

Like I do really get the whole puppygirl thing sometimes. Like I spend every day making decisions for people and problem solving and then damn what do I get more decisions and problem solving. What do puppygirls get idk treats and probably walkies?

I think ever since they killed happy chaos in the streets and stomped on his corpse guilty gear has been a bittersweet. Its turned from a thing i sometimes find myself frustraited with to a thing im often frustrauted with. Its like I want it to change again and I hope the next version is better.

Aygi's latest ragebait is telling me they'd only have to care to beat me at guilty gear. But they'd probably pick the non-binary character out of solidarity and good vibes.... and then we'd learn perspective about forgotten things even as a endwalker mch main.

And as of today I have completed every ultimate in the game. Still only feels like at most half the journey lol but it's a great mountain to have climbed. Couldn't have done it without my friends ty everyone who helped pf with me.

I might actually have to get this tamodachi life game.... I have so many memey desires and none of them are good.

I should make another YouTube video after my nearly 2 year departure. But its been hard to muster up a concise and entertaining version of what I have to say. I guess I could do it over multiple videos maybe? But idk if im ready to commit to that lol. Idek if the 2nd one will be half as good.

So happy chaos feels like really bad on first impressions. A lot of my muscle memory from combos is dead. A lot of the old routing is dead. Its almost entirely new but bad new? Gun pull feels like trash. Bullet mid combo feels like trash. Resources aren't free any more.

I have like a lot of thoughts on the new GG Strive patch. Debating if I should make a video talking about it. But essentially im grieving the loss of something I loved. The game as a whole will be better but I dont think they had to kill what made me fall in love with it.

Why do I want to do more Top? I should be free.

It makes me so mad to be bad at both Top and Deadlock. I can't do top without feeling guilty and I can't do deadlock without feeling stupid.

I can feel it in the air. World of warcraft calls me home. But I must think of the lives Id endanger by answering. What if eggi never goes outside again I ponder. I suppose that was always a concern and world of warcraft isnt really special in that regard. Hmmmm....