ate way too much junk food at the movies and now my tummy hurts. no food tomorrow for sure

finally binged serial experiments lain last night. loved it 🖤

༺𝒾𝓃𝓉𝓇𝑜 𝓅𝑜𝓈𝓉 ༻ ꧁༺ 𝓷𝓸 𝓶𝓲𝓷𝓸𝓻𝓼 𝓹𝓵𝓼 ✦ 30 ✦ 𝓮𝓭𝓼𝓴𝔂/𝓼𝓱𝓼𝓴𝔂 ✦ 5'4.5"𝓲𝓷/163.8𝓬𝓶 ✦ 𝓪𝓾𝓽𝓲𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓬 | 𝓪𝓭𝓱𝓭 | 𝓭𝓮𝓹𝓻𝓮𝓼𝓼𝓲𝓸𝓷 | 𝓼𝓱 ✦ 𝓪𝓷𝓲𝓶𝓮 | 𝓯𝓲𝓵𝓶 | 𝓪𝓻𝓽 | 𝓻𝓪𝓿𝓮𝓼 | 𝓼𝓾𝓫𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓷𝓬𝓮𝓼 ♡ + ↻ 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓶𝓾𝓽𝓾𝓪𝓵𝓼 ༻꧂

going to the movies with my man that's not my man tonight <3 (tmi: im on my period so no s3x probably but best believe imma suck him dry cause he is toooo sexy for me to keep my hands off of)

hello i have returned

burning everything down around me cause i deserve nothing but suffering

gained... no one talk to me today

how pinterest sees me 🕸 ౨ৎ character ౨ৎ tattoo ౨ৎ plushie ౨ৎ animal

been getting way too comfortable... weigh in tomorrow

made some boiled veggies (~50c), a fried egg (~100c), and a fish filet (90c) w/ maggi and sweet & spicy zhong sauce (~60c) 《total: ~300c》 last meal im consuming for a while. fasting until i can't anymore. weigh in tomorrow 🐦‍⬛

i, in fact, did not got to sleep decided to stay up and work out while watching trashy eating disorder shows on yt before i go to work at 11am (in 5 hours)

really need to go tf to sleep (gn.⋆｡˚ )

im back and ready to isolate/starve myself into oblivion again. i have no one left to keep up the facade for anymore

feeling very tumblr (extremely depressed and in need of a lobotomy) ꙳✿⃘ ᩚ꩜⋆｡˚

having lax tea w/ a pistachio latte chaser

less than 2 weeks till edc gotta lock tf in

wow it's been 3 weeks since ive been on here... back on my fuck shit once again

118.2 this morning 🖤

yeah that checks out

ophelia stop being so obsessive challenge (i always fail)

everything is falling apart around me and im tired of fighting it. just gonna let myself go absolutely insane and be evil from now on

interesting

9lbs away from being underweight... so close i can taste it 🫦🥵🫠

115 by may? MAYbe... haha....

bought a new razor to break apart and use tonight 🖤

having some lax tea <3 mom's making dinner but im def gonna purge what i eat. maybe i'll watch a sad movie tonight

today 𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ🐇་༘࿐

and I yeah

i may be spiraling... but at least im getting skinnier while doing so

TMI but i hooked up with a man that lifted me/flipped me over during and told me i weigh basically nothing lemme tell you, im going to be living off the high i got hearing that for a looooong time 🫠

118.4 today 🖤 bmi 20!!!!

like?? this is crazy

my love for satosugu is immeasurable. my shaylas 4ever

Nov 26 2023: 156.8 Apr 10 2025: 118.8 just 12 more pounds till i've lost 1/3 of my body weight 🥰

118.8 today 🖤 it's crazy having this much weight loss right before my period is supposed to start but im not complaining one bit

120.2 this morning 🖤

crazy how much cleaning your space helps with your mental state

today's omad: roasted veggies w/ black beans, avocado and sour cream 🖤 so bomb

green tea, adderall, cigarettes, and weed for breakfast (at almost 2pm lmao)

120.8???? omg im so excited

121.6 today 🖤

have just been laying on the floor and dissociating the past couple of hours (down bad)

the grief is neverending

i've thought about unaliving myself every day for at least a week now. gonna just settle with c/tting myself tonight though

ordering food to b/p right now cause my life is a fucking joke

off work early 🖤 gonna go home and clean cause my apartment is an absolute mess rn