i FEEL like an AI image GENERATOR

my guess is that im just not feeling that inspired or too afraid to get just a little more unrestrained with it, but once again cannot believe how sauceless my artfight drawings have been. the way ive been drawing these makes me feel weird, in a bad way.

getting up after drawing and saying i don’t care about any of this then going back later and doing it again for no reason. and repeat. i feel like sisyphus including the part where i killed everyone

こちらを覗いていた深淵歩き #NIGHTREIGN

on bsky, a healthy 25% of NR fanart posted puts great emphasis on guardian’s penis and/or breasts

how it feels using computer to fulfill more than 50% of your social life because you are stupid

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there’s so much music i like that just feels like crap you’d put on a halloween playlist

i always really liked this persons self made music video for the devil is in the details youtu.be/cLgmGNHjYOw?...

i was thinking BOC naraka sounds structurally really similar to palace posy. turns out this is hardly a novel observation and others agree. which means im not crazy and/or stupid…

i never understood people being excited to watch their favorite game streamers until nightreign

was being very ambitious thinking i could do perhaps 30ish AF submissions but i forgot i have a job

never related to someones character design sensibilities more

part of my problem with art is that a bad drawing isnt a one and done thing for me. i get haunted like that akira clip. doing dishes and the bad art manifests in my mind and im basically going leave me alone agh out loud

i promise after this month people won’t have to hear from me for a few more months i just. need somewhere to talk about being frustrated about drawing while this is going on

all the drawings i do for AF have zero sauce and it’s killing my spirit a little bit

i love how nonsensical nightreign is as a pocket universe in the ER universe. just put together some loose narrative and called it a day. leave people to speculate on its ties to ER forever because it drops the cutting-gifted tribe tidbits. and doesnt elaborate. will never elaborate

this post about what they do after nightreign events is frying me

?! i was so busy being annoyed with these things in last post that i never had time to look at their features. love the design

結晶の古老 / Crystal Sage #ダークソウル3 #DarkSouls3

🇺🇸 🦅 sitting on the toilet crying my eyes out. can we give it up for the bathroom bawlers 🇺🇸 🦅

telling myself i wouldnt draw for anyone who i couldn’t determine an age for and finished a drawing before i remembered to check. 😪🔫🔫

screaming who are you at mosquito like thats gonna stop it from sucking the shit out of me

why is typing up character anythings so humiliating, i feel like i just got tarred and feathered

i bet they bullied the fuck out of yhorm at giant school

they call him yhorm the giant when hes very obviously 2 inches tall compared to the rest of his kind. why didn’t they call him yhorm the small one

i love zlofsky for always posting feet detail shots

巨人ヨーム / Yhorm the Giant #ダークソウル3 #DarkSouls3

i’ve been really into watching invasion videos though. i hate to say it, mainly because i have no interest in getting a switch 2, but i think duskbloods will be extremely funny if not straight up good if it’s essentially taking souls PvP and making it the core of a game

my go-to nightreign streamer is on 2 months and 65 resets of his flawless challenge and i sort of wish he’ll never get it cause it’s the only thing lately that keeps me sane during my day job

im not living the tiny plastic trinket life anymore but those keychains are very cute

did you know that you need a ticket to ride a spectral hawk and that you need to be very tiny (about 3 cm tall) about it?

When you meet the Ice Fog, you would get a shaved ice🍨 #ELDENRING #NIGHTREIGN

i would have loved to be more creatively motivated by the things i play/read/watch in a fandom sense, but it’s just not gods will for me. stuck being a diehard original character person against my will

the morgotts i commissioned from luigi are still a couple of the best pieces of art in all of ER history. not saying this because i’m biased

i wish ppl were drawing elden ring characters fat and pregnant like other fandoms

thank you bonfirevn for doing a video on this easily missable enemy youtu.be/6HFwNcOhlSQ?...

rubbing my temples. i had a bad day, but it doesn’t mean i feel better when i have a normal day, it just means i dont feel like i have to say it out loud.

i miss dark souls already brah

the dark souls design direction was special amongst fromsoft titles. really exuding a studio (or, director) that was still trying to get a feel for its visual voice. quirky and sometimes humorous.

i miss dark souls already...

aw you really see the godzilla visual inspiration in that second pic. endears me to his appearance a lot more

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Libra and Revenant リブラと復讐者 #ELDENRING #NIGHTREIGN

gael killing pygmies for the blood of the dark soul only to see that they were all raisins of people with no blood so he just started eating them was simultaneously badass and funny

i just beat soul of cinder and took one good look at all the stuff i missed for the first run toward 100% achievements (of which you need three if you're optimizing) and decided that i could save that for another day lol. great series.

Vulli painted both of first pics figures and took these pichurs in general I’m just obsessed with them🤲

ive really just got soul of cinder left and maybe backtracking for quests so im considering taking a break from video games because the year where you are demonstrably at your lowest creatively and beyond washed for yr age is probably a good year to participate in the annual game where you make art

i have mixed feelings about the ringed city DLC (spent too much time in swamp, mostly boring if not irritating standard enemies) but the end really made it all worth it. gael was not as bad as i thought but i was also SL 100 at that point. not sure how much more than average that is for the dlc