The mind like a blade With stinging thoughts run and leak A bloody river

Shadows of a ghost The moonlight drowns in fables, sad Truth concealed by veil

Brilliant, it blossoms On sturdy ground, we retreat Shattered, but alive I am truly growing fond of haiku How lovely~

Whispers drawing near Darkness grows and reaches out Guided by night's glow Lovely haiku indeed~ 💜

When you force your morals onto another, your decisions and your opinions.. you pick away that person at their core. You destroy them and mold them to the image you desire. It is disgusting. Everyone deserves their own right and their own say.

酒は本心を表す "Sake shows true feelings"

A traitor's blade deeply stings the most. So much more so than that of the enemy's. It saddens me so.. to see so...so very many struggling with betrayal and unfortunate situations.. It is insane..how common it seems to be.. I hope everyone finds their peace. There is too much chaos in this world.

Some return to form and major collabs! Link to Channel - twitch.tv/nato6141 Art by www.twitch.tv/zeilart Schedule by @azaleafox.bsky.social #VSky #Kabart #Vtuber #Stream #Samurai #VtuberEN

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A commitment to the future must be greater than the attachment of the past For if the wound grows too wide, like the plant or trees, you surely will wilt and collapse rather than grow anew. - Steian

I suppose Steian is starting to want to use my account to post his poems and random writings? I find it interesting.. he usually prefers the "old fashioned" way.. with pen and paper. Hm..

Wilting the flower may succumb... but the hand only need to support and give water.. For the flower that blooms lovingly.. shows the love of the hand that supports it. The flower that lays in waste..shows the love that was never there to begin with. -Steian (Yuganishi)

I have such the cravings to write.. the "old fashioned" way.. With pen and paper.. I am not entirely fond of these.. modernized forms.. Ah..how I yearn for a nice warm lamp and a cup of tea... to do my writing with.. How awfully dreadful and stale this place can be sometimes.. -Steian

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I hope I can sleep

Your gossip is mine own testimony. I name no one, to respect everyone's privacy, I post this as an attempt at a resolution to all of this prolonged drama. I grow so tired of it..

It is troubling..when you want to speak out on something.. but you never want someone to be viewed in a bad light... So you ponder with ambivalence... What to think..what to do..I am truly unsure what would be the best course of action. I wish I could ignore this...but it plagues this mind..

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I have drunk.~

"Tell me every terrible thing you ever did, and let me love you anyway." -Edgar Allen Poe

Hm..a day to celebrate love.. I have never truly acknowledged it until now. I do hope this day ends as swiftly as possible...it is miserable and quite lonesome for me..I must say... Hmph.. I cannot even drink alcohol either due to the Flesh being on medication! Damn it all!

I truly have grown closer to Steian's teachings. He.. was the very epitome of the Hibiscus. In many ways he symbolized with the importance of life and appreciating the present. But as well as the passion of love in all forms. He represented the flower's delicate beauty quite well. Graceful even.

The Unforgiven - Metallica 🎶 What I've felt, what I've known Never shined through what I've shown Never be, never see Won't see what might have been.. What I've felt, what I've known Never shined through what I've shown Never free, never me So I dub thee unforgiven. 🎶 Some lyrics to my past self.

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My old mentor.. He has since disappeared.. But he seems to have left his blade behind in the snowy barren desert.. What happened to him...I truly wonder.. Though I will not let his blade lay in waste.. I..have never been very fond of katanas.. But for you, Steian.. I shall take on this honor..

I have been hurt and shunned plenty in this life, that I almost expect it sometimes. It is a feeling of disquietude.. Even when I am treated with fairness and kindness. This dog now fears abandonment..hah.. Cautious if I act "out of line". That I may be misunderstood..again..or not given the chance

A quote that speaks to me.. "Forgive yourself for not knowing earlier what only time could teach" It is true..I made mistakes.. I may not have meant to affect others the way I have..but I did. I hurt others..it pains me so. I have no issue apologizing for it all again.. Excuses are worth nothing.

Hm..I was approached by the past.. As steady as I was, I wanted to know what was wished to be said. A sincere apology...after all this time. I was unsure what to think.. My opinion stands. I cannot hold grudges, nor is there a point to blame. They have improved. I have accepted it..and moved on.

I hate this body's voice.. I hate it so.. I wish so much that I could shape it how I wished.. I.. despise the accent.. Why must I have to inhabit this body.. this body that which is nothing like my own.. Mm...though.. I had once been told I sounded lovely.. I will try to never forget that..

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I find men who want a woman in their life just to "fix them" truly fucking disgusting. Fix yourself you pathetic fuck.

Stream prep for next week is ready, current weekend plans are in motion, and getting the Skyrim Together and Minecraft 1.16 pack and server up soon.. Plus other fun announcements plus why not be a Bleach AU Vtuber #art #kabart #digitalart #streamer #vsky #bleachoc Banner art by sashimiikaa on VGEN

Why do those most precious have to have seen you at your worst... Now.. I sit with myself.. grateful for my changes.. for my lessons learned.. but no amount of gain could ever amount to the loss that I suffer.. Every time I think these tears can cease... they return..

Good Wednesday morning, streams in 2 days, the menu for today. Plan for next weeks streams.. I smell some Skyrim and 7 Days to die next weekend.. Model by @mawsothoth.bsky.social #Vsky #vroid #art #digitalart #stream #kabart #planning

This is the start of something glorious! We are under construction please be patient as we build this world! #VShonen

It is quite confusing to hear of death that I have already experienced.. Redemption is not given but granted and I know this. I do not awaken anew to prove my worthiness but more so, to destroy what was unacceptable. The flame remembers, too.

And now a new profile picture!~ It is a visual representation of me transitioning to my "full form"!~ Lovely, isn't it?~

Another week another stream, but more details about what I do on a weekly basis Link to Channel - twitch.tv/nato6141 Art by @konekopi.bsky.social Schedule by @azaleafox.bsky.social #art #oc #digitalart #Samurai #Vtubers #TwitchStreamers #KickStreaming #Schedule #VSky #BleachOC

A lovely visual of my new horns appearing!~ The lovely traces of gold shining through my magma blood... how wonderful.. I truly love all of my new features! It does speak to the soul. I feel complete~ "None of us really changes over time, We only become more fully what we are." - Anne Rice

A desert rose is uncovered. It has been dead for quite some time now.. It reminds me of..someone.. May as well continue on.. Focus on other tasks..plenty to do these days. Hm..I was told before..others would be interested in reading My tales... so..I may write a wiki of sorts soon.

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Sona/OC appreciation My samurai guy who exists in his own world and BleachAU styles Art by @Isirnos_ @konekopi.bsky.social and @battynator.bsky.social

The barren desert in the distance from my Keep..it has been covered in snow, buried in winter.. Like a grave...simply buried..but not forgotten.... Beneath the ice..the sand has become dull in color.. Hm..the fog blurs out the rest. The moon rises over the snow..over the garden..how lovely..

Finished another 6 pack!~ Modelo and Heineken down.. hmmm many more to go~ Ah.. my journey towards trying a nice creamy fookin PINT!~

The "host" actually cannot bring up my memories! He could not remember what happened yesterday, but the moment I returned, all of the memories he was trying to grasp, flooded to me!~ Lovely!~

The sun will rise just as the moon shall set. No matter what is wished or believed. Time will go on. I will live on. Every story has a different side to tell. A new chapter opens, and I am ready for whatever journey may lie ahead.

@mawsothoth.bsky.social Did this amazing model! Truly an honor working with him to get this Daimyo Arc model to life! #Digitalart #Art #Vroid #Vtuber #Vsky

It has been quite awhile. I have finally returned to writing out my lore again. For those who do not know: I am of the Heidegger Dynasty from my father's side and of the Myosotis Dynasty from my mother's side. I will eventually share more, among other writings as well.

Another week another stream Link to Channel - twitch.tv/nato6141 Art by @konekopi.bsky.social Schedule by @azaleafox.bsky.social #art #oc #digitalart #Samurai #Vtubers #TwitchStreamers #KickStreaming #Schedule #VSky