nvm my anxiety kicked in again 🥲 I have no idea if I can do this

sorry for not posting a lot today, mallows, am trying to keep myself calm and relaxed at the moment :’)

goost morning I find myself being more confident about traveling on some days than others…why can’t my brave days happen the day of my trip 😭

you did it. You finally got Bloostie. I hope you're happy 😒 Thank you all so much for joining tonight! Sorry I didn't talk as much, I was very tired today. Also we may still mess around with this design a bit. We'll design the other person I was planning to make...next time 😈

last stream before offkai and my new job! let's get this bitch redesigned...and maybe another person designed if we have time?

goost morning! I have realized I could make the perfect brb screen if I ever have to step away for a minute you are not ready for my 2.0 debut for that

Thank you all again for joining me tonight. Streaming has been extremely rough. Seeing so many people talking to me, enjoying the game and such, made my night. Yapping with everyone meant even more to me than the numbers.

I can tell I'm gonna get addicted to this game, it's so good. Maybe we'll play it again when I get back? 👀 Thank you all so much for joining tonight, I'll see you for my last stream before my break!

nvm I was losing my sanity, we're playing don't sleep with the fishes instead

am eepy today, let's try to get all the gems in crash bandicoot

goost morning! man it's hard to think of what I want for a starting screen 😭 I used to have an idea of what I wanted but now I'm not sure

I completed my last day of work and successfully kidnapped the jellyfish cat plush This is my bounty for everything I’ve had to deal with

I completed my last day of work and successfully kidnapped the jellyfish cat plush This is my bounty for everything I’ve had to deal with

I’m real deep in the sad sauce today. Show me some cute stuff if you see this

Goost morning Does anyone else mourn the loss of their old viewers? I love everyone that comes to watch me so much, but I also wonder what happened to others that used to join. Did life get busy, or did they move on to another streamer they connected with more?

the polar bear levels are going to drive me insane, I swear to god Thank you so much to everyone who joined, and an extra big thank you to Turna/ViewerAttack for the raid! We raided @doodledood.bsky.social, give them both much love!

let's get the explosive diarrhea virus with wumpa fruit

I hope I can have fan merch one day. It'd be cool to see a lil sticker of me or something

goost...evening is there a sheet showing the different merch that's gonna be at offkai? 🥺

I had hoped today was gonna be good. I was really looking forward to streaming and cleaning. It went bad so fast, though. Now I can’t get myself out of this hole I’m in, and I’m getting even worse by getting into my head about stuff like ‘I’m never going to get

Today sucks. So much.

I really do need to move out asap, huh?

goost morning! I think I'm gonna say heck it and take the steps to create my cow account. I'm wanting to make different things like stickers, keychains, maybe one day cow plushies? I think it'd be a lot of fun 🥺

My hatred for UPS grows with each passing day…

goost morning today sucks, why do tuesdays always suck? 🙃

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goost...evening am shaky, very nervous. I want to go to Offkai so bad but I am so scared at the same time 🥲 I don't usually do stuff like this

Thank you all so much for all of your support during the donothon! It means the world to me that, despite the things going on and how I've been, you have still been by my side to support me. Whether you've donated or not, you just showing up to stream really means a lot. I really don't deserve you 🧡

LAST DAY OF THE DONOTHON! let's draw some of you!

WE WON TODAY

Goost morning It’s so hard to believe my last day of work at my awful job is Friday

Chat…you remember signing the contract…you were supposed to tell me about any and all cow plushies released. You must now pay your dues for breaching it

When it comes to tournaments, how much time do you prefer to have to prep before it actually happens?

update, I'm gonna cancel stream tonight. I didn't realize it was gonna storm really bad today, and it's messing with my internet some. also I think I need the night to myself. I'm very...very nervous to stream again for various reasons. so I'm gonna try to rest tonight.

nvm a lot of you saw, hi ;;w;;

it’s late no one will see this

I somehow just knew things weren't gonna go well tonight, I should've just canceled stream

I attempted to nap, and it failed :')

I am so hecking tired today...do I try to take a nap or just bare through it?

goost morning I messed up my work schedule. I only had to work for an hour today, but I still had to wake up early 🥲

so...much...rage...and we're not even done with the first game Thank you all so much for joining, we're aiming for the stretch goals now! We're actually getting pretty close. Maybe I will have to play Kingdom Hearts or Dark Souls 😨

remember WOAH? this is him now. feel old yet?

goost morning we attempted to save the cow plushie I didn't wash right, but we lost them 😭

if I get 37,371 more tickets, I can buy the air fryer at my Dave and Busters

You know what would be a fun stream/video? Testing if a shipping company can actually do their job. USPS vs UPS vs FedEx. Have three packages be shipped to a friend, then have them ship it back to show how bad they are at making sure nothing breaks

I have no doubt we're gonna reach 400 cow plushies before the year is over. Maybe next year I should make my goal 1000? 🐮 ...I really need to get a house or apartment